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So I’m about 6.75” in length when fully hard (obviously not at that when trying this and not fully hard). I have no problem twisting my cock around to get into the right position. But every time I start to push it in, the tip just slips right out. I feel like I’m so close. Has anyone experienced this and figured it out? Any tips or advice?

TLDR: My wife is now teasing me about being gay and it is so fucking hot.

38. AMAB. But I am at least genderfluid if not trans. And I am at least bisexual if not homocurious, homoflexible, or gay. I didn’t fully realize this any of this until recently, but there have always been signs. I just didn’t recognize them as that …

Trying on my sister’s shoes and underwear when I was younger. Drunkenly and “playfully” trying to kiss a guy friend during a sleepover when I was younger. Buying dildos and trying them on myself. Eating my own cum. Buying women’s clothes and underwear and makeup nail polish. Watching an increasing amount of sissy and forced bi and gay hypno porn. I always thought it was just kinks I was into.

Then, I don’t remember how I stumbled upon it, but I read The Gender Dysphoria Bible one night several years ago and was in tears from start to finish because of how much it all hit home. And I knew I wasn’t cis. Around the same time I became more and more turned on by cocks. And I sought that out. And, similarly, for whatever reason, it just clicked in me that (a) I genuinely was aroused by cock and (b) a straight man wouldn’t be. So I began to [silently] voice the question to myself … maybe I’m bi?

Fast forward five years into a relationship with an amazing woman, now my wife. We’ve experimented with a lot of kinks. She’s lightly fooled around with women and has recently, during sex, begun to say she might be bi (or more). And over the last couple of weeks, she has begun teasing me about being gay. While stroking me, telling me she thinks I am gay and that I like cock more than her and telling me I’m lying if I try to say it’s not true; forcing me to say I’m gay. Things like that. And it’s driving me wild.

One of the kinks we’ve explored is cuckolding. We’ve set up a dating profile to find people for her. And I’ve set one up to help also. I’ve gotten a lot of matches and interest in her, some from bi guys. And she has now said I could flirt and sext with them.

So, it seems as though she is progressively accepting and encouraging my sexuality more and more.

My love for my wife and my attraction to her is steadfast and there will be no change to that or our marriage. And I don’t know that I could see myself romantically attracted to a guy? I never really envision that or even a guy’s face; mostly just cock, abs, chest, arms, thighs, chest, etc. Not sure if that ever changes.

So, I don’t know where this is going, but I am excited to see!