u/Relative_Formal4302

I met this girl at the gym once been seeing her go there for months and always tried to go the same times so I would see her. One day I was doing bench press and I saw her behind me so wanted to impress her so I picked a weight that I have never done before to hopefully do this but it was a bit too heavy for me and she saw me struggling so she came over to me so help me lift it off me. We got talking she was laughing saying how she’d stronger than me and everything basically asserting her dominance from minute one. We went back to my place she was calling me cute and names like that things were really going well. On the second time we met things got a little tense and we started making out and she slowly made her way down me and started sucking me off and out of nowhere she stopped and said ‘call me mommy’ I was stunned I didn’t know what to say and she said again ‘be a good boy and call me mommy or I won’t continue’ I of course instantly said it and she continued till I came in her mouth and she smiled and got up sat on top of me face and mouth full of my cum and started kissing me. Making out with me with me own cum. I just sat there kissing her back. This kept progressing each time we saw each other something new happened to her getting a strap on fucking me making me suck it… making me wear her clothes from time to time till one day she had another guy round. She said let’s put all your practice to good use me made me suck his cock whilst she watched. This turned into a regular thing with her getting guys to come round for me to sign off and eventually get fucked by too. This still happens to this day and I never say no to her

I know this is something we’ve all heard of many times but it’s becoming really bad for me now. I have a gf but I can’t get the thought of sucking a cock out my head. Even when she’s giving me a bj all I can think of is that it’s me sucking a cock and not her. I’m not sure what to do as obviously don’t wanna cheat but this is taking over my brain

Well it was my second year of uni so first year I was living with flatmates we’d been living together about 2 months at this point and we all went out one night and came back drunk as hell and we all went out trying to get some girls but all of us were unsuccessful and one person kinda joked about comparing cocks and the smallest having to suck everyone else off but everyone else kinda agreed (again drunk asf) and well I ended up being the smallest…. So had to suck them all off. The next day they all came to me telling me to do it again for them I declined and said it was a one time mistake to which they all laugh and showed me this photo. I didn’t realise at the time but the had a photo of me with their cocks in my mouth and over my face to which they used against me any time they wanted me to do this to them for the next 2 years we were all living together