My chastity journey has come to an end
Hi everyone, I'm sorry to say that after spending a month on chastity, I'm now unlocked and out of the cage.
The last month has been a wild ride. I started experimenting with self locking and wearing to work and in public. I wore my cage everywhere - even to a medical examination which caused the doctor some confusion. Luckily they found it amusing.
I met some amazing people here on Reddit and elsewhere. Other locked boys who wanted to share their journey and compare photos. We exchanged cage pics and checked up on each other every day.
I found myself getting into submissive role play - this was fun at first but things got too much at times and eventually resulted in me being admitted to hospital when I couldn't handle it. At that point the cage came off for the first time.
After recovering, I rediscovered the joys of wearing a cage. The lack of release and the deep sexual tension that followed, the bodily awareness that came with having to find other ways to explore sex and gratification, and a deep sense of humility. I was nicer to people, had more time for them and enjoyed sharing experiences in a way I never could uncaged.
I needed a Keyholder, and after trying to make things work with several virtual KHs who either weren't that interested or disappeared, I found one who kept things interesting and challenging. I set my sights on permalocking and started to take things more seriously. I was more focused and fitter than I'd been before. More productive and most importantly happier.
Unfortunately my last KH abused the trust that I put in them which led to me breaking my lock early. Suddenly I didn't want to be caged anymore - I felt used, foolish and empty inside. I hope that this is temporary and that I'll learn to love chastity again but right now I can't bring myself to be back in the cage.
This community is amazing. Everyone has been so supportive and kind. In the short time I was locked I can say that chastity really changed my life for the better. I hope I'll be back again soon.