u/Salty-Map-942

I've asked before on this group, what was your first awakening to cuckolding. Mine was watching affair scenes in movies, feeling empathy for the main character (often not seeing they're getting cheated on) yet also feeling turned on, despite putting my feet in the person getting cheated ons shoe's.

I just thought earlier then that though, might've actually been from 'The Rescuers Downunder' movie when I was a kid. No, there is no sex scenes or stuff like that of course, but when the main character's loce interest was coincidentally ignoring his advances to propose to her, and she was enamoured by the 'Australian Mouse' often making him third wheel, it made me feel something as a kid I didn't have the concept of back then. That notion of watching yoir girlfriend/love interest etc. Even coincidentally ignore you, and find someone else attractice, yet secretly wanting to see how far it'd go between them to watch.

That movie is by far not the only cartoon to make that trope either.

If anyone thinks I'm being non genuine, remember I was only about 5 or 6 there... I do have a good memory though, and of course can put on adult understanding over childish memories back then.

You and your girlfriend have been together for at least a year or two, when she shows you her best guy colleague friend from work.

He seems nice, but a bit cocky. You've seen him check out your grilfriend too from time to time, so you definitely know he's interested in her.

Sometimes you're invited to her work dos, or just social events, where she may talk to you the most, and then everyone else briefly as per courtesy. However, you notice she seems to talk to that guy the longest.

Eventually after everyone has become more loose with drinks, people start dancing. You dance with your girlfriend a bit ofc, but after going for a toilet break, you see she's dancing with that guy now, a little too close and slow. Yet you want to watch, perversley wanting it to go further. You've never outright confessed to your girlfriend that you're a cuck, but more deliciously it looks like it could happen organically.

Alas, she eventually notices you and asks to leave eventually. However, the cocky guy also says goodbye, with his arm nriefly lingering on her back, giving her a kiss on her cheek. He smirks at you. You express to your girlfriend in the car that you're a little bit jealous of this guy, but she pulls the usual "you don't have to worry about him, nothing is going on" but you know better, and want to see how far it goes.

As time goes on, he comes into your life more, and his cockiness and dominance subtly grows over you. You could be sitting down in a group of 3 over a dinner meetup, where she's happen to sit closer to him. At concerts, you'd all be jumping up and down, but they'd be pressed closest together.

Those moment when coming back from the bathroom, you could've sworn the shadows of their heads were a little too close than others, pointing forwardly at that (did they just share a quick secret kiss?)

Some hot humiliating moments too, like at a dance competition, where the spotlight and camera focuses on each couple like a kiss cam. Despite you dancing with your girlfriend the longest, when the colleague danced with her, it's undenaible they look the better match, and he dances better too. Almost straight after, the light shines on them. Your girl looks at you apologetically as if to go "it's just a bit of fun, dw" before turning to her colleague, and you see their lips meet, for everyone to see on the couple's kiss cam, tongues dancing. You get extremely hard.

That night, after all those confusing emotions, you drink a little too much. Forgetting you have to take yoir gf home. The cocky guy however says he didn't drink too much, and would be 'happy' to take your girl home. You know better, but how can you argue in yoir condition? You say that you'll be back soon, and he escorts your girl gentlemanly to his car. You see in the distance he holds her hand and guides her into the car to go to yours.

You're shaking in horniness and anticipation now, is this finally happening?

You finally feel sober enough to leave the bar after a couple of hours, and you take a taxi instead. Once at home, you decide to ever so gently open the door, and creep through the house.

The silence is desfening and suspensful, it feels so long that at first you feel nothing happened, but then you hear the familiar sound of your girl's whimper. Another long moan from her. Just masturbating maybe? But then you hear a male grunt, and the bedsprings moving, they call out eachother's names.

You almost cum right there. The first time you've been cucked, and it was as amazing as you expected. All happened deliciously organically too, and you were excited to see how this affair would blossom.

I'm in an emotional cuckolding relationship with my Japanese girlfriend and her lover. They don't just have sex, they make love, I often hear them at home, and they date eachother a fair bit.

