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> Hello kinky redditors ! It's been a week since I finished my exams and started back to be horny and focus back on my kinky adventure but what happened was nothing that I could've anticipated 😱

It felt so nice to be back serving my Goddess, of course we were still in touch but quite limited interactions as I was focusing myself on being a good girl and making her proud with having the best grades I could. To reward me for my hard efforts, she have let me have an orgasm before locking me back in chastity and started our new denial period. Still not knowing how much she plans me to keep me locked, but I'm sure it will be much more than my previous 104 days record. Also another specificity of this denial, is that unlike the last one, I wouldn't be on full no touch and she plans to edge me regularly.... It both excites me to know that, I know it will add a lot of fun but I'm also honestly anticipating that it will clearly not be easy at all 😵‍💫

Another thing that is changing and bringing some fresh air is that we are finally going to get into the next phase of my submission, It's been quite a moment since we're talking about it. Everything started with me wanting to get nipples piercings a few month ago, and well finally made my mind about it and that's something I plan to do this summer. And to add a bit of hotness to it, I asked her if she could act like if it was her decisions. All this lead us to a quite hot conversation where you started to compare me to cows and how they also get piercings and how I would become her living livestock. I don't really remember well how things evolved but that's how the idea of being her "slave girl" started to born.

Actually, being her "slave girl" is just like being her submissive (nothing change here) but with a little extra degradation and humiliation I feel like. Also in a way, it's our little way to say that we step and raise another level in it. Since a long time we were talking about TPE (Total Power Exchange) and implemented more ideas through our relationship... Well here's the next level ! And she said in a quite hot way, that the past 15months were just the way of me prove my worth to her and that I'm finally eligible to become her personal slave girl 🥰 .

For now our ideas are mostly based on confort reduction (like sleeping on the floor) or enforcing even more the current money control (I asked her to consider my money as hers 🫣... It's definitely something that turns me on to work only to bring the money to her and she spending "her money" in the ways she wants. And she making me do humiliating tasks to earn even a few pennies 💰) (before getting any comments about it, it's totally done in the most consensual way and something that we trust each other about it, thanks for staying respectful in the comments about this 🙏 )

And OMG, I'm already so horny and excited just by thinking about it 💦 , and that's quite normal... Since we started the new denial period, she had edged me daily at least for 10 times each day and always in different ways using different toys and edged my brain out before locking me back in chastity and frustrating me at an unexpected level.... And every day I'm thinking that I did the hardest part to not cum while she was edging me... But the frustration and the feeling of my pussy dripping wet during the day and the continuous ache is even harder because nothing can relieve it.... Please help me... She's using me too well and I'm loosing my minds day after day 🫠

That's the beginning of the new arc of my kinky journey, and I'm so much excited to see what will happen next. If you're also curious about it, let a comment to motivate this lazy slave (me) and I'll make sure to post more regularly. Thank you for having read, and see you next time 💙

> Hello kinky redditors ! It's been a week since I finished my exams and started back to be horny and focus back on my kinky adventure but what happened was nothing that I could've anticipated 😱

It felt so nice to be back serving my Goddess, of course we were still in touch but quite limited interactions as I was focusing myself on being a good girl and making her proud with having the best grades I could. To reward me for my hard efforts, she have let me have an orgasm before locking me back in chastity and started our new denial period. Still not knowing how much she plans me to keep me locked, but I'm sure it will be much more than my previous 104 days record. Also another specificity of this denial, is that unlike the last one, I wouldn't be on full no touch and she plans to edge me regularly.... It both excites me to know that, I know it will add a lot of fun but I'm also honestly anticipating that it will clearly not be easy at all 😵‍💫

Another thing that is changing and bringing some fresh air is that we are finally going to get into the next phase of my submission, It's been quite a moment since we're talking about it. Everything started with me wanting to get nipples piercings a few month ago, and well finally made my mind about it and that's something I plan to do this summer. And to add a bit of hotness to it, I asked her if she could act like if it was her decisions. All this lead us to a quite hot conversation where you started to compare me to cows and how they also get piercings and how I would become her living livestock. I don't really remember well how things evolved but that's how the idea of being her "slave girl" started to born.

Actually, being her "slave girl" is just like being her submissive (nothing change here) but with a little extra degradation and humiliation I feel like. Also in a way, it's our little way to say that we step and raise another level in it. Since a long time we were talking about TPE (Total Power Exchange) and implemented more ideas through our relationship... Well here's the next level ! And she said in a quite hot way, that the past 15months were just the way of me prove my worth to her and that I'm finally eligible to become her personal slave girl 🥰 .

For now our ideas are mostly based on confort reduction (like sleeping on the floor) or enforcing even more the current money control (I asked her to consider my money as hers 🫣... It's definitely something that turns me on to work only to bring the money to her and she spending "her money" in the ways she wants. And she making me do humiliating tasks to earn even a few pennies 💰) (before getting any comments about it, it's totally done in the most consensual way and something that we trust each other about it, thanks for staying respectful in the comments about this 🙏 )

And OMG, I'm already so horny and excited just by thinking about it 💦 , and that's quite normal... Since we started the new denial period, she had edged me daily at least for 10 times each day and always in different ways using different toys and edged my brain out before locking me back in chastity and frustrating me at an unexpected level.... And every day I'm thinking that I did the hardest part to not cum while she was edging me... But the frustration and the feeling of my pussy dripping wet during the day and the continuous ache is even harder because nothing can relieve it.... Please help me... She's using me too well and I'm loosing my minds day after day 🫠

That's the beginning of the new arc of my kinky journey, and I'm so much excited to see what will happen next. If you're also curious about it, let a comment to motivate this lazy slave (me) and I'll make sure to post more regularly. Thank you for having read, and see you next time 💙

> Hello dear redditors, finally crossed an important milestone in my denial and wanted to share it with you all in hope that it could help some Denied subs, satisfy horny gooners and all others who are simply interested in it (warning, lot of yapping 😅 ).

Cheap Thrills of a Dopamine Junkie

So everything started for me back in 2024, I was in my second year of my university studies and to be completely fair I wasn't at my best. I was at a period of my life where everything seemed very complicated for me due to some past events and I was in a pretty much bad lifestyle. There were a lot of things going wrong and I was trying my best to put tape here and there to hide my lacks and it was really hard for me. I wasn't the best student, I was spending all my time doing two main things... Working until exhaustion or gooning and having orgasms like I was drinking water. As soon as I was finished with playing with myself, I went back to work and the cycle continued for days and nights. And orgasms were that tape, it was making me maybe for the first time achieving my goals... But at the same time without really noticing it at first, I was exhausting myself harder. The shoot of dopamine that orgasms brought me was in a way my only reason to actually do things. And whenever I wasn't able to masturbate, because of other necessities or even just because my body was exhausted from it. I now can really say it without pride that at that moment, orgasms were a sort of drug for me. I just wanted more and more of them.... Maybe today I was having 2... but then the next day it was 3... then 4... And this all along the week until starting to be a cycle that wasn't sufficient for me anymore... And where a simple orgasm was far from being enough dopamine for me... And my brain just requested more and more....

