u/That-Mechanic-3844

First time advice, need help.

Got a small rock of fent with apparently no tranq and I am currently on 8-12mg suboxone a day. I am going to try it. Should I just put a spec, like literally smaller than a grain of sugar and hit jt off foil? Like take the smallest hit I can? Assuming the subs have given me a small opiate tolorance. I need some help and harm reduction. I don’t want to od, but going to try it. I’m going to start with literally a dusting (so small it’s hard to describe) would I be good?

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u/That-Mechanic-3844 — 5 days ago

TW; abuse/relapse. Dumb question.

So I’ve been taking 8 mg bupe/nolox a day for 8 months or so. Unfortunately relapsed on Xanax like a week ago and I’m on like 6mg of alprazolam rn so sorry if this doesn’t make sense, I also have started using coke again and have shot it a few times n it was crazy but also prefer snorting. I took my 8/2 subs like an hour or so. Can I snort a 4-1 or shoot a 4-1 and get nice opi buzz??. They are the small ingenus ones so makes it easy. But I heard that the bube actually is stronger and will stay in the receptor over the nalox kicking it out but worried about potential OD bc if the triple combo but slso don’t want precip WD. What should I do?

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u/That-Mechanic-3844 — 7 days ago

Dependence timeline for alprazolam questions.

So long story short last year started experimenting with benzos like script kpins and took 2-4 mg a day for a week, stopped and had no issues. Then couldn’t find scrips so started getting intoRC and ofc Clobro was the ones I picked up.

Did probably 1mg of clobro for a week and half. For those that don’t know clobro is active in the microgram range but still comes in bars at 2-2.5mg so I would literally try and take an 8th or less of a bar (presses too, so who rly knows lol), like 100ug-200ug would be like 2 mg alp and clobro last 12-14 hours, so a major “problem” benzo bc I would wake up still super fucked up or something crazy yk. Most I ever did was 4mg clobro at once, got arrested, did rehab back in October (mainly for opiates/coke since I never was actually physically dependent on benzos thank goodness)

I was doing good. “Relapsed” clobro for about 2 weeks same doses about .250mg per dose 3-4x a day. Crashed truck so again no more clobro. Finally got proper Benzos, a few farmas 90ct bottles (alprazolam) and obviously the alp is way more stable and consistent/controlable. I can be normal and use it for my anxiety without being a tard. But it’s been exactly a week. I started taking .5mg-1mg first 2 days then about 3mg-6mg maybe even 8mg on a bad day (obv spread out thru the day) and plan to stop tmr (Monday) should I rapid taper or j cold turkey like I did the others, I heard clobro you can get dependent on super fast like 3days for some people and I never had an issued just pissed I did stupid shit I don’t even remember lol. I don’t crave benzos when I’m sober but helps in many situations. I was going to take a week or two off and then only use them once every week or every other week As “landing gear” and for anything else where I may have an anxiety attack and would only take .25-.5 at most. Since they are “real” pharmaceuticals it makes me feel better in the sense that they should be dosed correctly (ik Parma can be iffy tho) and it’s def real alp.

I’m not hear for the “flush it ur gonna ruin ur life blah blah” trust me been there done that and I am an adult but just want a genuine answer from someone who is a lot more knowledge than I am or has the experience. TTA everyone.

(Also no my doc wont even think abt prescribing them bc of my OUD so I get buspar…. Might as well eat a rock atp )

TLDR: RC Benz’s get me introuble, switched to alp. How many days in a row can I can alp before I get physically dependent like bad, I can deal with some rebound anxiety but if it’s anything like
Opiate Wd I’m done. TIA

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u/That-Mechanic-3844 — 10 days ago