Struggling always

It feels like it’s taken over my life. Loose track of when I do it as normally the edging starts at night and ends the next morning sometimes after a sleep or just no sleep at all. Starting to feel like my life revolves around it and everything else is just a formality so I can get back to porn. Very depressing really.

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u/Natural_Oil_2581 — 10 days ago

What counts as relapsing?

Whenever I’ve taken breaks and I’ve felt tempted I’ve edged a bit does that count?

One time I had a break then I edged for about 12 hours a day for 3 days straight without cumming and was fingering my ass whilst watching porn the entire time. Realistically that’s a relapse but my addict brain doesn’t want to count it.

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u/Natural_Oil_2581 — 14 days ago

When I was younger I believed it would just stop.

I’ve been watching porn for a very long time now. When I was younger I genuinely believed that when I became an adult it would just stop and one day I’d just not want to anymore. But the older I’ve gotten the worse it’s got.

After I left university I struggled to find work which led me to have a lot of free time. During this time it became pretty bad spending hours upon hours on discord or reddit just jerking. I’d have like 12 hours straight of porn and jerking.

Sometimes I don’t even know if I want to stop but deep down I know I need to. The stuff I’m into has varied so much through this last year. I’ve seemed to settle now into alot of non nude stuff and femdom.

Has anyone else had similar problems or situations happen to them?

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u/Natural_Oil_2581 — 17 days ago
▲ 568 r/GOONED

CONFESSIONS! Tell me the craziest thing you’ve ever done whilst gooning. Or kinky fantasies you have and are desperate to try!

u/Natural_Oil_2581 — 26 days ago

Eye contact challenge: keep your eyes up. If you loose comment down below and I’ll give you a task. If you win I’ll do your tasks (be harsh because I will be)

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