r/bdsmconfessions

We don't do bdsm stuffs that often, especially since both of us have much less time lately due to us being both employed and my gf having health issues. About a week ago I came up to her regarding our sex life, that it does feel like an afterthought lately and kind of a duty to do every day not really like a fun thing we do together? Like literally our sex was lately that right before we go sleep if she felt like she needed to blow off steam i would get her off by fingering and nipple stimulation. Well I told her that I would like it to be more fun like do something that isn't just to relieve a bit of stress but to have fun.

Fast forward to last night and I came earlier from work than her, I showered and I was doing stuff on the computer when she comes in, and after decompressing from work she brings out the rope from our closet and tells me to lay down. She tied me up and kneel above over me having me between her legs. I was really surprised by this since it was literally at least 4 months since we did anything with the rope and also since she dommed. She then blindfolded me and ran her fingers across my tummy and titties, carefully avoiding my nipples of course because she's evil.

Then out of nowhere she gets out of her position, leaving me wondering what's gonna happen next... before putting her armpit in my face, sweaty from days worth of work in the garden centre. Putting my head in a headlock and forcing me in there. I was never like into armpits or anything? I liked her scent kinda but this was out of nowhere really but damn. It felt like my brain was being rewired like her fingers extended into my brainfolds and massaged them uaaah can't really describe the feeling but it was so intense. She then started to play with my nipples, pulling on them and massaging them, everytime I moaned i breathed in more and more of her. It felt like i had an out of body experience at that moment. I guess she waited for me if I'd give her a safe word or something but I didn't consider that a bit.

After about 5-10 mins(although i had a hard time keeping track of time) of nipple stimulation she moved on to my crotch and I was unbelievably drenched. She was as surprised as I was, I don't remember ever being this wet aaaaaaa

It felt really embarrassing but i don't know i guess i have a new kink now :P

This happened a few years ago. Me and my gf were living in a sub/dom relationship and she would regularly use me for her fun and pleasure.

My gf was living together with three friends of hers in one apartment and they held house parties like once a month. One time she wanted to do something risky and decided to tie me to her bed completely naked before the party started. She put a blindfold and noice cancelling earphones on my head and fed me a viagra pill so my dick would be hard at all times even when I’m not aroused. She left the room, just closed her door (she didn’t lock it or anything) and went into the living room to start the party. She later told me that they invited more than 30 people and that the apartment was completely full of people. If even one of them had mistakenly opened her door instead of the toilet which was directly next to her room they would have seen me more helpless and exposed than anyone has ever seen me before🥵

> Hello kinky redditors ! It's been a week since I finished my exams and started back to be horny and focus back on my kinky adventure but what happened was nothing that I could've anticipated 😱

It felt so nice to be back serving my Goddess, of course we were still in touch but quite limited interactions as I was focusing myself on being a good girl and making her proud with having the best grades I could. To reward me for my hard efforts, she have let me have an orgasm before locking me back in chastity and started our new denial period. Still not knowing how much she plans me to keep me locked, but I'm sure it will be much more than my previous 104 days record. Also another specificity of this denial, is that unlike the last one, I wouldn't be on full no touch and she plans to edge me regularly.... It both excites me to know that, I know it will add a lot of fun but I'm also honestly anticipating that it will clearly not be easy at all 😵‍💫

Another thing that is changing and bringing some fresh air is that we are finally going to get into the next phase of my submission, It's been quite a moment since we're talking about it. Everything started with me wanting to get nipples piercings a few month ago, and well finally made my mind about it and that's something I plan to do this summer. And to add a bit of hotness to it, I asked her if she could act like if it was her decisions. All this lead us to a quite hot conversation where you started to compare me to cows and how they also get piercings and how I would become her living livestock. I don't really remember well how things evolved but that's how the idea of being her "slave girl" started to born.

Actually, being her "slave girl" is just like being her submissive (nothing change here) but with a little extra degradation and humiliation I feel like. Also in a way, it's our little way to say that we step and raise another level in it. Since a long time we were talking about TPE (Total Power Exchange) and implemented more ideas through our relationship... Well here's the next level ! And she said in a quite hot way, that the past 15months were just the way of me prove my worth to her and that I'm finally eligible to become her personal slave girl 🥰 .

For now our ideas are mostly based on confort reduction (like sleeping on the floor) or enforcing even more the current money control (I asked her to consider my money as hers 🫣... It's definitely something that turns me on to work only to bring the money to her and she spending "her money" in the ways she wants. And she making me do humiliating tasks to earn even a few pennies 💰) (before getting any comments about it, it's totally done in the most consensual way and something that we trust each other about it, thanks for staying respectful in the comments about this 🙏 )

And OMG, I'm already so horny and excited just by thinking about it 💦 , and that's quite normal... Since we started the new denial period, she had edged me daily at least for 10 times each day and always in different ways using different toys and edged my brain out before locking me back in chastity and frustrating me at an unexpected level.... And every day I'm thinking that I did the hardest part to not cum while she was edging me... But the frustration and the feeling of my pussy dripping wet during the day and the continuous ache is even harder because nothing can relieve it.... Please help me... She's using me too well and I'm loosing my minds day after day 🫠

That's the beginning of the new arc of my kinky journey, and I'm so much excited to see what will happen next. If you're also curious about it, let a comment to motivate this lazy slave (me) and I'll make sure to post more regularly. Thank you for having read, and see you next time 💙