u/Smallpocket008

I’m not actually from Columbus, actually more like a little over a couple hours away…Middle of nowhere closer to the wv border but it makes more sense to post that. This is a real post, i have a deep deep desire for older men. Dating apps are useless because of my location. I wanna experience the fatherly love and care I never had but at the same time the taboo perversion that can come along with that. This is my alt account recently made to explore my own perversions, I want it badly in person. If you view my profile just a heads up you will see nsfw stuff from me. I won’t show you my face immediately but I will need to see some sort of photo representation of you. I’m not a hooker or a porn star, i don’t want your money or presents, I’m looking for real connection . I’m not capable of flying to you. I don’t expect this to happen overnight because of distance and for the same reason I think a long term relationship is hard but if something seems right then I think it’s worth working towards. Maybe it’s just my hormones lately but im done ignoring it. Ideally youre in your 40s or older. You are not vanilla, you’re a trustworthy safe sweet honest man but have a filthy side you can’t ignore. Chest hair and deep voices are a bonus. What are you into? Why are you interested? Why are you single if you’re single? Etc…I don’t know what kind of responses I’ll get from this but If you’re at all interested lmk but pls don’t be offended if I don’t respond back, it’s either your msg didn’t say much, your profile is blank so idk what to think or I haven’t read it yet or I just don’t think we are a good match. Thanks for reading all this.

I know it’s legal but is it realistic? It’s inappropriate by society’s standards but is it wrong or unhealthy to keep it a secret? What do you think the success rate it? I feel like it would mostly be purely sexual on the man’s part but I also can’t get inside the head of men interested in that kind of age gap. Is it safe to assume it probably wouldn’t work out?

I’ve never met my father, I don’t have any uncles and my grandfather passed away when I was very young. I was raised by my mom and aunt and had no male influences in my life. Any sort of praise or recognition I received from older male figures like teachers or family friends has always felt so good and something I secretly desired so much. It’s turned into a sexual interest now where my desires are to chase an older “father figure” and I feel like it isn’t healthy to pursue. The society pressures of massive 20+ year age gaps gives me anxiety and makes me feel like I have to hide it and I do. I would never even consider introducing my mom to someone her own age. I also kind of feel like a hypocrite because I’m not even a huge supporter of the kind of age gap I want, but somehow I think Im the exception. I’m attracted to guys my age but I have no actual interest in them yet using dating apps for older men I feel I attract the wrong type only interested in sex but the attention still feels good which I’m scared could lead me down the wrong road. I would like to rewire my brain but at this point I feel like it’s impossible.