Stuck in an Endless Loop

I was waking up with porn, I was eating porn, after classes I was consuming porn... During the shower I was gooning, after work I was once again gooning... And all over and over... And that made me feel that wasn't enough anymore... That's when I started to have the help of some sextoys. They were my first collection of toys and it added another layer of simplicity. Orgasms were now so much easier to achieve and it wasn't for the best. The amount of dopamine my brain was requesting each day was growing and we all know that too much pleasure kills the pleasure. And that's exactly what I was starting to feel... It was starting to depress me to be the one I was and it was just feeding other feelings like insecurities.

Came across a New world

The first time I read about "edging", it was an abstract concept for me... Even after watching some porn of it I was still not sure about it. And that's when I dropped the idea of it... I got back to my routine and abandoned the idea of even understanding it.... But the idea of it never left my mind I guess because it was still making me very curious. The first time I tried to stop myself right before orgasm felt so much frustrating for me that right after it I touched myself again and had my orgasm.... And in a way I was disappointed in myself... Because those little milliseconds when I stopped touching myself really felt... Amazing... And the orgasm was... meh it was a habit now. But the next day I tried again... It was inevitably a failure... This continued for few weeks... I really didn't have the best control and the best self-discipline and it was even more frustrating to fail at such an easy looking task... And I guess it's where I got a bit depressed about seeing how much I don't control my own body. My own wants. My own urges... Around the same time I got fascinated about roleplay. At first it was just video games roleplay, online with people... I did my own research and I discovered reddit. A place where people actually like doing Roleplay.

New world, New Toys but same Dopamine Junkie

With roleplay I found new things that I enjoy, like the fact that I enjoy being submissive in my scenarios. Also I could discover many of my kinks in that way. But here came the big issue that was really bothering me and my roleplay partners. I was getting super aroused and excited that whenever I was doing such a kinky and erotic roleplay. I can't edge for long and I ended up cumming quite fast... And the issue with that is that it killed my mood and often I was unfortunately ending the roleplay and couldn't continue it. In a way it allowed me to regulate myself, but on the other hand I was disappointing my partners. That combined with the fact that on reddit I started to follow different subreddits and got impressed by the huge community of edging and denial. I wanted to try it again and be like those girls who, in a way, inspired me. This time the plan was clear in my head, I was aiming for one week of denial. But as you might guess, it didn't work as expected and even if I was starting to do my first edges. Which was asking me a lot of effort but with the help of toys... Because yes, weirdly as it can sound, the tools that made my orgasms easier to access were also in fact great tools to deny myself. Way easier to pull away a vibe than my fingers. But I felt like hitting the first barrier. I was maybe managing edging for a few hours, just the time for the roleplay. On the best days maybe until evening but I was sticking with my habitual morning and good night orgasms... And that's a routine that I could hardly break. (One important thing here, and I'm a bit upset about myself now, is that I didn't see my own progression here. I was still very frustrated to not achieve my goals and I was aiming higher than I could handle. Instead I may be happy about the current results.)

Meeting my Goddess

I was stuck in that loop for a couple of months until I met the woman that changed me. That opened my eyes and made me see things differently. It was my first time getting involved with a woman, actually someone that could better understand me and guide me. We started as roleplay partners, but after just 24 hours we decided to become Mistress and submissive. And one of my biggest wish and request to her was to actually teach me the discipline needed for edging, and being able to delay my pleasure. I knew the reason why I struggled so much was because I just didn't have self-discipline... Setting unreasonable goals also didn't help me much. But what truly worked for me was to have someone as a guide. Someone who knows it well and someone who was able to give me the right tips and motivations when needed.

We started my new denial training setting goals low. And for it, she gave me the best advice that I think I would never forget. The most important thing is to take breaks between edges... We first set it at atleast 3 mins of no touch break. And actually, maybe it was something sounding evident, but for me it wasn't... And it helped me a lot. SO we first tried to hit the 3 days, once we reached it she told me that I should wait 2 more days and that would make her happy... Which well... Maybe my submissive nature saw in that an opportunity to please her... So I made extra efforts for her.... And then only she allowed me to orgasm.... Even if I wanted to keep going to reach the 7 days she told me that it was better to have my orgasm at that moment... And it was making me happy .....

Under My New Boss

For the first time I was really feeling happy and proud about my performance, it was really rewarding to feel that I made her proud and happy. And I think that was the biggest turn in my denial journey. And that's something that actually can be applied to anything. The main issue to me was that I hadn't good goals. Or I was setting it to high, or I didn't know when I had to be proud of myself, etc... And actually, having someone that gave me that purpose and goal was excellent.

Now don't get me wrong, it wasn't easier for that reason. It was just different. I still made mistakes, I would always remember the first time that I pissed of my Mistress because of failing my denial. She punished me, she was upset, I was feeling so much guilty and bad, I really understood the consequences of it. And at the same time we talked together, we highlighted what went wrong (the fact that I didn't respect well the breaks) and then we started again. Failure isn't necessary bad, I'm even a strong believer now that we need to fail so we can better learn from our mistakes. Instead of being down and depressed about it. And that's what we worked on for the next months, I worked and improved my technique like in many other things in life actually. Of course the feeling of failure was still something hard to digest for me, but I learned to even like the punishments (because not gonna lie, but it's sexy as fuck), which built in me a strong masochist persona. And so we slowly started to gradually increase but still aiming for little progress. It's totally unrealistic to go from 3 days of denial to a year, like how it's impossible to learn any skills in just 10mins. In other words, making errors is important, but learning from them is even more important.

Denied Life was better

After a few weeks of getting used to denial and slowly starting to accept my new reality, I started to see the benefits of denial over myself. I think it helped me a lot on many points starting with discipline. One of my biggest lack and where I often was doing things more by automatism, well now I started to be more constant in my life. I started to dare setting to myself new objectives like having more regularity in gym, aiming and determine myself for work, or even enjoy other things. I think this is related to this dopamine regulation, it's very hard to escape from it once we're used to an active orgasm lifestyle, but I really think that it's actually very healthy to find the balance between too much and nothing. I don't say that orgasms are necessarily bad, but if we can replace them by something better than why not. And with some determination and help, in a couple of months I started to achieve the balance that felt like the best for me. I started to be back productive at work, I was feeling like much more boosted in my activities and my mood was really lightened. And from denial there's an extra variable to the equation, actually horniness is one of the most direct consequence of denial and oh godness how good it feels. The feeling of constant horniness driving me had a lot of benefits. Being more open minded, more determined, being sluttier, etc.... For me at least it was a lot of benefits ! At this point my record was around a month of denial in total.

