How do you play with toys?
By toys I mean sfw ones. This feels like a dumb question, but I'm autistic and I've always really struggled with how to play, especially while alone (and especially with imaginative play I guess). I guess it feels like if there's no rules or structure or thing to work towards, or somebody to play with, then there's just kinda no point doing it?
It's really hard to put into words what I mean, but it feels like I end up doing not much at all when small. Just kinda laying around cuddling stuffies and watching things, but I see other people playing and enjoying themselves and it frustrates me that I just can't seem to do it? It makes me feel silly or not really little I guess or puts me in a weird headspace.
And just to be clear I'm not saying there's any problem with laying around with stuffies, I just wanna do more things and I don't have anyone to play with currently.