Now the above wasn't too shocking when my girlfriend sprung it up on me, as I already heard when they were making love that my girlfriend and I have already talked about having kids before, and how she wants to have a baby with him.

This isn't a kink thing, which I agree conceiving a child on a kink is pretty bad, which is one of the reasons I haven't given a straight no either. She says having her first child with him would bring us closer together therefore.

Ik her lover well enough that his health history is fine, and he does alright with himself, plus he is a very good looking man, so the baby will be strong, healthy, and beautiful anyway. They also always look so cute together, and as I like to foster their relationship too, I thought a baby could really bring them together?

But this is a huge decision ofc, what do you guys think?

I like the idea, after sex, or if having sex at all, just to sleep with my partner right next to her pussy at night. Pussy already feels and smalles nice, and it'd feel vulnerable for both of us, me between her thighs asleep, and me gently sleeping near her pussy, occasionally giving her lower lips some kisses too.

As I'd say to any new cuck, I'd argue every first time, no matter how confident you are that you want to be cucked, and how long you've escalated it, will feel a bit painful for the first time.

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My partner and I (I'll add the links to my previous posts about that after publishing here) escalated for a long time to full on cuckolding, and now emotional cuckolding. From simply watching her dance and kiss other guys in the club, to screening heavily for bulls, and then the many times we organically met her now lover as if we were all platonic friends, until they organically crossed the threshold in front of me and I knew they'd finally have sex in front of me.

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For the first time, I was just listening from the wall. The suspense and then silence killing me, but finally the first moan from her, and then the bed springs moving killed me more. Followed by his grunts, and slaps of flesh, this time not done by me.

I stuck with it however, sometimes feeling like every moan from them was a nail in my heart, as I felt after all this time it'd be bad and unfair for all of us to stop them mid session (even though I could've) and wanted her to climax first. It worked, I found out I could pull through it, still feel hot, and my girlfriend had a new shine to her after orgasming with her now lover.

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Now instead, when I come home and she has her lover over in the other room, I'd be doing whatever work in the guest bedroom with them talking in the main bedroom. Soon after as usual, I'd hear the moans, bed springs, headboard hitting the back of the wall, and after all that all their cute whispers and lip smacking. It's honestly comforting hearing that constant in my life now, I find the dynamic really cute, and sometimes even feel the sound of their rhythmic thrusts and moans comforting to slowly sleep to. Furthermore, it's interesting hearing the subtle differences in how they fuck, moan, and talk compared to when she's with me.

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Overall though, your grestest angst at first might be your greatest pleasure later. Any other cucks have a similar experience?

I really want them to continue making love whenever they can.

A sequel to my other story here Cucked at the Nudist Lake. Read first if you want to know the characters and a bit of an introduction

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It had been a few weeks since Abby, my (Ben) girlfriend, met Cam at the nudist lake. She did indeed save his number, acting casual about it, not realising I had seen them having sex in the lake's forest.

Abby did keep in contact with Cam, and she told me about it. Occasionally we would bump into Cam, always finding him a little arrogant around me, and my girlfriend annoyingly enamoured with him, but it was usually just casually seeing him in the daytime for a few minutes.

Today was my anniversary with Abby, and we were dressed to the 9s. I was in a suit, and she was in a beautiful sparkly midriff top, with spaghetti straps, and a sexy plaited knee high skirt. I had booked for us to go to the fancy jazz dance club, with appropriate seating as well. When we entered the club, it was just as fancy as I expected, and my girlfriend even more ecstatic.
"Woah babe! Thanks for booking this place, it looks great!" Abby was beaming.

We had a romantic dinner, and after finishing dinner, I was all cosied up with my girlfriend on her side, reminiscing all the times we had together, holding hands. I was about to move closer to her to kiss her, when suddenly someone came up near us.
"Hey love birds, fancy seeing you here!"
I quickly moved away, embarrassed. We both looked up, and saw it was surprisingly Cam. My girlfrend suddenly lit up, I was, not so lit up...
"Hope I didn't interrupt" Cam said. I was about to make an excuse to essentially say we're busy, but Abby interjected first.
"Not at all! Come sit down!" His muscular body sat down right next to her, the movement of which felt like it almost shoved me off of the back seat on my end.
"But babe" I said between my teeth "What about our date?"
"Oh come on Ben, we have all the time in the world anyway, nothing wrong with having Ben's company for now!"
Ben almost gave me a shit eating grin. I couldn't protest much otherwise, as Abby and Cam quickly faced eachother and started talking. I went to the bathroom for a few minutes.

