Quick vent:
I hate it when Daddy says I can only get stuff like photos or voice messages if I’m good. I feel like that stuff should be normal to compensate for us being long distance!!!!!!
Like I can only hear his voice maybe 2 times a week and then I personally send photos whenever I’m doing something I want to share but he never does. Argggggggg
I’ve been talking to a dom for a few months now but for some reason the relationship is just so boring. I think we never laid proper grounds and I jumped to the exciting parts and when I couldn’t get those, I got bored.
I’m seeking advice as to what to do.
Whenever we plan a call I get excited but on call I’m so dry and bored.
He seems so different from when he texts me but I’m wondering if it’s also because I’m dry. It seems like I don’t want him to have authority over me anymore. I never want to listen and always want to be bratty. I would consider myself bratty but idk if he’s handling it the right way.
I’ve told him already that it feels like we don’t know each other at all and jumped straight into the nsfw part but even when he tries, my feelings are just the same.
He’s given me plenty ways out and whenever I think about taking asking for a break from him I feel horrible because I’ve already done that and it just feels like a cycle now.
Arg I’m all over the place.
Edit: I just want to mention that I want to be with him and get to know him genuinely. I just don’t know how.