particularly makes cuck play hard. I can't help but get overly attached in dynamics and then I start having like a really bad unmanageable crush and I take everything way too personally and get my feelings hurt and end up genuinely sad and jealous and lonely.
they turn me into a drooling idiot lol, my brain is putty so fast
or any older woman i guess
Since I started posting here I have gotten a lot of dms, as I'm sure anyone who's posted on this subreddit knows, and most of them I ignore, but I've gotten a few from dommes with partners and even male doms (I always thought of myself as straight) having to do with cuckolding as part of a findom dynamic, and despite myself I'm really turned on by it. This is a kink of mine I've long felt so ashamed of I thought I might never share it, I have in fact in the past been more worried about it than about any desire for findom, and now it's unavoidably something I'm into and it drags me into liking being degraded by dominant men as well as women, and being drained for the benefit of dominant men as well as women, and it's just something that's created a lot of uncertainty in me. I guess we never know what will turn us on until it happens.
ugly sub who's curious btw im not fishing for some thirsty domme
I got into work late so I know my boss was pissed when I hurried home as soon as I could get out. But I just had to, because all day I kept thinking about this brave new world I've discovered. A domme I'd been dm'ing from my desk said she had plans tonight and I could be of use, so when I got home I hit her up to ask what she wanted from me. She wanted money, she said, because she was going out with a guy from hinge, and they were going to a nice restaurant. Because he's a real man, she explained, this guy was probably not going to split the bill, but she wanted to do her part and buy him drinks, so I agreed to send to cover a couple glasses of wine. After I sent the money she sent me a photo of her outfit for tonight laid out on the bed, explaining I didn't deserve to see it on her but because I'd been good I could imagine it on her. I thanked her and wished her luck (she had explained how badly she wanted to get with this apparently very hot guy) and she replied "good cucky. If I decide I want to use you any more you'll hear from me in the morning." Unfortunately she never did decide to use me again.