A Steel prison and a prisoner

Months went by and I continued to progress at my own pace, but for my 1 year anniversary with my Domme I wanted to hit high. That's why I acquired my very first chastity belt to surprise her and it only made wonders in my denial journey and it impacted it in a very good way. It was a subject that we discussed about it a lot and it was something that we both were in. But we clearly didn't expect how it will change our vision of denial, especially for me. In a way we suppressed what for many is the reason why they can't take their denial long like me, and I'm talking about edging. Edging is a very good way to become horny on the moment. In a sort it's like instantaneous pleasure, but here it's more appropriate to talk about instantaneous frustration^^. With chastity we decided to almost drop the idea of edging, which might feel like the "easy" path or the more frustrating one. Because it's true that at first chastity doesn't provide much effect, feels like frustrating at the begging... But it's nothing compared to what comes next. The simple feeling of not being able to relieve that ache whenever getting horny is the most frustrating part, because you just can't get rid of this feeling and that makes my dumb denied girl brain even more frustrated and so over, like an indefinite loop. Honestly at first we started the denial with little in head, we didn't have any goal in mind because we still wanted that I accommodate with the belt first.... But let's say that it went way better than we expected, I immediately loved the belt and in a few weeks I got very comfortable with it and even started to progressively wear it outside and during my sleep.

Fast promotion from Rookie to Pro

As the chastity exploration went super well, my Goddess decided to push it a bit more and try to see what were the limits of it. So she started to tease me around the 40th day, where I thought I was soon going to have relief because of my good behavior, that we it would be "funny" if we hit the 3 digits for denial. At first it started as a joke and a teasing from her, and I was terrified by the idea and wasn't sure if I could handle so much... But I couldn't deny that the idea of it made me horny and I wasn't against the idea. She continued to use it as a teasing for a few days before she clearly imposed it as the next milestone. And how to say, at first I wasn't believing it and I was a bit scared about it because it was almost the double of what I was used to by the past. 100 days was more than 3 months of denial and well. I knew long term denial was one of our goals and that it would make both of us super happy if I could do it. And at the same time I was scared. On the other hand, I had a new ally which well was a big help for me. And that's when I understood that I have to see the chastity belt more like an ally and not enemy.

Me and my chastity against my urges

At the same time, it was starting to be a rough period for me. Started to had some problems that I prefer not talking here, and that started to highly impact my work and motivation. And normally here is the moment where I usually start messing up and touching myself without paying attention and have my orgasms... But whenever I was doing that, I felt back the feeling of metal between my legs and it was in a sort a blessing. During this time, it was really hard to not even touch my pussy. I had to start to learn living without it and it makes a lot of echo with what happened in the past. Where before I was a dopamine junkie, here I was in a way detoxing myself from it. And that made a lot of good for me. Day after day, things got harder. My Goddess didn't stop teasing me with more and more porn, while I was getting more and more aroused. I was getting so desperate for some relief and I was really happy that the belt was stopping myself from touching myself despite me trying everything to pass through it. I was humping like a horny doggy, I tried using my vibe on the belt which was a failure, I was starting to constantly play with my nipples as it was one of the last way to pleasure and relief myself... It made me in a much easier way slutty things like wearing my belt without panties under a skirt. It also made me explore a lot more the other available holes, I started to love the pleasure from anal and even made a huge progress in that. Started to wear plugs much more often and even starting to fuck myself anally which was giving me so much denial pleasure. All this really shaped my way of thinking in another way. Where before being horny made me have orgasms and ruining my mood and motivation for the day, here the horniness started to be positive when coupled with denial. And that's something that I'm happy that I learned about myself. Through this denial, my pussy got contact, but only to whip her, using a wartenberg wheel on it or pump her... While my butthole got all the pleasure. And I'm very happy because from being afraid of anal, I became an anal only slut !

The Grand finale (Ruined + Orgasm)

After 104 days, after spending a great day and not having any guess about what will come for me during the evening. It was a special day for me and my Goddess so I prepared for her some surprises for when she's coming back from home. She enjoyed them very much and that's when she surprised me back because i wasn't expecting anything from her and she told me to fetch some toys. She granted me to remove my chastity belt and she made me wear a ball gag, clippers on my tits and using vibrating anal beads and vibrator wand on my pussy. She allowed me to edge multiple times for the first time and it asked me a lot of control to not orgasm. It was really really hard and I was so sensitive from the whole denial. I was a very noisy slut and my pussy was dripping wet, drooling all over my body and the vibe actually got out of battery. So I had a little naughty idea and asked my Goddess if I could take both of my didlos. She agreed and I went quickly to fetch them and removed the beads, I was almost edging just by pulling them out. I was just closer and closer at each edge and I was taking seconds to just edge. For the 2 last edges, I was for the first time taking a double penetration. The feeling was so intense and once done my Goddess told me to ruin them.... Yes, I write it well... I had to ruin my orgasm after so much build up and beating my 3 digits milestone... I tried my best to drive myself over the edge and put my hands totally away. The ruined orgasm felt so strong and I actually squirted a bit, it was a really intense and after a few minutes of being calmed down... She told me that she wasn't satisfied about it... So she made me have a proper orgasm just after it and it was still very explosive 🫠

... Thanks you for having read my post, edging and denial definitely changed myself in a good way and I hope this post could help and give naughty ideas to some of you. Some parts of the post got written before knowing that I will have an orgasm and some after the final day, I also want to thank my Goddess for having helped me with writing this post. Thank you again for reading and see you soon 💙 !

> Hello dear redditors, finally crossed an important milestone in my denial and wanted to share it with you all in hope that it could help some Denied subs, satisfy horny gooners and all others who are simply interested in it (warning, lot of yapping 😅 ).

Cheap Thrills of a Dopamine Junkie

So everything started for me back in 2024, I was in my second year of my university studies and to be completely fair I wasn't at my best. I was at a period of my life where everything seemed very complicated for me due to some past events and I was in a pretty much bad lifestyle. There were a lot of things going wrong and I was trying my best to put tape here and there to hide my lacks and it was really hard for me. I wasn't the best student, I was spending all my time doing two main things... Working until exhaustion or gooning and having orgasms like I was drinking water. As soon as I was finished with playing with myself, I went back to work and the cycle continued for days and nights. And orgasms were that tape, it was making me maybe for the first time achieving my goals... But at the same time without really noticing it at first, I was exhausting myself harder. The shoot of dopamine that orgasms brought me was in a way my only reason to actually do things. And whenever I wasn't able to masturbate, because of other necessities or even just because my body was exhausted from it. I now can really say it without pride that at that moment, orgasms were a sort of drug for me. I just wanted more and more of them.... Maybe today I was having 2... but then the next day it was 3... then 4... And this all along the week until starting to be a cycle that wasn't sufficient for me anymore... And where a simple orgasm was far from being enough dopamine for me... And my brain just requested more and more....

