u/SusanneGer68

We had a time when our 3 kids were little and I was so stressed out with them. Also I took birth control which did the rest of killing my libido.

It affected our relationship hard. My husband is hypersexual and he wanted sex all the time, but it just felt not right for me.

I denied it for several month until he was really upset and we were fighting a lot during each day. He told me that he need to cum and masturbating alone does not feel the same.

I then remembered that he always asked me in the past to cum on my face which I often denied. But I now thought that it would not be complicated or exhausting for me to just let him spray my face.

So I offered him that he can use me as cum dump. I would not blow him or stroke him, he would just be allowed to cum on my face when he needed to.

He was instantly happy because I fulfilled one of his dreams...

For almost 3 years when we didn't had sex, he sprayed my face daily... sometimes multiple times a day. Sometimes he just masturbated in the bedroom and then runs into the kitchen, forces ke on my knees and plasters me full of cum. It was often close to not get caught...

But I think that I saved my marriage with allowing him to cum on my face. He still loves to do this till this day...

We had a time when our 3 kids were little and I was so stressed out with them. Also I took birth control which did the rest of killing my libido.

It affected our relationship hard. My husband is hypersexual and he wanted sex all the time, but it just felt not right for me.

I denied it for several month until he was really upset and we were fighting a lot during each day. He told me that he need to cum and masturbating alone does not feel the same.

I then remembered that he always asked me in the past to cum on my face which I often denied. But I now thought that it would not be complicated or exhausting for me to just let him spray my face.

So I offered him that he can use me as cum dump. I would not blow him or stroke him, he would just be allowed to cum on my face when he needed to.

He was instantly happy because I fulfilled one of his dreams...

For almost 3 years when we didn't had sex, he sprayed my face daily... sometimes multiple times a day. Sometimes he just masturbated in the bedroom and then runs into the kitchen, forces ke on my knees and plasters me full of cum. It was often close to not get caught...

But I think that I saved my marriage with allowing him to cum on my face. He still loves to do this till this day...

Grew up in a evangelical family and I fealt very early the need to touch myself. Got caught multiple times and got punished hard. Developed a trauma and it took me and my husband multiple years that I get more used to sex. I had my very first orgasm being 34 years old...

It then developed over the years... since about 13 years I am hypersexual and sometimes have the feeling that I need to catch up for all the stuff that I missed in my youth...

I am still an active Christian but I raised my 3 daughters completely open and supported masturbating.

Grew up in a evangelical family and I fealt very early the need to touch myself. Got caught multiple times and got punished. Developed a trauma and it took my husband multiple years that I get more used to sex. I had my very first orgasm being 34 years old...

It then developed over the years... since about 13 years I am HS and sometimes have the feeling that I need to catch up for all the stuff that I missed in my youth...

I am still an active Christian but I raised my 3 daughters completely open and supported masturbating.

I had a very complicated sex life. From being denied and punished to masturbate in my teen years (evangelical parents) to get married and taking birth control (which completely destroyed my libido) to wanting kids (multiple times a day) and having a pulmonary embolism because of bc... then to have a high libido after bc and starting to masturbate and have sex a lot. I bought way too much toys...

Now I am in post menopause and sometimes I think that my libido should decline somehow... but the opposite happens... I masturbate more than before... I have a bit younger husband and we still have sex 1-3x per day...

I rarely wear underwear and often need to rub my clit just to feel it... it often escalates.

Any other females experienced the same?

Is this normal?