A question for LONGTIME Nitazene users.
I got a question for any longtime Nitazene users here, so I'll cut to the chase and tell you why I am posting this, so I'm at the point now where I do a line of my normal M30 pressies I've been doing for 2 years, and I get a tiny little rush for about a minute or 2 and then it goes and It feels like I don't even feel it, I feel like it's all in my head and its not actually getting me high, there is a word for this but I can't remember it. (I PUT A SKIP POINT BELOW SO YOU DON'T NEED TO READ ALL THIS EXTRA SHIT AND GET RIGHT TO THE POINT OF MY MAIN QUESTION)
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I'll go through a small summary of my addiction history, I don't wanna have a big post just want someone to maybe give me a suggestion or a reason this is happening, my timeframe of opioids and a summary of tolerance.
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So I started Opioids in my last year of highschool, 2021, started doing Pharmacutical Percocet 5/325's, for roughly a year. Then I went to Oxy 10's, then 20's. Then I found my first vendor for 40's and 80's in another country so started to get those across seas, was a lot cheaper and more practical, over seas vendor shut down his page, unknown reason. Could've hit a money checkpoint or feds were onto him, dunno. Anyways I was forced to go to Dilaudid 8mg's which was alright because I was getting them very cheap in bulk deals and it was all good for about 16 months until I was snorting 11 a day and going through 100 in 9 days, I was lucky to get 2 weeks out 100 in the end, at this point it was late 2024 probably August the event below is what pushed me to start Nitazenes.
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Then the girl I was talking to ended up overdosing, she was so beautiful and I was trying so hard to get her off of needles, I was trying my hardest to get us both clean, we'd get clean for a week than she'd go buy pills and lie to me about relapse even though I could tell by her eyes and speech. Than one time she went out and never returned. After that it ruined me. I was at a point where I was burning so much money on Dilaudids after I lost her, I lost myself. I lost that fear of overdosing, I prayed it'd happen to me so I could get an easy way out.
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So I started Nitazenes in the form of "Pressies" sometimes M30's, (blues) , sometimes Dilaudid 8s, sometimes Oxy 20's or 10's, but they were just nitazenes pressed into a pill, I started around August of 2024, I started with Isotonitazene, than Protonitazene, then I could no longer aquire either so I went to Metonitazene, still in the form of pressies. They would get me so high before, I'd nod for 2-3 hours, I'd be so itchy, my speech would be so slurred and it just felt so amazing, I was in the hospital for a seizure about 3 months ago (due to Benzo W/D) when I got out I went to get my usual M30's, and now for some reason I don't get high at all. I snort a line of a full pill and it feels like a relief for about 2-3 minutes, but I don't get itchy, my speech is fine, not slurred. And my eyes don't go pinhole'd at all, like why? It feels like I used Nitazenes so much that I basically completed fucked my tolerance. It feels like I'm wasting money for nothing. My guy said he changed his recipe but I see other people saying they are even better than before, I flip to my friend sometimes who uses White China H and he says they're very good, but I don't feel anything off them. It's beginning to make me fustrated because Ive been burning money to feel this tiny little good feeling which definitely isn't a high. (I ONLY SNORT BY THE WAY I DO NOT IV AND I DO NOT POP) But this has never been a problem before. I've been using since 2024 August, so it would be 2 years of snorting now, I wonder if that has something to do with it, I'm trying White China Heroin next week for my first time because I'm done chasing this nitazene bullshit, and I'm gonna try some other guys pressies maybe this guy started selling duds or something I don't know. Is there a reason for this?
THANKS FOR REPLIES, PLEASE HELP ME OUT HERE GUYS IVE BEEN HOLDING THIS POST OFF FOR SO LONG NOW)