M26 Girlfriend Wants a MMF Threesome and I’m Addicted To Cuck Porn
I [26M] have been dating my girlfriend [26F] for a while. Our relationship is healthy and our sex life is great. However, I can’t stop thinking about being cucked by a bi bull.
We talk about our kinks a lot and her biggest kink we haven’t explored yet is being in a MFM threesome. She said she loves the validation of being wanted and being treated like a slut, so having another man also want her and use her with me would be hot to her. I also think the idea is hot, but my mind can’t help but alter her fantasy a little.
Being 26 and chronically online, I started looking at porn on Tumblr when I was young and naturally progressed to Reddit. Slowly over time the porn I looked at got kinkier and kinkier and I went from only straight porn, to straight bdsm porn with a dominant man, to femdom, and eventually to gay porn where I pictured myself as the submissive male. I experimented with a man in college, but I’m romantically straight and love my girlfriend so I’ve been resisting those urges and like many other “straight” men have successfully repressed them for a while. That’s where the porn problem comes in.
Recently I stumbled across cuckold porn… I was repulsed at first, but it just kept occasionally coming across my feed. Slowly the idea grew on me. Then it grew from an interesting idea to a turn on. Then it grew from a turn on into an obsession. Now I watch more cuck porn than anything else. I’m especially addicted to bi cuck porn where the man has to suck the bull’s dick and/or clean up his cum. I can’t stop thinking about it and thinking about my girlfriend getting fucked.
My fantasies just keep growing and evolving the more I try to resist. Lately it’s evolved into accepting that I’m addicted to cuck porn and that like many other gen-z men my brain has been rotted by the open and unsupervised access to porn from an early age. I can’t stop thinking about getting locked in chastity while an older man who didn’t grow up with easy access to porn on the Internet shows my girlfriend how a real man fucks, and I just have to watch and help take care of him.
Am I too far gone?