When I returned, Ben suggested we should go dancing. Abby seemed like she spoke to him about it as well, as she nodded in agreement. I just went along with them feeling a bit annoyed, but figured I'd get to dance with Abby as well.
We were dancing lively in our own circle, but the energy and attention was clearly between my girlfriend and Cam. Like the inevitability of when you try to intervene between two people trying to hook up, whenever I tried to move in front of Abby to dance with her again, they seemed instinctally drawn to eachother. Then the music slowed down to a more calm tone, one for more intimate dancing. I was about to ask my girlfriend for her hand, but Cam was too quick.
He seemed to know some more intimate type dancing too, being skilled enough to even direct my more casually dance knowledgeable girlfriend. Salsa and Bacahata like moves, going from the more floral twirls which indirectly pushed me out of the way, and then more close body-to-body movements. He eventually turned Abby around, with his arms holding the small of her back to be glued to his front, both of their heads and lips dangerously close together, gently making those bachata type hip movements in unison, like they were softly humping eachother.
"Hey babe, may I dance with you now?" I almost pathetically sounded like. Abby looked star struck looking into Cam's eyes, and him looking down looking calm and confident. Abby in a dazed state said
"yes, sure... In a minute... Or so"
"hey man" Cam said without barely acknowledging me "why don't you get us some drinks for the meantime?"
He went for his wallet and grabbed some cash for me. Having no real reason to argue, I walked off slumped, swearing everyone else was looking in awe at Cam and Abby as they continued to sensually rub on eachother.

The damn line felt like it took forever. I was the designated driver, so I could only have one drink anyway, so I was essentially getting THEIR drinks only. I desperatley wanted the line to go quicker, as I nervously looked behind everytime to see Abby and Cam in the distance. They somehow looked even closer to eachother, practically grinding now. Cam sometimes saying something to my girlfriend, and I could see he sometimes tried to move his head in for a kiss, that my girlfriend seemed to dodge. I was getting hard however.

I gave them their drinks soon after, which got them to stop dancing for the meantime, though still engrossed in conversation with eachother. After they finished drinking, Abby came up to me
"hey babe, can Cam stay over? Apparently his last train home has now gone." Cam was just confidently dancing on his own behind us, as if he already knew the answer.
"Fine, but I'd like to continue our anniversary in peace from there, ok?" Abby seemed to vaguely nod, before bringing Cam over. We walked to the car.
Weirdly Abby decided to sit in the back seat with Cam, instead of in the front with me. She seemed to essentially signal to me though, that this was just to make sure our guest didn't feel awkward third wheeling, despite me feeling like i was third wheeling the whole time in my anniversary now. I didn't argue again however, and was just looking forward to getting home with the long drive.

Somehow I was third wheeling even in my own car however. Cam and Abby were talking and giggling the whole time in the back of the car. I was just meditatively driving through the long night. So out of it, that I soon realised there hadn't been any talking in the car for a few minutes. I heard a slight wet sloppy noise for a bit. My heart pounded. I looked in the rear view mirror, and for the meantime it was too dark to see, but when we went through the tunnel, the tunnels' intermittent light showed 'snapshots' of what was happening in the back. Cam and Abby had their lips pressed firmly together, with Abby being smooshed right in front of Cam's body, her breasts spilling out to the side of his body.
I started to hear their lips smacking, licking, and tongues dancing with a few muffled moans here and there. I had a massive tent in my trousers at this point, and realised something big: unlike at the nudist lake, Abby was knowingly cuckolding me for the first time, it was finally going to happen with everyone knowing for the first time.