Stuck in an Endless Loop

I was waking up with porn, I was eating porn, after classes I was consuming porn... During the shower I was gooning, after work I was once again gooning... And all over and over... And that made me feel that wasn't enough anymore... That's when I started to have the help of some sextoys. They were my first collection of toys and it added another layer of simplicity. Orgasms were now so much easier to achieve and it wasn't for the best. The amount of dopamine my brain was requesting each day was growing and we all know that too much pleasure kills the pleasure. And that's exactly what I was starting to feel... It was starting to depress me to be the one I was and it was just feeding other feelings like insecurities.

Came across a New world

The first time I read about "edging", it was an abstract concept for me... Even after watching some porn of it I was still not sure about it. And that's when I dropped the idea of it... I got back to my routine and abandoned the idea of even understanding it.... But the idea of it never left my mind I guess because it was still making me very curious. The first time I tried to stop myself right before orgasm felt so much frustrating for me that right after it I touched myself again and had my orgasm.... And in a way I was disappointed in myself... Because those little milliseconds when I stopped touching myself really felt... Amazing... And the orgasm was... meh it was a habit now. But the next day I tried again... It was inevitably a failure... This continued for few weeks... I really didn't have the best control and the best self-discipline and it was even more frustrating to fail at such an easy looking task... And I guess it's where I got a bit depressed about seeing how much I don't control my own body. My own wants. My own urges... Around the same time I got fascinated about roleplay. At first it was just video games roleplay, online with people... I did my own research and I discovered reddit. A place where people actually like doing Roleplay.

New world, New Toys but same Dopamine Junkie

With roleplay I found new things that I enjoy, like the fact that I enjoy being submissive in my scenarios. Also I could discover many of my kinks in that way. But here came the big issue that was really bothering me and my roleplay partners. I was getting super aroused and excited that whenever I was doing such a kinky and erotic roleplay. I can't edge for long and I ended up cumming quite fast... And the issue with that is that it killed my mood and often I was unfortunately ending the roleplay and couldn't continue it. In a way it allowed me to regulate myself, but on the other hand I was disappointing my partners. That combined with the fact that on reddit I started to follow different subreddits and got impressed by the huge community of edging and denial. I wanted to try it again and be like those girls who, in a way, inspired me. This time the plan was clear in my head, I was aiming for one week of denial. But as you might guess, it didn't work as expected and even if I was starting to do my first edges. Which was asking me a lot of effort but with the help of toys... Because yes, weirdly as it can sound, the tools that made my orgasms easier to access were also in fact great tools to deny myself. Way easier to pull away a vibe than my fingers. But I felt like hitting the first barrier. I was maybe managing edging for a few hours, just the time for the roleplay. On the best days maybe until evening but I was sticking with my habitual morning and good night orgasms... And that's a routine that I could hardly break. (One important thing here, and I'm a bit upset about myself now, is that I didn't see my own progression here. I was still very frustrated to not achieve my goals and I was aiming higher than I could handle. Instead I may be happy about the current results.)

Meeting my Goddess

I was stuck in that loop for a couple of months until I met the woman that changed me. That opened my eyes and made me see things differently. It was my first time getting involved with a woman, actually someone that could better understand me and guide me. We started as roleplay partners, but after just 24 hours we decided to become Mistress and submissive. And one of my biggest wish and request to her was to actually teach me the discipline needed for edging, and being able to delay my pleasure. I knew the reason why I struggled so much was because I just didn't have self-discipline... Setting unreasonable goals also didn't help me much. But what truly worked for me was to have someone as a guide. Someone who knows it well and someone who was able to give me the right tips and motivations when needed.

We started my new denial training setting goals low. And for it, she gave me the best advice that I think I would never forget. The most important thing is to take breaks between edges... We first set it at atleast 3 mins of no touch break. And actually, maybe it was something sounding evident, but for me it wasn't... And it helped me a lot. SO we first tried to hit the 3 days, once we reached it she told me that I should wait 2 more days and that would make her happy... Which well... Maybe my submissive nature saw in that an opportunity to please her... So I made extra efforts for her.... And then only she allowed me to orgasm.... Even if I wanted to keep going to reach the 7 days she told me that it was better to have my orgasm at that moment... And it was making me happy .....

Under My New Boss

For the first time I was really feeling happy and proud about my performance, it was really rewarding to feel that I made her proud and happy. And I think that was the biggest turn in my denial journey. And that's something that actually can be applied to anything. The main issue to me was that I hadn't good goals. Or I was setting it to high, or I didn't know when I had to be proud of myself, etc... And actually, having someone that gave me that purpose and goal was excellent.

Now don't get me wrong, it wasn't easier for that reason. It was just different. I still made mistakes, I would always remember the first time that I pissed of my Mistress because of failing my denial. She punished me, she was upset, I was feeling so much guilty and bad, I really understood the consequences of it. And at the same time we talked together, we highlighted what went wrong (the fact that I didn't respect well the breaks) and then we started again. Failure isn't necessary bad, I'm even a strong believer now that we need to fail so we can better learn from our mistakes. Instead of being down and depressed about it. And that's what we worked on for the next months, I worked and improved my technique like in many other things in life actually. Of course the feeling of failure was still something hard to digest for me, but I learned to even like the punishments (because not gonna lie, but it's sexy as fuck), which built in me a strong masochist persona. And so we slowly started to gradually increase but still aiming for little progress. It's totally unrealistic to go from 3 days of denial to a year, like how it's impossible to learn any skills in just 10mins. In other words, making errors is important, but learning from them is even more important.

Denied Life was better

After a few weeks of getting used to denial and slowly starting to accept my new reality, I started to see the benefits of denial over myself. I think it helped me a lot on many points starting with discipline. One of my biggest lack and where I often was doing things more by automatism, well now I started to be more constant in my life. I started to dare setting to myself new objectives like having more regularity in gym, aiming and determine myself for work, or even enjoy other things. I think this is related to this dopamine regulation, it's very hard to escape from it once we're used to an active orgasm lifestyle, but I really think that it's actually very healthy to find the balance between too much and nothing. I don't say that orgasms are necessarily bad, but if we can replace them by something better than why not. And with some determination and help, in a couple of months I started to achieve the balance that felt like the best for me. I started to be back productive at work, I was feeling like much more boosted in my activities and my mood was really lightened. And from denial there's an extra variable to the equation, actually horniness is one of the most direct consequence of denial and oh godness how good it feels. The feeling of constant horniness driving me had a lot of benefits. Being more open minded, more determined, being sluttier, etc.... For me at least it was a lot of benefits ! At this point my record was around a month of denial in total.

