Im a straight married man, but recently I cant get over the fantasy of owning a chastity slave for my pleasure. One who doesn't receive pleasure but gives me endless pleasure. I want him locked permanently so he'll do whatever I say.
Is this just a weird fantasy? I feel like I have to have this happen.
For background; my wife and I have dabbled in chastity for about 2 or so years, even got a belt and switched a few times and had a ton of fun.
About a year ago I went 2 and a half months locked and I loved it, euphoric is the best way to describe it.
But we've struggled to reach anything past a week this past year and she hadn't had much interest in it.
We had talked about how im more of a "brat" I suppose, and she prefers i just listen.
Well, we just got pregnant after trying for a few years and she told me she wanted me to lock up, I decided to go for what she wants, full service. No questions, no talking back and no questioning her authority to see if can get punished.
Its been 2 freaking weeks of absolute bliss. She says, I do. And she loves it. And now shes mentioned that she wants to go the length of the pregnancy with me locked. Locked and absolutely no orgasm ruined or otherwise. And im guessing a few months after the baby so she can heal. We're looking at almost 10 months to go now. And I know that sounds like a jump from 2 and a half which definitely is but this sentence feels different.
We're not trying as hard, we arent forcing anything. I know in the past I would go on long tangents and rants about the cage as a form of release but that would be exhausting. So I dont mention the cage now at all. And she is thriving on my service.
I always wanted her to be commanding but I couldn't command her to lol, she's the keyholder. But she has gotten way more in tune with what she wants out of me. If she wants it she gets it. If she doesn't then she doesn't and there is no apology.
Last night she had to pee before bed and she didnt want to get up. (And her pee has been strong lately!)
But she told me to lay down and ill admit I was nervous as it's been strong as hell. But im a good sub and listen. And she had to go haha took like a minute and a half but I chugged it down looking in her eyes. There was nothing that was gonna stop me from providing this service she needed. I was truly her toilet and toy in that moment.
Anyway, I guess I'm pretty excited because this seems like the beginning of a lifestyle most chastity subs dream of. If I can continue to pull this off for her, this next year I'm hoping she grows accustomed to not touching me. No pleasure for me and using me with no remorse. Im hoping this digs in and becomes our forever sex life.
The other day I suggested to my wife that we both wear our chastity devices. That we would hold the key for each other.
The kick is, whoever gives in first has to be the others chastity slave for however long the winner sees fit.
This sounded super kinky when we were talking about it and l suppose it is, but the really funny thing I didn't expect is the amount of passion. The making out, the cuddling and rubbing on each other. Its actually really romantic and sweet.
We're going on day 3 now. And she hasn't gone longer than 2 days without an orgasm since we've lived together. Ive gone almost 3 months, but that was when I could distract myself by giving her pleasure.
All in all this should be very interesting. Never done anything like this yet. And suggestions to make it a little tougher on each other?