How common is this scenario?
It's late night or early morning. There is dim light in the room but you can see her perfectly. She is lying on the bed in an unintentionally sexy position. She's partially covered but you can see the full outline of her body. You know she doesnt know how sexy she is, and she is definitely not doing it on purpose to arouse you. But you stare at her, hypnotized, studying every curve. A fierce dull ache in your balls like a fire in a furnace, an energy with nowhere to go. You consider masturbating but you don't. You just choose to stare in a bizarre mixture of love and anger.