A Steel prison and a prisoner

Months went by and I continued to progress at my own pace, but for my 1 year anniversary with my Domme I wanted to hit high. That's why I acquired my very first chastity belt to surprise her and it only made wonders in my denial journey and it impacted it in a very good way. It was a subject that we discussed about it a lot and it was something that we both were in. But we clearly didn't expect how it will change our vision of denial, especially for me. In a way we suppressed what for many is the reason why they can't take their denial long like me, and I'm talking about edging. Edging is a very good way to become horny on the moment. In a sort it's like instantaneous pleasure, but here it's more appropriate to talk about instantaneous frustration^^. With chastity we decided to almost drop the idea of edging, which might feel like the "easy" path or the more frustrating one. Because it's true that at first chastity doesn't provide much effect, feels like frustrating at the begging... But it's nothing compared to what comes next. The simple feeling of not being able to relieve that ache whenever getting horny is the most frustrating part, because you just can't get rid of this feeling and that makes my dumb denied girl brain even more frustrated and so over, like an indefinite loop. Honestly at first we started the denial with little in head, we didn't have any goal in mind because we still wanted that I accommodate with the belt first.... But let's say that it went way better than we expected, I immediately loved the belt and in a few weeks I got very comfortable with it and even started to progressively wear it outside and during my sleep.

Fast promotion from Rookie to Pro

As the chastity exploration went super well, my Goddess decided to push it a bit more and try to see what were the limits of it. So she started to tease me around the 40th day, where I thought I was soon going to have relief because of my good behavior, that we it would be "funny" if we hit the 3 digits for denial. At first it started as a joke and a teasing from her, and I was terrified by the idea and wasn't sure if I could handle so much... But I couldn't deny that the idea of it made me horny and I wasn't against the idea. She continued to use it as a teasing for a few days before she clearly imposed it as the next milestone. And how to say, at first I wasn't believing it and I was a bit scared about it because it was almost the double of what I was used to by the past. 100 days was more than 3 months of denial and well. I knew long term denial was one of our goals and that it would make both of us super happy if I could do it. And at the same time I was scared. On the other hand, I had a new ally which well was a big help for me. And that's when I understood that I have to see the chastity belt more like an ally and not enemy.

Me and my chastity against my urges

At the same time, it was starting to be a rough period for me. Started to had some problems that I prefer not talking here, and that started to highly impact my work and motivation. And normally here is the moment where I usually start messing up and touching myself without paying attention and have my orgasms... But whenever I was doing that, I felt back the feeling of metal between my legs and it was in a sort a blessing. During this time, it was really hard to not even touch my pussy. I had to start to learn living without it and it makes a lot of echo with what happened in the past. Where before I was a dopamine junkie, here I was in a way detoxing myself from it. And that made a lot of good for me. Day after day, things got harder. My Goddess didn't stop teasing me with more and more porn, while I was getting more and more aroused. I was getting so desperate for some relief and I was really happy that the belt was stopping myself from touching myself despite me trying everything to pass through it. I was humping like a horny doggy, I tried using my vibe on the belt which was a failure, I was starting to constantly play with my nipples as it was one of the last way to pleasure and relief myself... It made me in a much easier way slutty things like wearing my belt without panties under a skirt. It also made me explore a lot more the other available holes, I started to love the pleasure from anal and even made a huge progress in that. Started to wear plugs much more often and even starting to fuck myself anally which was giving me so much denial pleasure. All this really shaped my way of thinking in another way. Where before being horny made me have orgasms and ruining my mood and motivation for the day, here the horniness started to be positive when coupled with denial. And that's something that I'm happy that I learned about myself. Through this denial, my pussy got contact, but only to whip her, using a wartenberg wheel on it or pump her... While my butthole got all the pleasure. And I'm very happy because from being afraid of anal, I became an anal only slut !

The Grand finale (Ruined + Orgasm)

After 104 days, after spending a great day and not having any guess about what will come for me during the evening. It was a special day for me and my Goddess so I prepared for her some surprises for when she's coming back from home. She enjoyed them very much and that's when she surprised me back because i wasn't expecting anything from her and she told me to fetch some toys. She granted me to remove my chastity belt and she made me wear a ball gag, clippers on my tits and using vibrating anal beads and vibrator wand on my pussy. She allowed me to edge multiple times for the first time and it asked me a lot of control to not orgasm. It was really really hard and I was so sensitive from the whole denial. I was a very noisy slut and my pussy was dripping wet, drooling all over my body and the vibe actually got out of battery. So I had a little naughty idea and asked my Goddess if I could take both of my didlos. She agreed and I went quickly to fetch them and removed the beads, I was almost edging just by pulling them out. I was just closer and closer at each edge and I was taking seconds to just edge. For the 2 last edges, I was for the first time taking a double penetration. The feeling was so intense and once done my Goddess told me to ruin them.... Yes, I write it well... I had to ruin my orgasm after so much build up and beating my 3 digits milestone... I tried my best to drive myself over the edge and put my hands totally away. The ruined orgasm felt so strong and I actually squirted a bit, it was a really intense and after a few minutes of being calmed down... She told me that she wasn't satisfied about it... So she made me have a proper orgasm just after it and it was still very explosive 🫠

... Thanks you for having read my post, edging and denial definitely changed myself in a good way and I hope this post could help and give naughty ideas to some of you. Some parts of the post got written before knowing that I will have an orgasm and some after the final day, I also want to thank my Goddess for having helped me with writing this post. Thank you again for reading and see you soon 💙 !

> Hello redditors, this post will talk about one of the best and funniest day I had since a while... My first time exploring the ABDL kink in depth !

How it started 🤔

Everything started one day, just casually talking with my domme and spending some quality time together. Nothing much special and we were just thinking about maybe doing another little weekend in abdl dynamic as it was a long time since we didn't do it. But that's when she started to share an idea that intrigued me at first but I directly enjoyed it. We started to talk together about making things more interesting and if I was okay with it, we would try to go in full regression for once. As usually I continue to do my normal adult stuff while we do our special dynamic, but the idea was to strip even those causalities and try for once acting really like a kid. We started to think about it and honestly I was so surprised in her investment in it. I was really happy to see how much my domme was enjoying the idea of it and how eager we both was about it. She started to make a set of rules for it and a schedule and the more and more we were planning it the more I was excited and it made me so horny ! We decided to do it during the next weekend which let us time to prepare every little details of it. She asked me questions like what I was liking to eat as a child and things like that... Which brought some funny questions to my parents to ask them that 😂 . And so everything was prepared Friday, from the meals to making sure that no one would try to reach me because... She made me block all the apps on my phone with just few little exceptions. Friday evening I got diapered, twin braided my hair and went to sleep with a bottle of tiddy milk 🍼 and went to sleep not too late because the day of tomorrow was announced to be a tiring one for a babygirl 👧

