I love my wife, however she's not the best sexual partner I'd had. We have passionate sex over the years but not like some of the past partner's I've been with. Her body count is low and she can be shy during sex. I take the lead 90% of the team and she reacts. It got me thinking, How may married couples truly married crave their partner? Like they can't get enough.
When she gives me blowjobs, she's either on my stomach or side. It's very rare that she gets on her knees. She's over 45 and says something about it's not comfortable. I sometimes wonder if she had a bad experience with a previous partner.
I noticed my penis shrinking in length and girth over the last few years. Early 50's and I lost at least 2 inches. My cock was easily 8 inches, now I'm hovering over 6 inches. In the past I was able to bottom my girl (hit her cervix) now I can't. I wonder if she has noticed. I got on this fitness quest by walking, working out and eating better but I still can't get my original size back. I've watched YouTube videos and nothing seems to work. So there you go, that's my confession. It sucks having a smaller dick when you're so used to a larger one.
I've been thinking about this lately. I love my wife but when she was younger, her body was thinner and she was in her prime. It turns me on knowing guys got to fuck her in her prime.
My wife is very affectionate however I've noticed we kiss passionately on the lips during sex or when she's drunk. We kiss daily, but it's just a peck a few times a day. We touch each other multiple times a day, so attraction is there. A few years ago we were at her parents house and talking about past people we dated (very PG) and she said yeah that guy was a good kisser. She never told me I was a good kisser. I sometimes think does she have to be turned on for a passionate kiss? Am I overthinking?