u/PerspectiveBoring754

Two months ago I was set, hundreds of bars pressed with 4mg of Bromazolam (give or take) and 50 CloBromazolam bars (those were useless unless you like time traveling) and the last batch of Flualprazolam I could find, copped 100 of those bad boys. They were nice too, mixed with a little bit of Alp. But my family was really worried about me since I was blacked out and doing ice all day with the absurd amounts of benzos.

Fast forward to today and I gotttt nothing. I don’t know about you guys but running out is an unbearable feeling. I’m on a mission to acquire some from a friend, I greatly need them for nighty night since I’ve been up for a few days doing stims.

He has some Valium and some pharmaceutical Xanax bars. So fingers crossed he’ll share with me for old times sake lol.

Oh how the turns have tabled, I had 17 grams and now I’m down to the last bit, I’m unemployed right now and have 15 cents to my name. I’m scared boys. The depression is knocking at the door and I don’t want that stuck in the mud feeling to come back. I’m probably just going to keep dosing and keep applying for jobs while I’m energized and focused.

I sold my PS5 pro to my drug dealer for more dope and now I regret it. Stupid decisions, not to be a downer but it seems like my life has just been a series of decisions and I picked the worst option every single time. If I do more meth tho I forget about that, it’s like magic!

Normally I use obscene amounts of RC benzos to fall asleep but I don’t have any on hand, I’ve beeb awake 2 days now and should really sleep to get the party going again.