u/LeilaniYume

So I did a little self bondage session a couple of nights ago, and some people have asked me to write down what happened and how things transpired etc.

It all started because I had a date lined up with a guy who messaged me on FetLife. We’d been talking for a couple of days about things we like, and we’d already had a kind of half date (a stroll in the park so I could make sure he wasn’t crazy. Very nice guy, just an absolute freak haha). We decided to go out on a proper date the next week. He would come to my apartment and pick me up (he can enter from street level, no extra codes or anything. Important for later). He’d arrive at 9.

Anyway this whole setup along with other things turned me on quite a bit. I also had this unique opportunity of someone coming at a set time to check on me that I could take advantage of through some self bondage. Just thinking about it made me wet and super turned on so I immediately got to work setting things up.

First step was getting all the things I needed and unlocking my front door. The thought of someone coming through that door and taking advantage of me while I’m so helpless turns me on especially when I couldn’t do anything about it. And before anyone comes at me for being irresponsible I know it’s a risk but I live in a very safe neighbourhood and have never in all my years here had anyone try to break in or even try open my door (but still the possibility turns me on).

I got back into my living room and made all my escape setups ready (I will explain how they all work later). First I took on leather leg cuffs which I attached to a spreader bar. Then I put a vibrating big butt plug inside my asshole (honestly a bit bigger than I should have as I still feel it a little haha but I was very turned on tbf). Then I put another big vibrating dildo in my pussy. Normally I would have hoped that the latex body suit I was wearing could be enough to hold it in but just in case I also added some straps around my waist then 2 straps from that going between my legs holding it all very securely in place and pushing the dildo and buttplug in further.

I knew from experience that if I leave the possibility of wiggling the dildo or pushing the buttplug out I will eventually do that once I get super overstimulated and have cum a couple of times already. But I did not want to give myself that exit today (I was really turned on at this point as you might be able to tell and made some decisions that would haunt me a bit later haha). I also put the vibration patterns to a set pattern that I had made slow and powerful waves basically where they start slow then gradually get higher and higher and more powerful before falling back to low again. It’s such a tease and drives me crazy but also when I have just came it feels so insanely overwhelming to my clit.

I then put on my latex hood with ear plugs in my ears so I cannot hear anything from the outside world. I’m just trapped in my own hood. Then put on my harness gag that has some nice very tight straps on it and does not let me push the ball gag out and also put on some blinding contact lenses that do not let me see anything. I attached the top of harness gag to a chain in the ceiling then I have to almost tiptoe to get to. This holds me super secure in place and does not leave me with a lot of freedom especially with the spreader bar also on me. Then put straps on my elbows behind my back pulling them in awfully close together elbows touching (don’t ask I have a complicated set up on how to do this and I’m very flexible).

At this point the vibrations are too much and I cum before I am able to properly finish my set up which rocks me. I’m glad I had the harness gag attached by this point because I use it to steady myself. I want to fall to my knees but I cannot. I eventually brace myself but the vibration cycle is already starting on the next one so I need to be quick before I try to back out of this with my clit being so sensitive already. I then put on the handcuffs which had been hanging off of one of my wrists now and my bondage is complete.

I am completely helpless elbows and wrists tied together behind my back legs forced open while at the same time cumming over and over again. At this point almost feeling violated by my own evil setup. I cannot hear anything or see anything and I do not know if someone has entered my apartment and could be looking at me right now for all I know.

Now this is where my predicament comes into play. I have to get out of this bondage before my date arrives or he will catch me which is extremely embarrassing and vulnerable. If he does come in before I get out I have left him (or whoever comes in my door) a note that explains the situation. And I have given him the okay to do what he wants with me (given the directions on the note I left so obviously a lot of things are off the table but there are also some things that I allowed that I don’t really like that much which gives me extra motivation to get out of this).

Also before people get too mad at me I had kind of discussed this with him beforehand that I was into this and this might happen one time.

So I started my bondage at 7 and he was supposed to pick me up at 9 so that gives me 2 hours to get out and be tortured by my own machinations haha.

I have also been cumming over and over again at this point and have truly lost count. I have tried countless times to wiggle any of my plugs/dildos out of me with no success. My past self truly is an evil person for doing this to me. My clit and insides are so sore I want to cry and I think I do at one point but I cannot really remember. It was all a blur that I felt lasted way too long.

I was also worried that I was getting close to when he was supposed to get here

Now this is where my release comes in(I had the chain in the ceiling connected to an ice lock that I had wrapped cotton around for insulation. I tested it twice before and it usually took around 1 hour for it to loosen up enough for my head harness gag to be released, but with my hood on and my cumming over and over again I had no idea how long it had been. I just had to trust that my own tests had been accurate enough).

I was starting to get a rising sense of panic in my chest and bracing myself for the possibility that he was already looking at me my shivering squirming sweaty and helpless and moaning body spread out in front of him in the living room when I suddenly felt the chain holding my head to the ceiling loosen and I fell to the ground.

Now I needed to first find the handcuff key that I had put on the opposite side of the room which was a bit difficult with the vibrations still going on full force inside of me and not being able to remove the straps holding them in just yet. I eventually found the handcuff key as another wave of pleasure rolls over me. But I manage to hold on to the key and eventually unlock the handcuffs although it took a bit longer than I would have liked knowing that my guest was going to be here any minute.

Next was the strap which I needed to get off and the only way to do that is to cut it. I had taped a pair of scissors to a beam I have in the living room so I found them carefully with my hands then turned around and tried to line up the scissors with the strap I needed to cut then I leaned backwards carefully and I could feel the strap being cut gradually as I leaned backwards.

Now my hands were finally fully free and I wasted no time untying the straps I had used to secure the toys inside me. With a loud cry I finally opened it up and pulled them out my asshole pussy and clit all throbbing. A big sigh escaped my lips as I fell to the ground in exhaustion. I have no idea how many times I came but it was too many to count.

However I could not relax yet as my ordeal was not fully over. Next I took off the hood ear plugs took off the spreader bar. And then looked at the time I had around 30 min before he arrived so I actually had lots of time. Weird how slow time moves when you had a hood on with ear plugs and cumming your mind away over and over again into insanity haha. It truly felt like it had been more than 2 hours but in reality it had only been about half of that. Although that is still a lot of time to be like that.

I did go on the date btw for anyone wondering with him never being the wiser about what had happened half an hour earlier. Although I do think I did have some skin marks from the harness gag on my face and around my mouth but he did not comment on it lol. The date was nice although my ass and pussy were pretty sore the whole time.

And that is my little self bondage adventure. I hope you guys enjoyed it. The pictures above are the before pictures of me both without the hood on and with it. If anyone is wondering more about the self bondage set up I can explain that more later and how to set it up themselves.