u/MWMcurious

We all have our rules and most rules are pretty standard, esp when people are just starting out or are safety related. e.g. I wouldn't let her go alone to someone else's house and I am pretty firm on no emotional connections. But, has anyone ever had something that she wanted to do and asked and it was an outright no? Or something common in the Lifestyle but you were against?

This is literally good advice although may be off topic on the forum. If it is, please remove.

I am on TRT and its wonderful, but was some joint issues and MD put me on a low dose of Deca. I had heard one of the side effects was jealousy but figured we are in the lifestyle, I have never had an issue and I was wrong. Stuff made me even hornier but the jealousy was weird. I would remember minutia of something she did on a recent date or our trip to a swingers club or a story she told me from college and my mind would piece together entire stories in my head. I had warned her but instead of freaking out, I ended up turning them around, either jerking off or I would tell her about them as she gave me head, I was careful with accusations and tried to make them party of talking dirty. I was blowing in her mouth in minutes and trying to redo experiences she did with an ex 15 years ago because it sounded slutty. I was looking up pictures of her exes in photo albums and thinking which ones fucked her. Who grabbed her tits 1st, blew first, etc., it was an obsession and I was jerking 3x a day and having sex at least every night.

Some buddy's at the gym have abused it and they had bad exps, literally causing huge fights with their wife. I am so lucky no damage done with us, but again I thing since I showed her off to guys already it helped. I admit I did a few dick things but nothing stupid. Anyway, thought it was worth passing on.

WOW. Went about awesome as I could hope for but with some changes. At first a few of the guys I spoke to, esp the married guys didnt want to do any group action, so I said forget it and just scheduled the guys I really wanted to hookup with every hour or half hour and then a nice group lunch assuming guys would bail. I got a day hotel and checked in at 9, showered and left the latch open so the door wouldnt lock, by 915 I was naked on my bed and following up with guys on 3 different sites. I am rock hard just staring at the 1st guy's cock that is supposed to show and he doesnt disappoint, Light knock at exactly 930 and go to the door naked and hard. The door closes behind him and he pushes me back a bit and says he wants to see my body, I spin and he comments on my pecs and ass. I tell him its his turn to show off and I get on my knees and undo his jeans and pull out his soft, thick cock and I can tell the anticipation has gotten to me, and I take it all in my mouth. No kissing or licking like usual. I just want it hard and in my mouth. Within a minute I am sucking his hard pink cock and he is moaning telling me to slow down before he cums. All of a sudden he starts to hold the back of my head hard and starts cumming in my mouth, he unloads and I just keep swallowing and sucking. He shudders and then stops and looks down at me smiling and I have my 1st load. I tell him he can stay but says thanks and leaves...afterall I am just a slut. Problem is I look at the clock and its not even 9:10 and i am rock hard and need more. I am a bundle of energy and i have 20 minutes before the next guy comes and I get online trying to tell him to come early if he wants.

I pass the time watching porn and stroking really slow so I dont cum and he finally shows 10 minutes late. This pattern keeps up for 3 guys and I still have never used the bed, just sucking dick on the couch or floor. At 11 I have 2 buddies coming so this will be a first. 2 cocks at once. I am dying to start but have 30 minutes to kill and start looking for more guys to come by, even just a trucker on the highway, I just need cock so bad. At 11 they both show up together and they are pretty dominate which I love. They both kiss me hard and tell me they can taste cum on my slut mouth. They tell me to get on the bed and show me my ass as they undress. They are talking about me like I am not there about how hot I am and how they are going to make me their regular cum dump, I cant wait to suck both their cocks and then they ask me if I still had a fantasy of getting fucked. I didnt expect it to really happen but i just said yes sir. They threw a bottle of KY on the bed and told me to lube my ass up as they watched but dont get off my hands and knees. After I was done one guy sat near my head and his cock was rock hard, I went to touch and he said not yet. He flipped the other guy the gel and a few seconds later I felt his cock against my hole. He pushed it in and I was tense and he told the other guy to let me suck his dick to relax him and I did. My mind was so on the cock in my mouth the other guy was able to slide his cock in and it both hurt and felt good and I could feel my ass stretch as it went it slowly inch by inch. I had tears in my eyes but loved finally getting spit roasted. They called me every slut name in the book and when i heard him moan he pulled out and grabbed my leg and flipped me over. He sat on my chest and jerked his cock all over my face. Then the other guy grabbed my legs, spread them and slid his cock in and told me to watch him fuck me. I didnt feel like it was real and just watched this guy pound my ass. The 1st guy had got in the shower and I can see him showering through the open shower door as I got fucked. I almost felt like I went too far. Then he pulled out of my ass and it was his turn to cum on my face. I laid there just stunned, 2 loads and a big smile on my face. He told me he was going to shower and the first guy told me to suck his dick as we waited, so I did. By the time he came in my mouth, it was noon and as they walked out the 1st guy for 12 was opening the door. They told him I was a good slut and told him to enjoy.