Took a few minutes to complete the journey home, and when we did, there was no real pretenses of anything now. They had their arms around eachother's back, and it was me opening the door for them. It was then I got a shock when they walked past me, Cam was going into the main bedroom with Abby instead, his hand now firmly on her ass. He turned around before closing the door, "sorry man, but some guys just do it better" before winking at me. Abby didn't seem to have a care in the world, and just looked lovingly at Cam, before the door was closed, and the lock put in place.
I was gobsmacked, and had no idea what to do. I just stood there like an idiot with a growing boner, hearing them talk, and the bed covers moving, and clothes coming off. Their talking and laughing became giggles and whispers.
I was still standing around, now in the guest bedroom that was supposed to be Cam's, shaking in a mixture of anger, jealousy, arousal, and anticipation, with my cock fully pointing outwards. Then I heard my Abby's soft moan, and then another, as the first creak of the bedsprings started to happen. I could hear every smack of their flesh as they went in and out of eachother, every deep sloppy kiss, and every time they roared loud in unison as they climaxed. I just pathetically rubbed my cock until I came pathetically on the ground. It was going to be a long night/

To be continued.

For practicing cucks, before you started the lifestyle, and even before you started talking about it (which likely means you grasped the concepts of cuckolding/hotwifing etc. And identified with it) what were your awakening moment(s) to being a cuck? For me:

- in affair movies/movies with affair scenes in them, helping with the fact I'm a naturally fairly empathic person, I felt like the main character naturally seeing the cheating couple having sex in 3rd person. In that context I felt angst, yet entirely turned on. Some scenes directly showed the one being cheating on as actially watching too (1993 the Piano movie, comes to mind)

- before my current gf, previous relationships I wouldn't say I was always obviously 'cuck like' but I was arguably less jealous than other guys. So when my exes would dance with other guys by my consent ofc, especially guys who danced good and close, I always had intrusive thoughts that I wanted them to complete the small gap they had and makeout, and instead of just subtly grind, practically dry hump eachother

- not strictly speaking cuckold, but hearing the girl I fancied in hostel stays, slowly getting seduced in the other room, before hearing lip smacking sounds and their moans.

My (Ben) girlfriend (Abby) and I had been nudists for a number of years. We love coming to the local lake in the national park, as it's a designated nudist lake, and has younger nudists down, with a more equal gender balance.

After a long week we almost always quickly stripped off as fast as we could, Abby almost ripping her clothes off in the process.
"Come on Ben, hurry up! Haha"
"Yes babe, I'll be right with you!"
After I was done undressing myself, I chased after her down to the lakeside. We were giggling like children, before we splashed into the lake.

A bit later, as the sun started to set, we decided to dry off and lie down on our towels. It felt nice watching the sun start to go down, and everyone still having fun, or relaxing, when a fairly stocky young man came over to speak to us.
"Hey, mind if I join you two? You seem to have the best seat in the house anyway!"
Before I could say much, though I didn't mind the man, my girlfriend quickly sprang to attention to this man
"Sure! It's always nice to have company!"
"No worries, have a seat here man!" I said, as I slightly moved closer to my girlfriend, to sit near me.
Before I could do that however, my girlfriend practically lurched to the right of me instead, giving space between me and her. I almost fell without her support. Before I could fix the gap between her and I, the man quickly sandwiched himself in between us anyway, slightly annoying me.
"My name is Cam, nice to meet you two!"
He shook our hands, but of course was mainly focused on my girlfriend, as we introduced ourselves to him.

Abby was showing much interest in Cam as they continued to talk. I slowly became overshadowed in the conversation, before kind of giving up and standing up to go for a walk. I told Abby and Cam, but their eyes were glued to each other, and she vaguely acknowledged what I was saying, making me feel jealous.
As I walked around the lake, I expected Abby, and maybe even Cam to come join me, but after 15 minutes of walking I peered out from one of the bushes and saw they were still talking. The sun almost exactly on the horizon, I saw them fully, but also mainly their silhouette outlines. They were sitting much closer to each other now, with her thigh practically glued to his, and her enamoured gaze looking at this man as she listened intently to what Cam was saying. Their faces seemed to be barely a cm between each other.