The morning 🌞

In the morning, I woke up just a bit later than what mommy had planned to but nothing very bad. The first thing I did for my Mommy is praying to her. And sipped some water like a good girl staying hydrated, Mommy always tell me how important it is to regularly sip down water. After having brushed my teeth my mommy was finally back and I've told her that I had a big napie.. She was very happy and wished me a good morning. Mommy's soliders have kept me very safe (plushies) and I really had one of the best sleep of my life. But my bladder was feeling really really heavy so at that moment I let it all go and I've wet my diaper and told it to my mommy. She comforted me and reassured me telling that's it's all normal and I should be empty my bladder without worries whenever I feel the need of it. After that I started to eat my crambled eggs... Mommy was keeping telling me that I say it wrong but... isn't it "crambled eggs" the right way of telling it ? Anyway it was really good and just after mommy told me that her tiddy were full of milk and I was so thirsty for them. I got back in my crib (bed) and mommy fed me with her tiddy letting me drink milk like a good little girl. By that time I really stopped had any thoughts like an adult, and honestly it felt amazing after a hard week full of work, my only worries were to be with my mommy and do everything she tells me to do. I had to think about anything else, it was really a full reset of my mind and it made me so calm. I spent a few minutes drinking mommy's milk and staying calm and telling her how much I lake her 💙 After all that, we had 1 hour without any activities planned so mommy asked me if I wanted to play a little game and I really wanted it ! She made me watch The animal dance from CoCoMelon... At first she asked me to watch it 3 times and she asked me what was my favorite animal. It was the kitty of course 🐱 ! And she explained me the rules. I should keep it playing in the background and do the same animal dance and whenever mommy says Freeze🥶 I should freeze and stay in the exact same position until she releases me. We played two rounds with mommy before she gave me a little break and I was thirsty so mommy let me sip some more milk but then my tummy was feeling so full so she let me rub it while saying that "Mommy's milk is the tastiest one". I was having so much fun doing the animal dance and playing that game with my mommy. It was really making me giggle and it was feeling so good to do such things... I was really feeling truly happy. Then Mommy told me to move and shaky my bubbly ass and we played the 3rd and last round of it. I was really enjoying it and I wanted to play more of it but the new activity came and we have to stop the animal dance. Mommy told me to write in my journal 📖 about how was the morning so far and after that it was **sketchies time ✏️ **. I took the drawing book and the color pencils mommy bought me and started to open it. I told mommy that I wanted to color the kitty and she laughed saying that I really like kitties. I said that kitties are so cute and Mommy have told me that she has one as well. I wanted to see her so badly but mommy said I will only see her when I'll grow up... I'm not sure why Mommy said that but I guess that's her choice. She told me to focus coloring now so that's what I did. I started to color the kitty in white and grey. I was coloring the kitty while hugging my elephant plushie and with my diaper being wet. Mommy selected blue and orange colors as well and I was coloring for an hour. The munching time came after it and mommy fed me with cubes of cumcumber and carrots. They were so good and I loved the munchy time. Mommy asked me if her babygirls enjoys veggies and I nodded very much. She told me that I should eat them more frequently to grow strong just like Mommy. I want to be like Mommy ! Mommy reminded me that I should regularly sip some water to stay hydrated and I should drink more water and pee without worries. Mommy is so kind and she knows so much what's the best for her girl afterall ! Mommy reminded me of her rules and to be a good girl and update regularly my journal and after that mommy went to sleep as she was a bit tired...

The Afternoon 🌥️

Around 12:30pm, I started to play with my plushies. I played mommy and daddy with both of them. Mister Elephant was the daddy while Stella (from paw patrols) was the mommy. I spent around an hour playing with them and trying my best to entertain myself because the next activity was lunch time and I had time to kill. Nothing very much to say here, just a girl playing with her plushies. But I didn't expect that my Mommy woke up 15mins before my lunch time. I was so happy to see her and I started to explain her what I was playing with plushies. She also asked me why I didn't say "Miss" for Stella and learned me about gender equality and how important it is. It was maybe a bit complicate to understand it fully but if Mommy says then it's surely better like that ! The lunch time 🍝 arrived and mommy told me that her babygirl didn't know yet how to use a spoon or a fork so I had to eat my pasta with my hands. It made me super dirty of tomato sauce but it was quite funny and it felt quite.... I wouldn't say normal... but different ! It took me a long time to finish my pasta and my tummy was soo full when I finished it. Mommy "helped me" with cleaning and washing my hands after it and she went back to sleep. While I needed to find new things to do because it was another span of time where nothing was planned. I went back continuing my sketchies and coloring in my bed laying on my tummy and swinging back and forth my legs and huggy my Stella plushy. While I was coloring I again had the need of emptying my bladder again. But it was maybe the time of too much because after a few minutes of having done my pee pee. I started to feel my diaper leaking on the bed. I have informed my Mommy about it but she was of course sleeping so I had to wait a bit more, at least it wasn't urgent yet. At 3 o'clock, the Wiggle giggle time came and I got ready for it. Mommy prepared for me a 30mins sport session with 2 youtube video for kids to follow. It was very funny to do it as my diappie was fully and I could feel it while moving. I tried to follow it as better as I could because I want to make mommy proud of her babygirl. It was also very funny and it brought a fresh air because I was starting to get a bit bored... There's surprisingly not much things a baby could do other than playing and waiting for her mommy 😇 . I became all sweaty and a bit exhausted after the sport and after drinking a bit of water I peed again in my diapie and it started to get urgent to change it... Fortunately after another few minutes my Mommy woke up and when I told her how leaky my diaper was she told me to bring the wipes and a new diapie.

Mommy removed my diaper and cleaned my kitty with the cold wet wipes. It sends chills down my spine and it was feeling a bit weird when mommy cleaned my kitty... Even if mommy always tells me to never touch my kitty and that she's the only one that can do it ! Funningly Mommy dozed off again so I ended up putting back my diaper myself like a good and big girl !

Between 4 and 5 pm, mommy let me watching cartoons while eating my snackies. Mommy has prepared for me some boiled broccoli and another bottle of tiddy milk. I had fun watching funny cartoons like Tom & Jerry and while eating my snackies and then I watched the Paw Patrol drinking the tiddy milk of mommy while hugging my Stella plushie. It was a more peaceful time but I enjoyed it very much and it made me smile very much.

The evening 🌃

The evening came and I was starting to feel a bit sleepy. At 5 o'clock, I started a little tea party with my plushies and it was quite funny. Even if the babygirl was starting yawing much and I was half closing my eyes. Still I was having fun and I prepared some "imaginary" marshmallow tea and chocolade tea. In the middle of it Mommy woke up again and asked if she could join the party. Of course I invited Mommy to the tea party and she's anyways always invited for it. I gave a cup of tea to Mommy and she choose some marshmallow tea. Mommy said that it was super yummy and she finished it very quickly so I poured some more to Mommy. Mommy was enjoying the tea party and it made me very happy girl. We resumed the party and Miss Stella was talking about the weather and how a sunny day it is. I asked mommy if she wanted to be her friend. So I made the introduction and everything was going very well. We talked a bit about how it was going and everything was going super well and I was enjoying everything !

