Just curious about thoughts. Obviously excluding caffeine and everything in traditional pre workouts, and then of course DMAA was a thing a while back before the FDA banned it.
First thing that comes to mind is other stims like coke or amphetamines, but those are not advisable due to the risk of cardiovascular complications.
Just curious about what anyone else here thinks or if anyone else has worked out on drugs.
I could not figure out if I'm just tripping or if the movie is just like that, rewatching it tn and yeah the movie is just like that l. What the fuck man.
Just curious about your guy's subjective experiences. First line of coke I did was pretty mediocre. But then I discovered if I can do like 2-4 medium-large-ish lines in succession, I reach an absolutely blissful state of euphoria unlike anything else I've ever experienced.
Amphetamines don't come close. I dosed (with almost no tolerance) like 105mg dextroamphetamine (with Tums) ir over the span of 4 hours chasing the euphoria and all it left me with was a 12 hour long panic attack that felt like knives stabbing into my stomach. Didn't even come close to the feeling of a huge coke rush.
Also, apologies for the degeneracy, but I can't seem to grasp stimfapping. Fapping on amphetamines is nice ig and there seems to be a sense of building euphoria somewhere but it fades quickly and honestly isn't rly anything special.
Fapping on cocaine was incredible, felt like my sensitivity was multiplied by 1000x, but fuck after 5 hrs of intense concentration I could not get hard for shit which robbed me of this wild experience I felt was like right around the corner.
Is there something I'm missing? Am I doing it wrong? I really don't get it? Also mind u, prescribed the amphetamines for ADHD
Getting really wired and playing comp games or knocking out work is fun, but when I chill out and lay in bed and like scroll reels or watch something on my phone, I get this super relaxing and almost sedating body high like these tingles run through my scalp and body it's great, brings out the euphoria that otherwise gets drowned out by what I'm doing
So I pulled the trigger and decided to try coke. Nothing crazy, a .5 for $40. Not the huge rush I expected, Adderall is 10x better imo, but as I've been doing more lines I've been easing into a nice body high, concentration is up and I feel pretty amped. I'm actually much quieter than I normally am, my brain feels like it's calmed down and stopped racing, don't have much of a desire to talk to my friends we're just playing counter strike rn.
Anyways, is my throat supposed to be this fucking numb? I got prescribed lidocaine liquid for some mouth pain a while back and it feels like I swallowed a whole gulp of it, to the point where it's uncomfortable to talk. Dealer claims it's "96% Peruvian" but like who doesn't have that right? Face feels fine, but teeth are insanely numb as well. Overall it's nice, but not the crazy euphoria I expected tbh.
I don't smoke much weed because I don't like it that much, same with alcohol. Psychs were fun but that chapter of my life is closed for the time being. Right now I'm really enjoying ketamine and want to start doing it a couple times a year. Drugs are just a vacation though, right now I'm focused on learning good financial habits, exercising my hobbies, and planning my academic future.
My point is I'm at a good standing in life and I don't have any issues I'm trying to escape from. I don't feel desperate for anything however I am extremely intrigued the novelty of altering consciousness.
I've recently met someone in my life who's given me access to basically any substance I can think of and it's deeply alluring. Benzos, opiates, and meth are lines I am devoting myself to never cross. I do want to try mdma but I might wait a couple months maybe years until the time is right.
However one drug I'm debating is coke. I don't think I'm going to go out of my way to buy coke for myself, I just know I'm going to end up feeling like shit and regretting it, but if someone offered or suggested it to me, I'd take the opportunity. Coke has a different cultural attitude around it compared to pills, and I sort of just want to see what the hype is about. Only real stim I tried is amphetamines in Adderall IR, took 40 mg and felt like my body was cumming for like 15 minutes then was just wired for the rest of the day, it was fucking fantastic.
I'm just curious how bad it is really. How dangerous is coke (addiction wise) compared to oxys or fent?
Edit: ok I'm probably not going to do cocaine.
Edit: I am going to do cocaine. Posting trip report later this month.
Got a new doctor for a routine physical when I was 18. Asked me the standard questions like "do you smoke, do you drink, do you smoke marajuana, etc." he asked me if I do other substances, and me being the dumbass kid I was I said yes to everything.
Fast forward a couple years I'm getting assessed for adhd, and the thought dawns on me that I might have fucked myself into getting denied medication. Go through my old medical records and read through the notes from that appointment and the guy put "no" for everything even though I answered yes.
I really appreciate that.
This is a prominent topic on the sub with mixed answers, im just looking for as many different experiences and opinions as possible so please feel free to share.
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160lbs. I wanna take 600mg hbr sometime soon. I've taken this dose once before and it was pretty strong. Usually it's a disorienting and confusing first half with smooth and clean strong dissociation for the second half. I've always taken it all at once, never had too much issues with comeup nausea as I have a naturally strong stomach.
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What I'm more curious about is the effects of the trip when staggering, considering the effects of dxm vs dxo. I want a strong trip, but I just don't like the confusion and "dirtyness" of it and prefer the clean dissociative effects. What would be different if I staggered it into like 150mg every 15 minutes as opposed to all at once?