Watching this, I had a funny feeling I had never felt before. For some reason I felt not only the obvious tension between the two, and therefore bubbling jealousy, but I wanted something to happen between them for some reason. Abby and I had broached the subject of cuckolding before, which we were both into, but never formalised anything, let alone tried it out.
Jealousy got the better of me though, and I quickly got back. Cam noticed me first, before Abby in her glazed state noticed me a few seconds later. Cam then spoke,
"Hey man, I was just talking about there being a nice hidden alcove on the shore of this lake nearby."
"Hidden alcove?" I questioned,
"yeah babe! Cam is full of interesting stories and surprises" Abby said, in an oddly almost sultry way, before looking at Cam again with hungry eyes. I could sense she was getting horny.
"Well, sounds like a plan! I'm always up for seeing new things!" I said excitedly.
"Uhhh, actually babe, If Cam knows the way, and I'd like to go, we need someone to stay looking after the stuff"
"Yeah don't worry bro, I'll look after your girl, and show her around" he even gave a cheeky wink at me, and as he was saying that he gently stroked Abby's thigh, arrogantly close to her slit as well, she even gently clenched her thighs together instead, like she was warm to his touch. “wait, but babe..."
"What's the matter, Ben? We can't lose our stuff"
I couldn't really interject after that, as they did have a point, and watching them both get up, already walking close together made me feel aroused again. I knew well enough from my girlfriend's gait, that she was getting aroused anyway, and was morbidly curious to see if this would go the way I was imagining. Or maybe I was just overthinking it? The alcove was only close anyway apparently.
Though as they walked towards the bushes on the other side, I saw Cam gently put his arm around Abby's small of her nude back, and subtly smirk back at me, before they disappeared into the bushes.

As the minutes past, the last few people started leaving, and dusk was coming over head. Hearing the lake shore more, and people less made me feel more angst. How could they have taken this long? I started getting harder thinking about the reason for their delay. Finally, the last person walked out and went home, but Cam and Abby had still not returned. Pointless to keep watching the stuff therefore, so I followed their original path, hoping I'd find this alcove if I checked hard enough anyway.

It turned out it wouldn't take long for me to navigate the alcove, as I heard Cam and Abby's voices echo through the now quiet trees. I quietly and slowly came up to where I could see them without being noticed. They were both knee deep in a stream from the lake going into the alcove, arms holding each other's arms and looking at each other. They were laughing between breaths
"hahaha it's getting colder Cam, but it's nice here."
"What, in the alcove, or my arms? Haha"
Abby giggled "well, both!" She continued "Cam, it feels really nice being in this alcove, but I'm getting really cold, maybe we should return back?"
"Just a bit longer Abby, we might be able to see some stars coming through in a few minutes"
"But Ben is waiting for us!" I felt happy that Abby was thinking about me
"Don't worry, he's fine, we won't take long. Anyway, in the meantime, I know what could warm us up"
nothing needed to be said, Abby guessed what he meant through the tone of his sultry voice, and she looked up into his eyes, blushing. My heart was now pounding like a drum, the moonlight reflecting their two bodies, my girlfriend's slim and smooth body, and his muscular body. He subtly moved his arms behind her back to pull her in, I saw the light reflect on the profile of their faces and lips, until they closed the gap with the bridging of their lips joining their silhouettes.
This was finally happening! My cock jolted so hard, I finally knew I didn't want to intervene, I wanted to watch this happen.

What was even more delicious, was the rocks and trees created an echo effect, and no other noise to drown anything else out, I heard every smack of their lips, every deep kiss, every giggle, and soon... Every small moan from my girlfriend.
Cam's cock was starting to harden and go erect, whilst my girlfriend instinctively bucked her hips a bit more, his cock now resting on her slit. His precum and her wetness sparkling in the moonlight, and dripping in the pool below, as their kissing sounded sloppier and wetter.

