u/StellarDragon11

It's a double layered silicone dildo, right now it's simply in the paper box it came with in a drawer.. But I don't know why, it doesn't feel secure to me. Is there something I can put it in or wrap around?

Also, another question, I noticed that after use there were 2-3 micro-tiny holes on the lower side of the dildo, tried stretching that part and they'd return to original shape.

I don't know if they were intentionally put there or I caused them, but it shouldn't be an issue since it's a double layer, right?

So, I managed through relaxing to go all the way with the 6.5 inches (I couldn't before due to the previous post thing), final thoughts? Felt kinda overrated?

The first time I was afraid because it was a first time, but this second time it felt natural.

Which leads me to the couple questions I mentioned in the title:

1- How long does the rectum clench itself tight as before? I don't like the feeling of looseness as of now. It's not bad, it's just like a fly bothering me while trying to sleep. Which leads me to the second question with the same issue..

2- What happens with all the water based lubricant? Does it dissolve? I don't exactly like the concept of it "dripping out", as the smell isn't exactly good. (Not bad, just not something I'd go smell everyday).

3- Lastly, the previous posts mentioned the "second hole", the rectosigmoid junction. Since I managed to go all the way past the wall, I noticed a diagram.. Did it straighted out? I doubt the dildo curved itself, so if I'm NOT wrong, how long does it take for it to go back to its curved state?

Thank you and sorry again for the overabundance of posts.

It kinda hurts, not in a crying way, like a "Nope, no more" way, but I still crave to go all in..

Why? What the heck is this wall, I was with my lower back on the floor, dildo size is 6.5 inches.

Sorry if it seems I'm spamming posts, but this sensation is too good and I'm wondering why it stops there.

My fingers now slide there easily, but they just hit a nowhere point? I tried pressing up, but nothing, empty I think?

I don't know if it's because I'm virgin, but.. I live in Italy and everyone I'm seeing/chatting with says 15cm is medium, average.

Wtf? I have a 15cm dildo next to me and it looks BIG, is it just because I'm virgin that I think it is?

I found a dual-layered silicone of platinum quality (it says "dual-layer platinum silicone" on the box, I think it refers to the quality?), is it as safe as regular silicone?

Silicon, of course.

Besides washing it and use a towel to dry it a bit:

- How long does it take to dry itself?

- Can I just put it back in the same box, or should I put it in a plastic bag first to keep it safe?

- Even if something happens, is washing before use enough?

The box question is because I want to keep it in a drawer, hidden away. I still live at home with my parents, so I want to avoid them discovering it. Still, I'd like to prevent it getting stained/infected or something.

I try cutting them till there's little to almost nothing left, still sharp.

I try polishing/filing them, still sharp.

I concluded that my nails are naturally sharp.

What can I do, I can't try and do some finger-play to myself without feeling them?

Also, bonus question, is it bad that it takes less than a minute? I keep seeing videos and people saying they lasted half or more hours, I spend that amount of time trying to find something. How do they do that? Is it different with someone else to last that long?

Going back to the post's question, it's like I feel everything heating up, ready to do anything.. Then right after I'm wondering what got over me. Like it HEAVILY clears my clouded mind, and the horny feeling disappears almost completely.

Why? Is it normal? Do people experience it differently? Is it different in couples than alone?

Hi, I'm 24y old and I need some advice on what I should do..

I'm going to start with that I'm a virgin that doesn't know anything, but I would like to try for my first time with someone.

I tried using a toy once, but it felt terrible, like really, REALLY bad. I wrote a post once here under a different account (which I had to delete due to personal reasons irl) describing it, but "really bad" sums it up enough.

However, I still end up imagining myself being cuddled or feel someone's warm touch.. Until I finish.

Then, I either feel like shit, or that I can do without it for the rest of my life, if not both.

And the process repeats, *always*. I'm getting tired of this never-ending cycle..

So, I'm wondering, should I try the real thing and see how it ends up, to make up my mind?