All 5 guys showed at noon within 15 minutes of each other and it was all a blur, I couldnt tell you what they looked like if I had a beer with them. They just sat on the couch or stood over my as i went from cock to cock or had a dick shoved in my mouth. I never cleaned the cum off my face and I swallowed all 5 loads, but was just in a daze. I had planned to message more guys when they left but just went to sleep for a few hours and then checked out.

I didnt sleep last night., I was so hard it hurt, my ass is sore and I have rug burn on my knees, but I am finally completely satisfied. I got a thank you message from all of them hoping to do it again. I am stroking now and will eat my cum when i shoot, but my head is still just shocked at it all.

I was off last Friday and kept talking to guys that couldnt host. Cock after beautiful cock that I wanted to suck that I couldnt enjoy. Decided to take off this Friday and get a room. Started by setting a new guy up every hour or so, but after sharing plans, it is now turning into a blowbang. I get there at 10 and a few guys are coming at 10:15. Everyone else is told to come whenever they want. I have sucked multiple cocks in a day and back to back but never 2 at once and never more than 5 loads. Literally have had 15 guys say yes because I got carried away with most coming on their lunch hour. I am rock hard typing this and in anticipation and cant wait to tell you guys how it went.

I am looking forward to a cum bath and load after load in my mouth and maybe some videos of me being a whore but I am worried it goes from a blow bang to a gang bang and I have never been fucked. This is definitely going to be a day of 1st including some fantasies. Wish me luck and I would love any advice.

I don't know if anyone else had these cravings, but the more my wife has sex with me, the more I am looking to suck cock the next day. It's 5am and we had sex last night but I'm looking for a hot cock to suck on my morning run. I do this all the time and can't resist. It's like the pussy doesn't satisfy me and now I need a dick in my mouth. I don't even need to cum I just need to taste his. It's like a strong craving.

When i was younger and in law school, I would stop by the occasional glory hole to suck cock, but always considered it just a craving and considered myself straight. lol One night I was drinking with some friends and instead of going home I went to a gay bar in NYC just to check it out. Thinking I could see some cock in the bathroom maybe. As soon as i got to the bar an older guy bought me a drink and we did shots. 15 minutes later I was sucking his cock in a booth as his friends watched. As soon as he came in my mouth, he slid out and one of his friends took his place, I sucked all 3 of their cocks and hung out with them the rest of the night and occasionally got groped. When it was time to head home, one of them offered me a ride and I sucked his dick in the car before we left. I couldnt get enough and swallowed my 4th load that night. I am shocked he didnt take me to his place after that.

It was my 1st multi cock night and the first time with other guys watching. I remember not being able to sleep that night, I was so hard and thinking what a slut I was and wanted to do it again. It was before cell phones and never saw any of them again.

So me and my wife finally went to a swingers club with a no touch rule. By the end of the night she had talked to some of the other wives and she blurted out that she would do an oral swaps and it sounded hot, but no further. She is very sexy and the other husbands perked right up. We fucked that night talking about her sucking hot dicks as their wives went down on me. After bringing it up a few times over the next few days she said she changed her mind, but knowing her it was just her nerves and wondering what I would think.

