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Title. If I want my emgee stash to stretch out as long as possible, can I lower my emgee dose and mix it with any of the RCs above (nortilidine, O-DSMT, methiodone) to achieve a similar effect instead of the regular emgee dose I normally would take? Or would it be a waste of $ ? As I’m worried that tolerance snd/or the emgee itself would just block any of those RCs from working? I’m hoping that I could take one of the RCs above and a lower emgee dose and the mix would synergize.. thanks

I’m planning on spending whatever I can this month on mgm-15 tabs. The powders don’t do it for me. Doesn’t look like I can get from raw nor 7kings: I love clandestines tabs but they’re pricey, and given I have until the end of the month to blow cash, they might not be the best option for me.

Can anyone vouch for emgee em tablets that are worth it quality-wise while also not being super pricey? (again, no 7kings nor raw)

How are bx tracts ‘ tablets? They’re good price wise but are they good quality wise too? Thanks a ton, again I really need to stock up so any input is SUPER appreciated

Hey y’all so quick backstory. I had been on suboxone 6mg/day for roughly two months then did a quick taper to 2mg/day for another month, then tapered down from that over the course of a week. A day after 1 day of not having any, I felt the withdrawals come on too brutally to handle, so I went on the sublocade shot. That was exactly 1 year ago. 1 shot. Fast forward this year I was prescribed 8mg twice a day for ankle fracture. I didn’t take any.

I’m dealing with terrible anhedonia and I was looking for any escape, so I tried shorting my 8mg sub. I felt a little boost. Nice! I didn’t want to get physically hooked again but the anhedonia was so bad, I kept snorting my subs and upping my dose until I was snorting 24mg/day towards the last few days. This was over the course of exactly two weeks. Three days after that 2-week period, I snorted one 8mg sub.

It’s been 10 days since that 8mg, so 13-14 days since the 24mg/2week bender.

Did I seriously just barely escape getting physically hooked? Surely I would feel something at this point?

I used to shoot up a lot. I mean a lot a lot. The damage it’s done is untold. Huge regret. Anyways.

I went searching last Tuesday after many months of no use at all. Found a random dude, he sold me some shards right there on the street like 10 seconds after I asked him where I can find crystal. lol. I run off he’s like “it’s some good shit!”

Anyways i head home and begin smoking it. Everything checks out, i doubt it was cut at all. Of course it’s racemic but if it was cut, surely it wasn’t msm nor n-iso.

The small amount he gave me had me fucked up. Wonderfully. I didn’t sleep the next 3 nights as I used this stuff. It was a relatively small amount (I didn’t weigh it. Handed him $35 but it was maybe 2g? Not sure) but it lasted a while in the pipe. Even the tiny bit at the end, as I kept trying to stretch out what was remaining, and broke up to snort it for better BA, had noticeable effects. Then I ran out.

Well I want more! So I hit up my old dealer. I didn’t hit him up initially as I owed him $100 and it had been a while. Well I decided to pay him back ofc and apologize and speak of surgery I had on my ankle (true story - showed him the giant surgery scars).

Wet. And basically 1 big shard of 3g. Is what i got. As I saw it, I immediately winced as it look like pure cut garbage. But I didn’t say anything, I wasn’t in a position to. The crackback was maybe 5-10% proper, but I ran through it that 8th in a day and a half.

So I speak up about it. He gets a different batch elsewhere and I buy another 8th. Looks exactly the fucking same. Perhaps the crystals looked slightly better, but zero meth crackback this time. All cut junk.

Final time, I tell him about it and say I want to test before I buy. So I go there and he hands me 2 little shards. They look AMAZING, they jingle like some change in your hand when you shake em, clear but not perfectly clear. A bit opaque. I’m excited.

I smoke it and… beautiful crackback. Yeah, there’s some cut in it. Whatever. I smoke it more. Then I measure the bigger of the two tiny shards. .3 or something. It and the other shard evaporate so fucking quickly it’s actually insane.

So I guess this was junk too?! I’m not high. I’m hungry. No negative effects but no stimulant euphoria, peripheral nor bad effects. It was ever so slightly oily, but not terrible like the other two batches. I honestly I don’t know if it was a slight oily touch to it or my hands were kinda clammy from touching it since meth absorbs water

Should I just go around and look for a new dealer? He ALWAYS had fire. ALWAYS. Except those two and the time prior to the final time before my break.

Did I just immediately give myself tolerance from last weeks stuff. Basically besides from the 3 days I’ve been awake from the stuff I bought off the street, I’ve been eating and sleeping.

The stuff before the sample he sold me also gave me terrible vasoconstriction, shakiness and sweats, and made me fucking stupid and anxious.

I also decided to eat a good amount (I think it was like .4) of the 2nd batch, and suddenly i think I’m zooming. I know I took a lot and my vision is going nuts. I think I’m horny but I’m not after attempting some self-touch. I get insane nauseas later (but i just ate .4g of “meth”, so I thought, on an
Empty stomach.

I’m thinking I need a new dealer. Again, the last tiny bits of the stuff I got off the street still gave a meth effect. But none of the damn stuff my usual guy gave me besides eating the large amount. And that seemed to only induce peripheral side effects and nothing positive.

I WANT to believe this current stuff is meth. I want to fucking go back now and just get a ball so I don’t have to wait until tomorrow and hunt for some elsewhere. It has all the physical qualities. It IS cut, as per the crackback, but that sample size of like half a gram or almost that much, evaporated so fucking quick I’d smoke an 8th in a day no problem if I bought one.

Does anyone know what cut has a very low evaporation point? I know the cuts usually have higher ones. It’s baffling how the drug game these days. No high you say? But I still fiend it and keep going back due to some mystery addictive effect mixed with hope “this time will do it”, all while there’s no euphoria.

Oh, and you still get induced neurotoxicity (n-iso), enjoy! USA! USA!

End: I know this was super long it sounds like I’m spun and going off, but it’s just the whole story. I wrote it while feeling irritable over the situation, craving hard now, and eating a popsicle.

I just keep hearing the ethyl’s are both too sleep-inducing and tolerance-killing. Apparently fluOpraz’s thing is sleep. And then there’s rimazafone and bromonordiazepam, which may or may not be too subtle/weak for me.

Another dude has some new clonazepam-esque stuff. But apparently it’s hit or miss - doesn’t do a thing or is great. And also, that can go for either the solution or the powder.

Shits rough on the clearwebs right now god fucking damn, man. I just came back to the game within the last two weeks and left it when clam and brom were stocked up on everyone’s favorite.

I don’t want to obliterate my tolerance so would fluOp be worth it as something to check out if a stimulant would be keeping me awake against the hypnotic properties?