Never expected this from Mum
I was cleaning old almirah and during cleaning I found some papers so to not throw something important I was checking all one by one.
While doing that I found medical reports from maternity home dated back to 2016, when I was 16 year old
Now Here comes real surprise when I saw mum name over it.
As I'm not a medical professional I have uploaded it on gpt to get clear view,
And found out that when she went to visit that maternity of she was 8 week pregnant, and went there to abort as birth control failed to do it's job
And saw after me there was one miscarriage as well in 2014.
I was quite shocked to see that my d*d s abusive and he didn't visited us regular after 2011 but they aren't divorced as only one reason what society will say
Mum never made me realised inferior she did all to raise me but this one was little shocking
I'm still processing it, I won't confront her about it as I don't want chaos in life but suggestions how to cope are welcomed