Stop while you’re ahead
I’m 23. I tried K for my first time when I was introduced to music festivals (Lost Lands 2025) and loved it. It turned from a “one time thing” quickly to an “every single night thing”. I’ve lost the entirety of 2026 to ketamine. Every day was just a meaningless push to make it to night so I could sniff a bunch of fucking K, and now the end of the year is around the corner
Please, if you’re reading this, and in a similar boat as me, just fucking stop. My dick fucking hurts, I have crazy cramps, I’m pissing every hour, and my entire year has revolved around getting out of the public eye as quick as possible so I can rail some lines. I truly believe Ketamine has done wonders for my mental health, but now I’ve gotten out of control with it and completely lost all meaning of why I’m doing it. This is a wonderful drug that has so much potential to be used correctly, but not by doing this degenerate ass shit.
I’ve been drinking & smoking almost every single night for almost 10 years now, since I was like 13, but not even a year of doing K has fucked me up in ways that shit never could. I don’t advocate regular drug/alcohol use regardless, but please just stick to normal shit like some beers and weed if you truly can’t stay sober like myself. KETAMINE IS NOT SUPPOSED TO BE A CASUAL DAILY THING. I thought a lot of the “horror stories” on this sub were bullshit but I can 100% see them happening to me if I keep this up.
Before I know it, I’m gonna be pissing bloody jelly out of my dick into my bed at night because I can’t even keep my fucking sphincter shut. Stop while you’re ahead. Do anything fucking else. Take care of yourself and preserve your future. Because I don’t want this for myself or anyone else
Sorry if I’m rambling, but I just can’t express enough how bad of a habit this is for you. I hope I’ve figured it out early enough, and I hope anyone struggling will take something from this post