Cam then turned my girlfriend around with his strength, getting her to lean on a tree on the side of the stream, closer to my side. Abby looked excited, knowing what was going to happen, as I saw her further drip. Cam's big strong arms then lovingly enveloped her and the tree, and his muscular body rested against the back of my Abby. She instinctually pushed slightly back on his six pack.
Cam then slowly started to push his cock into my girlfriend's soaking wet pussy. Again, the pristine acoustics of the area, and the absolute quietness meant I could even hear the subtle slick sound as Cam's penis slowly moved deeper into Abby's pussy, as she gave out a guttural moan at the same pace. Soon after as they were breathing heavily together to get used to the feel, Cam started slowly fucking Abby, hearing every delicious wet movement sound and slap of their flesh. My Abby had never breathed so heavily with me, let alone the animalistic grunts she kept giving Cam. I felt my own precum dripping at this stage, desperately wanting to masturbate, but decided not to cum.

Their silhouettes now showing two lovers rutting, Abby's sweet mewls, sometimes moans so loud it echoed across the lake, and Cam's grunts of triumph created a beautiful symphony. To top it off, I saw them briefly look at each other at the height of their fucking, acknowledging each other lovingly, before coming in for a sloppy passionate kiss. I was so turned on at this point; I basically came without touching myself but was still hard. After kissing each other hard, they suddenly sped up their moans and pace, crescendoing into orgasm, both loudly moaning in unison, before they violently came.
I swear I was close enough to see Cam's cock cumming deep into my Abby's fertile pussy, and her shakes were rippling the water below. It was so hot that she was so into this, that she had no care about Cam cumming into her unprotected!

When they finally came down, Abby turned around, and Cam's still hard cock came out with a hot wet sound.
"Have you cooled down now Abby?" Cam laughed
"Yes" Abby in delirious pleasure said, still shaking in the water, "but I want to calm down with you, and feel you as I do"
she guided Cam's cock back into her, frontways now. The silhouettes of the lovers now pressed tightly, and Abby's beautiful breasts squished against Cam's muscular body. In between shakes every now and again, I heard them kissing more, even occasionally coming out to breath, whispering sweet things to each other before they giggled again, and their sweet lips gently danced between each other again.

Eventually they cleaned up a little, and I knew it was time to go. I slowly got up and moved off subtly so they wouldn't hear me. Luckily, it was nearly nighttime now, so low visibility made it easier for me to move off and observe from a distance.
They were holding hands on the way back! Not in any particular hurry either, Cam sometimes twirled around, and danced a little with my Abby, with her clearly reciprocating and having a good time. Melting into each other’s arms and lips every little dance they did. I felt jealous watching them previously having sex but now acting like a couple too! Feeling like Abby could be stolen from me, only gave my dick a twitch again, however.

10 minutes later, I had returned to their belongings, pretending I had a deep rest.
"Hey babe! Sorry for making you wait!" Abby seemed happy to see me, but of course with the tiniest look of guilt.
"Yeah sorry for the wait man, we got a little..." Abby and Cam looked each other in slight sly and cheeky way "...entanglement. All those branches and all, to get deep into the alcove"

We packed up our stuff first, before we'd get changed again. As I was near finishing packing, the now dressed Cam gave Abby what looked like a business card? Couldn't quite see them behind the car otherwise, but could've sworn I heard a slight lip smacking sound again, before Cam got in and drove off.
"What was Cam saying babe?"
"Nothing, just saying goodbye" she 'hid' the card slightly behind her back to then conceal near her side of the car.
"I'll just clean up and get dressed now babe!" Abby walked behind with her cute feminine gait. I saw the now moonlight however, with Cam's cum slightly leaking out of my girl's slit, and the rest of her wetness making her smooth skin seem even more radiant. She seemed more confident and satisfied than I ever knew her too.

I went to her side of the car and looked at the card "Would love to continue seeing you, Cam x" and his number on the business side of the card.

It's just about winter here, so unfortunately naturist options on the beach, resorts, national parks etc. Are at least a bit more uncomfortable now due to cold temperature.

I've been thinking of alternatives in the meantime. I experienced communal nude bathing (not clothing optional either! Which I personally prefer as well) in Japan when I visited later last year, and loved the experience.

From what I can see in Sydney at least however, is either only more just like day spas (very expensive, and doesn't necessarily seem to be nude) or gay saunas, and that's certainly not what naturists want, as it's almost entirely sexual...

So are there any, preferrably non clothing optional nude bathing places in Sydney? I'm not one of these naturists who cares about the gender ratio either, so I'm not picky at all otherwise.