u/No-Buddy5879

I’m 18 and I’ve been seeing a man in his 40s. The sex is better. That’s not even the part I get stuck on.

It’s that I can’t talk about him the way I would if he was 20. I delete messages. I lie about where I was. Then I show up and he handles me like it’s nothing.

The hiding makes it hotter and also makes me feel crazy. Curious if other people in a big gap felt that same mix, where the secrecy stops being a problem and starts being part of the turn-on.

I’m 20 and I’ve been gaining on purpose. Today I went up a flight of stairs and I actually had to pause at the top.

My thighs felt heavier. My stomach felt softer. I stood there catching my breath and instead of being embarrassed I got wet. I went home and rubbed thinking about how much worse that little walk is going to get if I keep eating like this.

That’s the part that’s hooking me now. Not just clothes getting tight. My body actually working harder to do basic stuff. Anyone else get turned on by that exact “oh shit I’m really doing this” moment?

I’m 20 and I ended up at my friend’s house helping her dad carry boxes into the garage while she was at work. It started as normal talking. Then it wasn’t.

He had me bent over the washing machine in the laundry room with my shorts around my knees. He fucked my pussy first, deep and fast, one hand on my back. When I got close he pulled out, added more lube, and pressed the head of his cock against my ass.

The first push burned. I told him to keep going. He worked it in until I felt completely full. Then he started thrusting and I had to grab the machine so I wouldn’t slip.

When he got close he tried to pull out. I reached back, grabbed him, and held him in. I told him he was finishing in my ass. He swore and tried again. I pushed back onto him until he had no choice.

I felt him throb and empty while I kept him trapped. I stayed bent over after, shaking, feeling how open I was and how much he left in me.

I pulled my shorts up and walked out like we had just finished the boxes. My friend got home later and I sat on her couch across from her dad with his cum still in my ass.

I should feel worse than I do. I keep thinking about how little choice I gave him and how full I felt. I already want to do it again the next time she’s not home.