The first time I've felt peace
My "Dom", although we don't really label it, saw that I had a need.
We'd had a tough weekend, I'd had a bad day, I felt disconnected and needed reassurance.
He realized the role he needed to play, he took control, even though over the phone, he told me to close my eyes, wrap each hand tightly around a thigh, and imagine it's him holding me tight as he told me how important I am to him, that he is mine and I am his. That when we are together again, how he is going to remind me just how true that is.
It's actually a bit of a blur, but it was a lot of instruction, a lot of "do you understand?" And I felt myself sink into his words. He asked if I needed a release, I came, I cried and he just stayed on the phone with me.
This is fairly new to both of us, and it felt so fucking right. To be able to surrender to him fully, and he said his heart felt full that he could be there for me.
It's so good, I fear nothing else will compare. And nothing else will ever be good enough in comparison.