hey guys...
Im having PDC (post-delete-clarity) and I miss my old account, all my karma and lists of blocked dommes... all my drawings... im really sad
Any other sub feeling depressed cuz they deleted their account? How do you deal with it?
6 months later...
Here I am, looking back to those this half a year
Am I dreaming or is everything finally so clear?
Finally at peace with my past
Has it all really gone so fast?
6 months later...
Here I am, watching a movie with you on my phone
I wish I could be at the bottom of your throne
How can I multi-task all at once?
Clearly I've been smoking a few blunts
6 months later...
Wait but how many blunts in six months have I smoked?
Oh wait, once again I am getting distracted
Where were you all this time?
Honestly it almost feels like a crime
6 months later...
and six more to go, before its a year already
You make my life more easy
Your companionship is all I really need anyway
and to have you guide me, day by day
Thanks for being who you are, thanks for your patience, ur kindness, ur understanding, ur curiosity, ur positivity... ill stop now before I name all hundred of them and we end up playing domino (🤣🤣)
🥰😘😍
Hello everyone,
Just a quick question (read title)
Speaking for myself, I came in this space totally disorganized and probably secretly just wanted to self sabotage myself even more. Most of the "findommes" spoke with here were just girls with serious daddy issues, or in more sad cases were survivor of domestic violence, which hey I'm all for self healing but a lot of them had no clue what they were doing and it only took several days for their real submissive nature to come out.
The only true domme I was able to find were older women with gigantic life experience and most had IRL experience.
Ive heard so many stories of dudes totally hitting rock bottom and just being rinsed over and over.
Maybe I did hit the jackpot when I met Shaynie, but it feels like day and night compared to my past findom experience. I've not only been able to open savings account and save money, my life overall has improved so much in every sphere; work, family, friends, mentally and physically. The list goes on and on.
It feels like for me it opened up so many doors and made me realize that Yes I had been a brat with my own mother and needed a dominant figure at 36, and Yes I opened up a very vulnerable side of me that had always been hidden.