Tdlr; took 20mg, surprised my thoughts didn't feel different but had an intense body high. Super happy at work, chatted away with customers, redosed 10mg and came home to play counterstrike. Aim didn't improve at all, but reaction time and spacial awareness was crazy.
Obviously I'm still feeling residual effects, apologies in advance for the wall of text, thank you to anyone who read and responded.
Got some Adderall from a classmate today. IR, U27 tablets. Had 3 10mg pills total. Took 2 on an empty stomach with some antacid while at work around 5:35. Hit me about a half hour later right as I pulled up to a plaza for external marketing (I work a sales job, so we go business to business and solicit and try to get leads, I'm sorry). What surprised me was that it didn't make my thoughts feel all that different, but I had a moderate euphoric body high. This drug interacts with nicotine very well, I put a pouch in and it doesn't really feel like nicotine anymore, it just feels like it makes the body high more potent, which felt way better than taking nicotine normally.
So I'm out, soliciting to employees, and the next thing that surprised me is that even though my thoughts didn't feel much different, as soon as I opened my mouth my words came out at 2x speed. I felt very happy and energetic. Usually I hate this part of my job, but anything I did felt rewarding regardless of what it was. I actually felt kind of exited about getting more leads, which usually I don't give a fuck about other than hitting a daily quota. Obviously doing this kind of work you get some angry people who dismiss you, and usually I feel very bothered by it, and I still did. However it was easy to dismiss and I had a small realization that I'm really glad I'm never going to treat other people the way I get treated doing this, and it became very easy to brush off.
I around 7:00 I got back to my job and made some sales. I felt very chatty and positive, which reflects very well off people and translates to positive performance doing sales. I don't think I was too over the top though, as in visibly tweaking. I'm a naturally chatty person when I'm in a good mood but I get fatigued from it very fast. I had a lady leave very happy and she thanked me like 3 times before she left, so I imagine I made a good impression. It's the first time I felt like I enjoyed my job in a long while, I hate doing sales.
Around 7:30, only 2 hours after ingestion I felt myself start to come down. I was told I was going to crash hard, but I think most of the sadness I felt was more from me realizing the peak was over rather than the effects of the drug itself.
Around 8:35, I redosed the last 10mg. Felt it start to come on as I got home around 9:15. Had a chat with my mom in the kitchen for like 20 minutes while I ate dinner. At this point I want to mention that, oddly enough, even though I'm normally a very anxious person, to the point where I avoid caffeine because it makes me anxious and jittery, I didn't really feel anxious at all. I was in a very good mood, too good to feel anxious.
Between about 9:40 and 10:50 I wrote a college paper for my philosophy class and submitted it, 2 full pages, single spaced. Normally I have a very difficult time focusing on school work, and get distracted and feel like I have to check my phone every 15 minutes for a "break," and writing is very slow because I often get "stuck" and "lost" in my work. Didn't feel that at all. It just came out of me smoothly and fluidly with no breaks or stops. Was it a good paper? No, not at all, but I'm a freshman at a community college taking a class with an easy professor, so it'll do just fine. Typed it out, proofread it once to fix minor issues, and that was that.
Some of the body euphoria came back with the redose, not as intense as the first wave but very close. Lasted til around 11-11:30 ish then I started coming down again.
After I submitted my paper I hopped on counterstrike with my friends to end the day. This is really what I've been waiting for. Usually I get very distracted with jokes and talking with my friends, but I just lost all interest in that. Don't get me wrong, I enjoyed their presence, but really I just wanted to play the game. It didn't improve my aim at all, but there was a noticable increase in my reaction time and spacial awareness. I played decent, but not much better than I normally would on a good day. But it felt like I had unlimited dopamine. I didn't get fatigued from playing at all, I just went game after game. Didn't really rage or get pissed like I might sometimes, just got impatient that after I died I had to wait for a new round to start again before I could play.
Once the body high wore off, the cognitive "enhancement" persisted. I played till about 2am then got off, not because I got tired or bored of the game (though I did, somewhat), but because I want my nervous system to calm down so I can sleep soon, though I've sort of accepted I'm gonna be up late tonight.
It's 2:30 right now. I feel relatively normal inside, just with a worn down and "wet" feeling similar to a mushroom comedown, however I am drenched in sweat as my PC warms up my room and I just didn't care to turn on the ac until now. Obviously I'm still experiencing residual effects, took some melatonin and 100mg of hydroxyzine to calm down since I don't have anything better. Not really feeling a harsh comedown, just sort of excepted that it's over, no depression or anxiety right now.
I'm gonna see if my classmate is willing to sell me a couple more pills next week before the term ends and I lose touch. 20mg was great, I feel like 30-40 with some edibles would really knock my socks off, god have mercy on my heart. I had a lot of fun today. I'm doing well in life and did this for the thrill, not to hide from something, so I hope that somewhat deters me from abuse. It was great, but I was high on a drug, and I don't really have a desire to chase this as an every day state. I mean, I do, who wouldn't, but that not sustainable and I have too much to be willing to give it up for that. I'm aware I'm walking on thin ice and need to tread carefully, but I don't understand why it's totally fine to drink alcohol multiple times a week, but suddenly I'm a junkie for taking some stims and having a fun night.