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While it’s clear in most stories I’ve read that affini tend to really enjoy pleasuring florets, I’d assume that sometimes affini want to be pleasured more directly. I haven’t seen much about affini receiving direct sexual pleasure and I was wondering how they do it… and how to pleasure my future affini ;3

Of course, sexual pleasure is often comforting/relaxing, but I’m talking about just viewing kinky artwork or acts and feeling a sense of comfort and safety. I haven’t been able to find much online, and I was wondering if any other kinky autistics relate?

Being Desired

So many of us feel undesirable and outcast from the world. Looked at with pity, disgust, repulsion, etc. It doesn’t happen everytime we interact with new people, but one begins to notice the more subtle signs, and eventually, our own subconscious becomes the one attacking us. Many of us feel deep disconnections from the rest of humanity, and like we aren’t wanted, and won’t ever fit in. The affini compact changes all that.

Suddenly, many of the traits that separated us from society are “cute” or even prized. Impairments and problems are fixed, and we are placed in a society that not only values us, but actively wants us around. We no longer have to mask or beg for scraps of support and affection. Instead, we are chosen, cared for, and shown off. We also bring so much happiness and joy to our affini, and don’t feel like a useless burden.

As someone who has struggled a lot with feeling desirable for as long as I can remember, reading about affini going above and beyond to secure the seed they want and how anybody who wants an owner will get one (or more) they mesh well with hurts me deep in my heart.

What do you all think (I wrote this while barely awake, sorry if it is incoherent lol)?

When florets (and ideally seeds/strays) die, are their souls just in limbo until the affini rewrite the universe? Or is there some kind of afterlife they go to in the meantime? Maybe like living in a giant tree, or living as the spirits inside some giant affini.

Edit: Ideally seeds who weren’t saved would also be included in this afterlife (I always feel for those who were killed before the affini :( ), but I understand if it’s a floret only thing.

100% Safe 100% Secure 90-100% Controlled 100% Giving In

The captive sophont can’t even BREATH of their own free will. There is 0 way for them to physically hurt themself or others, and all it takes is one look in their captor’s eyes to remove all ways of mentally or emotionally hurting themself too. A captive positioned exactly as their captor wants them to be, there is no fighting back. It’s so perfect it makes me feel all gooey inside just thinking about it 🤤

I wanna be part of a floret and affini hivemind (with the affini being the superiors) where we all love each other, care for each other, and do tons of kinky stuff together. I wanna be a mindless drone who just has to obey, love, and serve. Little to no thoughts, adored and well taken care of, my soul part of a collective that will never abandon me or intentionally hurt me. Fully trapped and controlled, yet happier and safer than I could imagine.

Ideally drones would still have at least a little bit of their personality left, to add a bit of spice and show that each drone is more than just a walking machine, at least until they are reconditioned ;3

What do yall think? Isn’t this a wonderful idea?

Really makes you thinkers