u/LordSaikou

One thing I've learned is that chatting and gooning are more fun if you get to know someone a bit.

Don't get me wrong—one offs can be fun! But have you ever been chatting with someone about a video game you like and then it turns horny? It's so much more fun than just looking at porn!

I have a Read Me posted for kinks, limits, & details about me. But I wanna know about you, too!

Let's me friends! ...And then let's cum together 🫶

A couple months ago, I made a post about how I had shown someone I had grown to trust an intimate photo of myself.

If you read that post, you may remember that I came away from it carrying all the burden of my religious upbringing... Shame over gasp showing someone a picture of MYSELF.

At the time, it made me incredibly anxious. I felt awful after, and my friend tried to console me. But ultimately - I just needed some time to be okay with it. It's been a rough - and weird - year for me in general, so it all just feels like part of the same big tornado of confusion.

Fast forward to tonight and I had an opportunity to talk with this friend again and, on a whim, I decided to take a few more pics... Of course, I asked before I sent them. I just wanted to see how I would feel about it afterward. And the truth is, I don't actually know.

On the one hand, I am not feeling that immense shame that I felt the first time around. On the other, I also still kind of wish I didn't do it? It's hard to explain. It feels like not a big deal this time, but it also feels like it would have been preferential just to stick to hentai like usual.

I'm not beating myself up over it, though, which is a plus! Part of these reason I wanted to give it another go was because I didn't want my life to be controlled by the shame of a religious doctrine I don't even identify with or take part in anymore.

I don't think it's gonna happen again - at least, not often. Maybe if I find someone really special, but to be honest, I'm not worried about that. I'm not exactly looking for a relationship, and I have a couple of long term hentai friends, so... I think maybe the experiment is done.

Thanks to the folks who commented before, assuring me that there was nothing for me to be ashamed of. I still don't think this type of thing is really for me - but I tried it, did it safely, and deleted if after. If I was gonna do it at all, I think I probably got close to doing it the best way I could.

I have some prompts I would love to try, all taking place in my own world - which is sort of a post-post-apocalyptic science-fantasy setting.

We can get into the details of the world itself over DMs, as it's kind of designed in such a way as to work with any given roleplay.

The long and short of it, though, is that my character is what's called a Slayer. In this world, they're highly trained and highly regarded warriors. They keep things safe outside of the walls of major cities, but they also take jobs - escort missions, deliveries, monster hunting - anything that would pay well. They're glorified mercs. When they walk into a town, everyone knows them and everyone loves them. They're the peacekeepers and the rock stars of this world, basically.

My character, in particular, also has a reputation of fucking as many women as possible - and being pretty good at it. And that's where my prompts come in:

Prompt 1: The Fangirl - For this prompt, I would love for someone to play a dedicated fan of the Slayer. As mentioned, they're sort of the rock stars of this world, so it isn't unusual for common folk to be fans of their favorite Slayers. I think it would be fun if y/c was a little nerdy or a bit chubby - some feature that makes her feel like she never has a chance, but when she makes her move, she's successful anyway.

Prompt 2: In the greater lore of the world, the Slayer comes from a tribe of marauders, though he left at a young age. For the second prompt, I would love a woman from the marauder tribe. Think of her like a raider. At first, she taunts him and they form a rivalry that quickly turns into rough fucking. She wants it hard because it's the one time she feels like she can let her guard down. Back home, she has to be tough - but this Slayer, this former marauder, is too good a guy to actually hurt her. Over time, he would learn about her need to be vulnerable and transition from fucking her rough to being gentle with her.

Prompt 3: While on a job, the Slayer comes across the wife of a soldier who has been left alone... A part of her loves her husband, but their marriage has been stagnant for a long time. He's rarely home, and when he is, he isn't very loving. Being an older woman (in her mind - I'm thinking she's in her 40s), she doesn't feel like she has much of a chance of feeling beautiful or loved. The marriage has dragged her down. That is, until the young and handsome Slayer has something to say about it...

While I prefer somewhat literate and narrative driven stories, these prompts are mostly meant to explore the sexual dynamics of the pairings. That is to say, for some of them, exploration or combat may be a factor - but they aren't really the main point of these particular prompts. They're more meant to explore the psychological aspects of the dynamics.

In terms of kinks - I'm pretty open. Most of my limits don't really apply to these encounters because they're all based on consent.

