This is long
I’m looking for an online relationship that can become in person. I don’t have much experience with dating (except one early college relationship) I swore off relationships but…
I can’t get that moment my brain was turned off out of my head. I have adhd and anxiety. Definitely on the spectrum. I stimm alot. My brain is topic hopping all the time. But once I had a hand around my throat and he told me to be quiet, god, I swear everything went quiet. I just sat there like a dumb doll waiting for the next order. I remember not knowing where to put my hands but looking back I was waiting for him to tell me.
All that is a bit tmi but it’s the best example of where my mind is going with this just incase we both get a bit lost 😅. Let me try to get us back on track..
Hiiii! 22f looking for a relationship and connection. I don’t want just a fling. Looking for something that will grow and last with another person.
I don’t think I can do without a connection so here’s A little bit about me:
I’m 5’4 and petite (about 110 last time I checked). Have a cute ass (that I’m working on getting fatter) and pretty lips or so I’ve been told. I’m black so if that’s a deal breaker you suck and I hope you stub your toe.
I’m an avid gamer. Playing overwatch and marvel rivals rn, fav game is bioshock, and once I get a pc up and running it’s back to steam for some lfd, tf2, and some other fps games. I’m into detective shows. Love Columbo and Criminal minds. Love to read. Yes I do read the classic sexy romances with the ceos and y/ns and but I’m also an intellectual too and love sci-fi books. Also love a good conversation! I’m very self aware, so please don’t be afraid to pick my brain. I have a dumb sense of humor and love to laugh and not ashamed of my laugh lines.
Don’t worry I like going outside as-well. Love walks where I can just think. I’m in my head quite a lot, which is probably my biggest problem. I also roller skate and I’m actually trying to learn how to rollerblade. Currently trying new recipes and destroying my kitchen less with each one. I love trying new foods and will try anything once 😉. Avid cat mama and pet parents will be priority, no one understands the struggle of pet hair like us.
I’m looking for anyone, not picky about body types, while I am attracted big sturdy guys, and curvy girls or Nbs, I’m not into people who are too heavy-set, sorry. Any race is fine but for age only 20-30, will consider older but y’all tend to want to move fast af lol. I do not want to move in next week 😅) we don’t have to share the same ideas about everything but I’m a leftist.
Onto some kinks/fantasies- I’m needy. No seriously. I may be looking more for a pleasure dom/sadist because I need to be touched, licked, sucked, bitten, and I want it to feel good…too good. I want to be addicted to orgasms, to feeling good, and I want you and only you to make me feel that way.
I want my brain off. I want to listen and follow. To forget myself and trust you to know me instead I want to be a good girl and take it,a Overstimulated dumb puppy, bitch, slut for Daddy, mommy, your name here, whatever. I also want that afterwards where we Put something on just for background noise and hold eachother while we come down from our highs.
Getting a little carried away let me spell it out before I become more of a mess.
Specifically I’m into: Joi, orgasm control, overstimulation, edging, cnc, freeuse, cumplay (mine and yours), breeding, marking/biting, objectification, and interested in pet play and ddlg but it’s not completely necessary. -Curious about…light raceplay or politics play (I-…just ask me about it), and maybe water-sports ( I have concerns about it myself lol just ask 🥴) , and like I said I’ll try anything once.
no scat, permanent scaring, or anything illegal