u/Mysterious_Clerk5446

Goooood afternoon.

It's simple, right? I'm looking for my Daddy. I'm picky though.
I'm looking for an ongoing thing with someone who understands the nature of a dynamic. I am not here just for sex, that's easy to find.

I'm looking for a caring, funny, soft, stern Daddy. I want someone who is dependable - I'm a good night and good morning kind of woman, ya know? I expect to take things slowly - you will not be Daddy by tomorrow. I want to get to know you and feel safe submitting.

I am a bi, queer woman who lives in the PNW. I am not particularly looking to meet up, so don't worry too much about that. I'm pierced and tattooed. I have a defiant streak a mile wide and the softest eyes when you earn it. I expect to be respected. We can discuss kinks and limits. This is a mostly correct list of mine. Mostly, a bit is wrong.

I am into masc presenting folks but not worried about what's in your pants. It's hot either way. I love a sturdy, strong body. You don't have to be a bodybuilder, but I'm a bbw and don't want to think I could break you. You be at least 35, a stable head on your shoulders and have some time to chat. I'll be here.

[update as I stomp around sulking] I should say that I am looking for some who I can chat with as our schedules allow most of the day. I can't do a thing that only lasts until lunch or is from 5-8 at night or whatever. I'm sorry but that's not how I work.

Well last night popped my GH cherry. What a lot of fun it was - thank you guys. I got my tits fondled, I got to fuck my pussy while people watched, I got to swallow...was a good night.

Background: I'm 42, married, we are basically roommates.

I discovered in 2020 that I am submissive. The problem is that husband isn't dominant, nor is he interested in that kind of thing.

Ive had several emotional affairs since, one a year long dynamic with someone across the ocean. Swore to myself to never do that again

Here I am a couple of years later with a crush. A crush on someone who fits the bill for the dom I want. We have already discussed this not going farther than friends, and I know the right answer is to just cut them off.

But man does it feel good to wake up to "hey, I'm off work and headed home. You sleep well."

So, ya know, I'm doing it to myself.

Please?

I have started to visit several adult theatres in my area. I don't allow people to touch me but I do generally play with my pussy and have my tits out and moan and cum. It's a fun lil thing.
But I do wonder - should I be more vocal? "Look at that slut on the TV, look at how tight her cunt is"'and that kind shit?
Yea? No? What do you like guys, especially with someone watching?

Hell while I'm at it, am I invading a space that's supposed to basically be men only? Should I not even be going if I'm not going to involve them?

Yesterday was another round of sexy adventures for me. I sometimes visit the nude beach in town - where it's all on the up and up. It's a sexy spot because you can see all of the dick and tits you want, but no one is fucking there.

Spent a couple of hours scrolling fetlife while seated beside this couple, the woman with a cute ass. She eventually fell asleep, on her side with her back half pointed at me. I could just barely see her little pussy. That was nice.

Of course I made sure to rub the sunblock in extra well on my titties every time, and to sit just so with my legs slightly parted. I was wet most of the time. Lots of nice bodies to see.

Spent a few more hours talking with this man who I haven't stopped thinking about. Like I should have invited him somewhere and worked his dick over at least twice. Maybe found a way to get his hands on me right there, rubbing the sunscreen into some places I just can't reach.

Left, because I was feeling fucking needy. I had been staring for half the day, naked and exposed. Wanting. Went to the local porn theatre and ... it was a dud. Seems like it is most days. One man there, not the most exciting cock, watched me rub my pussy for a few and then he left. Simply not good enough for my exhibitionist cunt.

I did take a minute and make myself cum, I had been needy for so many hours. Maybe next time I'll get to spread my ass cheeks and let someone cum right on my holes. Maybe.

So tomorrow I need to be up early, which is not really that sexy. Then it's shower time - naked wet tits and all - and to pack a bag.

I'm going to the nude beach, been a few times and loved it. Tomorrow, though, I plan to wear my Lush. I have a needy pussy and can't help myself. I'll wear bikini bottoms so no one knows, but I am absolutely going to be wet.

Let's go to the hot tubs, just you and me. I've used the jets to cum before, it'd wonderful. Would you like to? Have you? Doesn't have to be long, I just have a goal of kissing another woman this Pride month. Bonus of eating your cunt, or just watching you get off. Would love to be there at open. My tits flaot, they're so big. What about yours? How would you feel around my fingers, or me around yours?

I hope that one of these days I can arrange to watch a man jerk his dick in public. I don't want to touch, I don't need to know him, I just want to see him in his most primal.
I've looked around Seattle but, well, it feels hopeless. I've sat in parking lots rubbing my pussy thinking about it, had an ex call me and listen in to one of my sessions, actually.
I've parked at the rest stops, off to the side, tits out and hopeful. Nope.

One day.