Limits include: death, injury, filth (piss could be okay, depending on the roleplay)

If possible, I would love to include feet! Footjobs, licking, sucking, etc. Other kinks would be power dynamics, cumplay, petplay, outercourse & a lot more. If you read this far - thanks! Please include your age & kinks + limits in your first message, as well as preferred platform. I prefer Discord, but we can stickto reddit if you like. Messages without these will be ignored! I prefer long term, but short term is okay, too!

I have some prompts I would love to try, all taking place in my own world - which is sort of a post-post-apocalyptic science-fantasy setting.

We can get into the details of the world itself over DMs, as it's kind of designed in such a way as to work with any given roleplay.

The long and short of it, though, is that my character is what's called a Slayer. In this world, they're highly trained and highly regarded warriors. They keep things safe outside of the walls of major cities, but they also take jobs - escort missions, deliveries, monster hunting - anything that would pay well. They're glorified mercs. When they walk into a town, everyone knows them and everyone loves them. They're the peacekeepers and the rock stars of this world, basically.

My character, in particular, also has a reputation of fucking as many women as possible - and being pretty good at it. And that's where my prompts come in:

Prompt 1: The Fangirl - For this prompt, I would love for someone to play a dedicated fan of the Slayer. As mentioned, they're sort of the rock stars of this world, so it isn't unusual for common folk to be fans of their favorite Slayers. I think it would be fun if y/c was a little nerdy or a bit chubby - some feature that makes her feel like she never has a chance, but when she makes her move, she's successful anyway.

Prompt 2: In the greater lore of the world, the Slayer comes from a tribe of marauders, though he left. For the second prompt, I would love a woman from the marauder tribe. Think of her like a raider. At first, she taunts him and they form a rivalry that quickly turns into rough fucking. She wants it hard because it's the one time she feels like she can let her guard down. Back home, she has to be tough - but this Slayer, this former marauder, is too good a guy to actually hurt her. Over time, he would learn about her need to be vulnerable and transition from fucking her rough to being gentle with her.

Prompt 3: While on a job, the Slayer comes across the wife of a soldier who has been left alone... A part of her loves her husband, but their marriage has been stagnant for a long time. He's rarely home, and when he is, he isn't very loving. Being an older woman (in her mind - I'm thinking she's in her 40s), she doesn't feel like she has much of a chance of feeling beautiful or loved. The marriage has dragged her down. That is, until the handsome Slayer has something to say about it...

While I prefer somewhat literate and narrative driven stories, these prompts are mostly meant to explore the sexual dynamics of the pairings. That is to say, for some of them, exploration or combat may be a factor - but they aren't really the main point of these particular prompts. They're more meant to explore the psychological aspects of the dynamics.

In terms of kinks - I'm pretty open. Most of my limits don't really apply to these encounters because they're all based on consent.

Limits include: death, injury, filth (piss could be okay, depending on the roleplay)

If possible, I would love to include feet! Footjobs, licking, sucking, etc. Other kinks would be power dynamics, cumplay, petplay, outercourse & a lot more. If you read this far - thanks! Please include your age & kinks + limits in your first message, as well as preferred platform. I prefer Discord, but we can stickto reddit if you like. Messages without these will be ignored! I prefer long term, but short term is okay, too!

I have some prompts I would love to try, all taking place in my own world - which is sort of a post-post-apocalyptic science-fantasy setting.

We can get into the details of the world itself over DMs, as it's kind of designed in such a way as to work with any given roleplay.

The long and short of it, though, is that my character is what's called a Slayer. In this world, they're highly trained and highly regarded warriors. They keep things safe outside of the walls of major cities, but they also take jobs - escort missions, deliveries, monster hunting - anything that would pay well. They're glorified mercs. When they walk into a town, everyone knows them and everyone loves them. They're the peacekeepers and the rock stars of this world, basically.

My character, in particular, also has a reputation of fucking as many women as possible - and being pretty good at it. And that's where my prompts come in:

Prompt 1: The Fangirl - For this prompt, I would love for someone to play a dedicated fan of the Slayer. As mentioned, they're sort of the rock stars of this world, so it isn't unusual for common folk to be fans of their favorite Slayers. I think it would be fun if y/c was a little nerdy or a bit chubby - some feature that makes her feel like she never has a chance, but when she makes her move, she's successful anyway.

Prompt 2: In the greater lore of the world, the Slayer comes from a tribe of marauders, though he left at a young age. For the second prompt, I would love a woman from the marauder tribe. Think of her like a raider. At first, she taunts him and they form a rivalry that quickly turns into rough fucking. She wants it hard because it's the one time she feels like she can let her guard down. Back home, she has to be tough - but this Slayer, this former marauder, is too good a guy to actually hurt her. Over time, he would learn about her need to be vulnerable and transition from fucking her rough to being gentle with her.