The tea party ended and it was time for the next activity which was going to be exhausting but also one of the best of the day. Mommy called it the "shake & cake" time which is a very funny name. Mommy planned a bunch of songs like "Babyshark" or "Wheels on the bus" for me and I had to shake my bum and dance on them. It was super funny and it made me gigle a bunch. Especially the funny songs Mommy has prepared for me which were really funny. I did that for around 30mins before being able to watch for another 30mins some cartoons and mommy gave me a few marshmallows because I was a good girl. I was super thirsty from my shake & cake time so I drunk a lot of water which made me pee pee again. But in someway the feeling of peeing in my diaper was getting more and more normal and comfortable to just let my kitty being in that pee pee... Mommy had right, it feels so safe to be in the diaper without any worries. At 8pm, the dinnie time came and I ate the smashed potatoes and meat that Mommy has prepared for me. It was super yummy. Even if I became a bit dirty it was tasting so good and I eat so well. It was really so good to eat mommies food and she has made it with all her love. Meanwhile mommy got busy so i was just following the schedule. After eating it was time for the "pampered patrol", for 15mins I was crawling in the house in my diaper making sure that everything was going well and safe. Again, but it's such an amazing feeling having the pee feeling in the diaper. After having finished the patrol I went back to doing some sketchies 🎨. Mommy told me that I could draw me with Mommy. So that's what I did, I drew mommy and me with a balloon and a house. With the sun and rain and a rainbow ! But in the middle of the coloring I dozed off and left some drool over the sheet. Fortunately it didn't ruined it and that was all mattering. I woke up a few hours later and mommy was there. Mommy said that it was my first drawing of us so I should sign it "Cutiepie Livia" and keep it in a safe place. Mommy started to praise her babygirl for everything what she did today and I was so happy that mommy was so proud of me. Mommy made me rub my tummy again and it really was making me very happy about it..... And after that we just spent a few more moments together before mommy giving me tiddy milk again and falling asleep... With a big smile over my lips 😊

Acknowledgments 🙏

Thanks you for having read until here, I know it's a very long post but I couldn't find any way how to make it shorter... And in any case even if I could, I wanted to keep it as true and as faithful as it happened. So big thanks for all the sweethearts who read it until here, you have my eternal thanks. I also wanted to thank my domme who has just made an amazing job during the whole day but also for all the support she is giving me since the beginning. Also without her this post wouldn't have seen day. And without forgetting all the people that are following my posts and that give reviews over it....

Thanks you 3000 times, and I hope from bottom hearth to be back soon 💙

> Hello redditors, this post will talk about one of the best and funniest day I had since a while... My first time exploring the ABDL kink in depth !

How it started 🤔

Everything started one day, just casually talking with my domme and spending some quality time together. Nothing much special and we were just thinking about maybe doing another little weekend in abdl dynamic as it was a long time since we didn't do it. But that's when she started to share an idea that intrigued me at first but I directly enjoyed it. We started to talk together about making things more interesting and if I was okay with it, we would try to go in full regression for once. As usually I continue to do my normal adult stuff while we do our special dynamic, but the idea was to strip even those causalities and try for once acting really like a kid. We started to think about it and honestly I was so surprised in her investment in it. I was really happy to see how much my domme was enjoying the idea of it and how eager we both was about it. She started to make a set of rules for it and a schedule and the more and more we were planning it the more I was excited and it made me so horny ! We decided to do it during the next weekend which let us time to prepare every little details of it. She asked me questions like what I was liking to eat as a child and things like that... Which brought some funny questions to my parents to ask them that 😂 . And so everything was prepared Friday, from the meals to making sure that no one would try to reach me because... She made me block all the apps on my phone with just few little exceptions. Friday evening I got diapered, twin braided my hair and went to sleep with a bottle of tiddy milk 🍼 and went to sleep not too late because the day of tomorrow was announced to be a tiring one for a babygirl 👧

The morning 🌞

In the morning, I woke up just a bit later than what mommy had planned to but nothing very bad. The first thing I did for my Mommy is praying to her. And sipped some water like a good girl staying hydrated, Mommy always tell me how important it is to regularly sip down water. After having brushed my teeth my mommy was finally back and I've told her that I had a big napie.. She was very happy and wished me a good morning. Mommy's soliders have kept me very safe (plushies) and I really had one of the best sleep of my life. But my bladder was feeling really really heavy so at that moment I let it all go and I've wet my diaper and told it to my mommy. She comforted me and reassured me telling that's it's all normal and I should be empty my bladder without worries whenever I feel the need of it. After that I started to eat my crambled eggs... Mommy was keeping telling me that I say it wrong but... isn't it "crambled eggs" the right way of telling it ? Anyway it was really good and just after mommy told me that her tiddy were full of milk and I was so thirsty for them. I got back in my crib (bed) and mommy fed me with her tiddy letting me drink milk like a good little girl. By that time I really stopped had any thoughts like an adult, and honestly it felt amazing after a hard week full of work, my only worries were to be with my mommy and do everything she tells me to do. I had to think about anything else, it was really a full reset of my mind and it made me so calm. I spent a few minutes drinking mommy's milk and staying calm and telling her how much I lake her 💙 After all that, we had 1 hour without any activities planned so mommy asked me if I wanted to play a little game and I really wanted it ! She made me watch The animal dance from CoCoMelon... At first she asked me to watch it 3 times and she asked me what was my favorite animal. It was the kitty of course 🐱 ! And she explained me the rules. I should keep it playing in the background and do the same animal dance and whenever mommy says Freeze🥶 I should freeze and stay in the exact same position until she releases me. We played two rounds with mommy before she gave me a little break and I was thirsty so mommy let me sip some more milk but then my tummy was feeling so full so she let me rub it while saying that "Mommy's milk is the tastiest one". I was having so much fun doing the animal dance and playing that game with my mommy. It was really making me giggle and it was feeling so good to do such things... I was really feeling truly happy. Then Mommy told me to move and shaky my bubbly ass and we played the 3rd and last round of it. I was really enjoying it and I wanted to play more of it but the new activity came and we have to stop the animal dance. Mommy told me to write in my journal 📖 about how was the morning so far and after that it was **sketchies time ✏️ **. I took the drawing book and the color pencils mommy bought me and started to open it. I told mommy that I wanted to color the kitty and she laughed saying that I really like kitties. I said that kitties are so cute and Mommy have told me that she has one as well. I wanted to see her so badly but mommy said I will only see her when I'll grow up... I'm not sure why Mommy said that but I guess that's her choice. She told me to focus coloring now so that's what I did. I started to color the kitty in white and grey. I was coloring the kitty while hugging my elephant plushie and with my diaper being wet. Mommy selected blue and orange colors as well and I was coloring for an hour. The munching time came after it and mommy fed me with cubes of cumcumber and carrots. They were so good and I loved the munchy time. Mommy asked me if her babygirls enjoys veggies and I nodded very much. She told me that I should eat them more frequently to grow strong just like Mommy. I want to be like Mommy ! Mommy reminded me that I should regularly sip some water to stay hydrated and I should drink more water and pee without worries. Mommy is so kind and she knows so much what's the best for her girl afterall ! Mommy reminded me of her rules and to be a good girl and update regularly my journal and after that mommy went to sleep as she was a bit tired...

