u/SiIIyFreak

Do you like fucking while seeing yourself in your own reflection? or nah do you feel like its a portal to an uncanny world, a realm of exhibition where you are never alone....

I had a really great day today, i got sucked off this morning, i call this a win!

Albeit, my gf didn't finish me off, and i had to use my hand and cum onto my stomach, it was quite humiliating and i am always embarrassed. But she was participating to some degree and i absolutely call that a win.

This "brief moment of clarity" begins with some days being good, some days being horrible. After months of rejection, and humiliation. Whenever it finally starts to look up and i might not feel this way, it doesn't last long, or i do something small and fuck it all up. And things go right back down to how they were.

I wonder what this phenomenon is called? if it's a thing: where things are good and give you a false sense of hope, only for it to just fall right back down to the gutter, emotional roller-coaster of disappointment, its like the void in my heart is consistently being edged. I don't like it, i want something consistent

Welcome to my ted talk.

Why was it your favorite? how well did you do? was it fun? what made it fun? have you retained anything you learned!

My expectations towards sex have been so unfathomably skewed that i feel like its impossible for me to be happy in another normal relationship due to how i view sex, how i need it, how i objectively think about it. The constant rejection and the severe lack of comforting touch i experience ontop of my already present hypersexuality has pushed my expectations far beyond how it should.

The only way im going to be happy in any other relationship is if this relationship consists of perversion and meeting the skewed perception and unrealistic expectation of sex that i have evolved into, for better or for worse

I'm searching for a collar for everyday wear, i don't want this to be a "collar" in the conventional sense. I am more looking for something like a choker in the form of jewelry so that you wouldn't suspect a thing as an every day person on the street, or even close friends or family members.

Any recommendations? if possible, i think something durable as well as symbolic might be needed, as i don't want to have to frequently purchase replacements. Just something symbolic saying that you're owned.

I would like to say thank you for everyone who reached out to say kind words, i did not reply to everyone because it got a bit too overwhelming with all the DMs. There was a bit of confusion i think, alot of people reached out hoping to sext and talk nsfw, thinking i was a woman, I am infact a male.

We all struggle i get it, but some people take advantage of that it seems with some not so great intentions hoping to prey on the struggle you are facing, its a very unfortunate thing. This is a support group and although im not against meeting people for that type of connection here, i believe it should be passive and not intentional. As most people here are just predators only in this subreddit for one thing.

Be careful out there

Thank you for listening to my ted talk

Hello, Call me Jaune. i am 21 years old and im from the west coast USA. I have been lurking for quite some time and i would like to say hi to the people here, i have been hypersexual since i was 7 years old when i discovered pornography. I was molested and groomed by my grandfather when i was 3, i am pretty sure that had a contribution to becoming how i am due to having vivid memories of the event. But i digress.

I am currently in a dead bedroom relationship with little hope of getting better, lots of backstory on that which i may go into further detail later on. I am here to make friends of all kinds and get advice from people who have gone through it already, and to give advice and consolation to those who need it.

I want to start by saying that we all struggle, and we all should stick together; otherwise the world is going to cave in on us and we'll have no support. I love you all, i am here for whoever needs a friend; regardless of who you are