Prompt 3: While on a job, the Slayer comes across the wife of a soldier who has been left alone... A part of her loves her husband, but their marriage has been stagnant for a long time. He's rarely home, and when he is, he isn't very loving. Being an older woman (in her mind - I'm thinking she's in her 40s), she doesn't feel like she has much of a chance of feeling beautiful or loved. The marriage has dragged her down. That is, until the young and handsome Slayer has something to say about it...

While I prefer somewhat literate and narrative driven stories, these prompts are mostly meant to explore the sexual dynamics of the pairings. That is to say, for some of them, exploration or combat may be a factor - but they aren't really the main point of these particular prompts. They're more meant to explore the psychological aspects of the dynamics.

In terms of kinks - I'm pretty open. Most of my limits don't really apply to these encounters because they're all based on consent.

Limits include: death, injury, filth (piss could be okay, depending on the roleplay)

If possible, I would love to include feet! Footjobs, licking, sucking, etc. Other kinks would be power dynamics, cumplay, petplay, outercourse & a lot more. If you read this far - thanks! Please include your age & kinks + limits in your first message, as well as preferred platform. I prefer Discord, but we can stickto reddit if you like. Messages without these will be ignored! I prefer long term, but short term is okay, too!

I used to be relatively vanilla in terms of porn consumption & roleplay. I didn't mind some more tame kinks, like feet or power dynamics, but I had a ton of reservations when it came to darker things.

It wasn't until 2021 that I started to dabble in non-con. It used to be a point of anxiety for me. I had seen a hentai video when I was younger that really struck me... and it was traumatizing for years after that. Any time I would even briefly see something that felt non-consensual, I felt a rush of cortisol. It made me feel physically sick.

Then, one time I saw a particular tentacle hentai image that just resonated with me. I felt a rush like I had never felt and it made me want to explore that dark side even more... One thing led to the next and, eventually, it became one of my favorite kinks.

I don't feel too guilty about that anymore because of how common it is - and also because I strictly separate my kinks from my daily life. They don't affect my opinions of people, they don't invade my thoughts and inappropriate times... When it's time to engage with kinks, I engage with kinks and that's where it ends for me. It's been troubling only in the sense that it kind of breaks my heart when people thank me for being considerate and having those boundaries - because it feels like everyone should have them.

Still, that isn't the kink that gives me pause.

As the years passed and I opened myself up more to kink, in general, I learned that I really love depictions of violence. Punching, bruises, swelling, a little blood - it feels like its own specific kink.

The reason that I take issue in it, as a man (at least, in theory) who is attracted to women is that it feels decidedly more one sided. With something like non-con, it feels like both people are involved because the core act still involves both subjects. Don't get me wrong, I have found women who also enjoy the more violent kinks - but it still feels a bit "evil" to derive pleasure from something like violence. It really makes no sense, because non-con also depicts an act of violence against someone; so in a sense, they're the same situation portrayed in different ways.

Don't get me wrong. I don't beat myself up over it (no pun intended) and I would never even dream about hitting somebody (unless they consented & were 100% into it) and I always check in with anyone I write a fantasy like that with... But there is a question of "why?" in the back of my head. It doesn't feel like I should enjoy it.

I'm curious if any of you can relate - either with this specific kink or with your own oddities!

Specifically hentai feet.

I don't know if I can call it a fetish, because it isn't something I need - nor something I always focus on. But of all of my kinks and interests, I've always loved feet the most. I can't trace it back to any particular event, really... I just remember talking to an LDR once and kind of knowing it.

But right now, I'm kind of having a spell. Usually, I'm very good at keeping my kinks and my real life separate. That is, I don't allow my proclivities to affect anything outside of play - I don't look at people, I don't miss work - nothing like that.

But every so often, once or twice a year maybe, I become insatiable. It's usually around September or October - but I'm kind of feeling it right now. I already edged for a couple of hours until I was sore (I am okay, don't worry) but every time I focus on something else, I just want to look at feet again. Soles. Toes. I love them. The curves, how soft the artists make them look.

I came to this sub and backed out two or three times because I really wanted to get it off my chest for some reason. I just wanted to blab about it, but then I was like... nobody cares. I wouldn't care if the roles were reversed.

But I couldn't fight it anymore. Here is my ode to feet. Maybe if I'm feeling physically up to it, I'll do something about it soon 👏 but for now, a nice rant'll do the trick.