The Afternoon 🌥️

Around 12:30pm, I started to play with my plushies. I played mommy and daddy with both of them. Mister Elephant was the daddy while Stella (from paw patrols) was the mommy. I spent around an hour playing with them and trying my best to entertain myself because the next activity was lunch time and I had time to kill. Nothing very much to say here, just a girl playing with her plushies. But I didn't expect that my Mommy woke up 15mins before my lunch time. I was so happy to see her and I started to explain her what I was playing with plushies. She also asked me why I didn't say "Miss" for Stella and learned me about gender equality and how important it is. It was maybe a bit complicate to understand it fully but if Mommy says then it's surely better like that ! The lunch time 🍝 arrived and mommy told me that her babygirl didn't know yet how to use a spoon or a fork so I had to eat my pasta with my hands. It made me super dirty of tomato sauce but it was quite funny and it felt quite.... I wouldn't say normal... but different ! It took me a long time to finish my pasta and my tummy was soo full when I finished it. Mommy "helped me" with cleaning and washing my hands after it and she went back to sleep. While I needed to find new things to do because it was another span of time where nothing was planned. I went back continuing my sketchies and coloring in my bed laying on my tummy and swinging back and forth my legs and huggy my Stella plushy. While I was coloring I again had the need of emptying my bladder again. But it was maybe the time of too much because after a few minutes of having done my pee pee. I started to feel my diaper leaking on the bed. I have informed my Mommy about it but she was of course sleeping so I had to wait a bit more, at least it wasn't urgent yet. At 3 o'clock, the Wiggle giggle time came and I got ready for it. Mommy prepared for me a 30mins sport session with 2 youtube video for kids to follow. It was very funny to do it as my diappie was fully and I could feel it while moving. I tried to follow it as better as I could because I want to make mommy proud of her babygirl. It was also very funny and it brought a fresh air because I was starting to get a bit bored... There's surprisingly not much things a baby could do other than playing and waiting for her mommy 😇 . I became all sweaty and a bit exhausted after the sport and after drinking a bit of water I peed again in my diapie and it started to get urgent to change it... Fortunately after another few minutes my Mommy woke up and when I told her how leaky my diaper was she told me to bring the wipes and a new diapie.

Mommy removed my diaper and cleaned my kitty with the cold wet wipes. It sends chills down my spine and it was feeling a bit weird when mommy cleaned my kitty... Even if mommy always tells me to never touch my kitty and that she's the only one that can do it ! Funningly Mommy dozed off again so I ended up putting back my diaper myself like a good and big girl !

Between 4 and 5 pm, mommy let me watching cartoons while eating my snackies. Mommy has prepared for me some boiled broccoli and another bottle of tiddy milk. I had fun watching funny cartoons like Tom & Jerry and while eating my snackies and then I watched the Paw Patrol drinking the tiddy milk of mommy while hugging my Stella plushie. It was a more peaceful time but I enjoyed it very much and it made me smile very much.

The evening 🌃

The evening came and I was starting to feel a bit sleepy. At 5 o'clock, I started a little tea party with my plushies and it was quite funny. Even if the babygirl was starting yawing much and I was half closing my eyes. Still I was having fun and I prepared some "imaginary" marshmallow tea and chocolade tea. In the middle of it Mommy woke up again and asked if she could join the party. Of course I invited Mommy to the tea party and she's anyways always invited for it. I gave a cup of tea to Mommy and she choose some marshmallow tea. Mommy said that it was super yummy and she finished it very quickly so I poured some more to Mommy. Mommy was enjoying the tea party and it made me very happy girl. We resumed the party and Miss Stella was talking about the weather and how a sunny day it is. I asked mommy if she wanted to be her friend. So I made the introduction and everything was going very well. We talked a bit about how it was going and everything was going super well and I was enjoying everything !

The tea party ended and it was time for the next activity which was going to be exhausting but also one of the best of the day. Mommy called it the "shake & cake" time which is a very funny name. Mommy planned a bunch of songs like "Babyshark" or "Wheels on the bus" for me and I had to shake my bum and dance on them. It was super funny and it made me gigle a bunch. Especially the funny songs Mommy has prepared for me which were really funny. I did that for around 30mins before being able to watch for another 30mins some cartoons and mommy gave me a few marshmallows because I was a good girl. I was super thirsty from my shake & cake time so I drunk a lot of water which made me pee pee again. But in someway the feeling of peeing in my diaper was getting more and more normal and comfortable to just let my kitty being in that pee pee... Mommy had right, it feels so safe to be in the diaper without any worries. At 8pm, the dinnie time came and I ate the smashed potatoes and meat that Mommy has prepared for me. It was super yummy. Even if I became a bit dirty it was tasting so good and I eat so well. It was really so good to eat mommies food and she has made it with all her love. Meanwhile mommy got busy so i was just following the schedule. After eating it was time for the "pampered patrol", for 15mins I was crawling in the house in my diaper making sure that everything was going well and safe. Again, but it's such an amazing feeling having the pee feeling in the diaper. After having finished the patrol I went back to doing some sketchies 🎨. Mommy told me that I could draw me with Mommy. So that's what I did, I drew mommy and me with a balloon and a house. With the sun and rain and a rainbow ! But in the middle of the coloring I dozed off and left some drool over the sheet. Fortunately it didn't ruined it and that was all mattering. I woke up a few hours later and mommy was there. Mommy said that it was my first drawing of us so I should sign it "Cutiepie Livia" and keep it in a safe place. Mommy started to praise her babygirl for everything what she did today and I was so happy that mommy was so proud of me. Mommy made me rub my tummy again and it really was making me very happy about it..... And after that we just spent a few more moments together before mommy giving me tiddy milk again and falling asleep... With a big smile over my lips 😊

Acknowledgments 🙏

Thanks you for having read until here, I know it's a very long post but I couldn't find any way how to make it shorter... And in any case even if I could, I wanted to keep it as true and as faithful as it happened. So big thanks for all the sweethearts who read it until here, you have my eternal thanks. I also wanted to thank my domme who has just made an amazing job during the whole day but also for all the support she is giving me since the beginning. Also without her this post wouldn't have seen day. And without forgetting all the people that are following my posts and that give reviews over it....

Thanks you 3000 times, and I hope from bottom hearth to be back soon 💙