This Monday we were in NYC and she was snapping necks in a black mini dress and she loved the attention and I told her it turned me on knowing guys wanted to fuck her. At long as she told me about it, no jealousy issues. When she decided to go out tonight to watch the soccer game with her gfs, she was dressed smoking hot. Heels, denim mini skirt, cut off usa tank. She asked if I thought guys would want to fuck her, so I told her to find out. That led to a long talk that ended in her being willing to flirt, dance with guys, kiss and grope. I would have let her give car head but already saw her lines, at least when sober.

She is out now, and I'm rock hard. I'm happy she isn't texting except she said she may be home later then she thought. Dying to hear what happened and I can still picture those bare long ten legs walking out the door.

Hopefully I'm asking for next steps tomorrow!

UPDATE

Holy cow, went better than I thought, but was almost a bust. She met her friends, and said they got hit on and talked to a few guys, but she didnt feel comfortable doing anything with them there, so after the US won they did shots and they went to the parking lot to go home but after her friends pulled out, she went back in alone and started talking to the guys who had been sitting next to her. She's 42 and they were both in their late 20s. They asked why she came back and she said I gave her a hall pass for the night and she didnt want to waste it. She said they kept looking at her legs and ass like they were animals about to pounce. They did more shots to celebrate and started dancing, which ended up with her grinding between them and could feel their hard cocks through their pants, they were grabbing her ass and at one point she grabbed the bigger guy's cock so she could shift it and feel it better grind on her ass, at that point he turned her around and started making out and groping her on the dance floor. She got nervous and said she had to go but he said he would walk her to the car.

When they got to the car she said she felt like she was in highschool and remembered all the hand jobs and blowjobs she gave in cars and didnt know if she wanted to go that far. They started kissing against her car and he lifting her skirt so he could rub her pussy and finger her, he pulled his dick out and strarted stroking him and she wanted to draw a line but was still considering sucking his cock when all of a sudden he started cumming on her arm and stomach. They kissed and she got in the car and left.

She got home at 1:30 and told me all that and all the while i was sitting on the side of the bed as she stood there stroking my cock. She pulled up herskirt to show me her panties were still to the side since he fingered her and she played with herself the whole way home, thinking about what happened. t was so hard that I asked him if he was as hard as me, and she said "yes, and bigger" I grabbed her by the back of the head smiled and said "you little slut" and she got on her knees and started sucking my cock, I blew down her throat in less than a minute and asked how she liked him. She admitted it was hot and said she felt more comfortable without me watching. She then told me if it was ok, that she got his number. I said that was great and to text him a pic of her tits and we can see what he responds today.

She is still asleep and i have been hard all night. There is so much i wanted to say and do and I have lots of crazy fantasies but trying not to scare her.

Bi guy and after I realized I have probably sucked about 40+ guys cocks in the last few years, most of which I met online or cruising spot and didnt even know their name and thought it was hotter not to, that I would find a regular buddy and not just go from saying hi to sucking dick in a few minutes. Figured it was safer and could explore more. It literally lasted a week and I cant control myself.

Had to go to DC meeting for literally 1 night and the next morning. Checked in and figured I would get a quick workout and promised myself no Grindr. I get down there and there is only 1 guy there and I think nothing of it, but 2 sets in, I notice he keeps looking over and his cock is hard in his shorts. Moved closer and said hi and what was he working on and he said he was waiting for a workout partner which I took as an obvious come on. I said fuck it and was blunt since it was after 9 and said "if that means you need someone to suck your dick, i would love help." He smiled and I said I wanted to see his cock and we went to the shower area and he pulled down his shorts and I was on my knees sucking his dick immediately. He shot in my mouth pretty quick and we wrapped up and he said he was going to his room and thanks and I gave him my cell and said if he wanted a long session to text me but I wanted to finish my workout. He texted my about 1am and I went down and gave him head for awhile before he came in my mouth again.

I was literally in the hotel 30 minutes and talked to him for 5 seconds. Its so non chalant and I cant stop. I should just except it and go to gloryholes at this point.