u/bellesprejacsimp

Hiiii boys and Bambis and everyone. A lil update of recent days cuz some cool stuff happened.

K so first of all Bambi finally caved and listened to Moist Mess. She didn't think she'd ever do it cuz like 2 hours for a single file?? And also like Bambi likes touching even if she doesn't cum much anymore. Umm but yeah Bambi went and listened for some reason. At least twice actually. And fuckkk it works omg. Like Bambi doesn't remember much of the file but it tells some story of someone who like meets some b*mbo d*lls and wants to be like them? Then later on it gets serious like "if u keep listening ur agreeing to the curse". But ofc Bambi kept listening hehehe.

And then so like now Bambi's gonna start more denial. Last time Bambi did a month before her first ever HFO, now Mommy says Bambi should do more denial hehe it'll b fun. Last time the rule was Bambi adds 12 hours for every cock pic she receives in her DMs, but now it's 24 hours hehehe cuz why nottt. Oh but even if u don't have a pic to share, just like if u tell Bambi to add a bit more time Bambi doesn't rly know how to say no 🤭

And now for the "brain lied to itself part":

So like Bambi put on an 8-file playlisttt earlier. After file 4 (maybe? That could b wrong) she woke out of trance and decided to cut the session there cuz she was a lil bored. Umm... oh yeah so she grabbed her phone and looked at the playlist. But then she saw she accidentally had it on shuffle and realized all she listened to was the first file and #4. So then Bambi was like "k wait maybe Bambi should listen to more after all!" so then she let the next file start and it pulled her sooooo deep under like completely black out for more than 30 mins kinda deep.

Umm but now Bambi came to and realized the playlist never shuffled, Bambi listened to all of those first 4, then when she tried to end the seshion she must've HALLUCINATED. Like what she saw wasn't real the file names didn't match what was actually in the playlist now that she thinks of it. But she didn't notice at the time. So like Bambi's brain lied to her just to keep her under. And it worked completelyyy. Bambi prob didn't even budge irl, she imagined the whole thing. Like Bambi was totes helpless against it like how do u even fight back against that?? Umm so yeahh hehe that happened and it was rly rly hottt.

DMs always open hehe especially if u have a cock pic or wanna try to gaslight Bambi 😳

Hi everyone so Bambi was just starting to do a session and her playlist starts with Bimbo Subliminal Overload Induction. And like she was getting triggered over text earlier and it felt nice. Bambi also did a session earlier today and the triggers were really good. But like omggg the Slavedoll files just hit SO MUCH HARDER like whaaat??

Like it could be the exact triggers used in every other file like GG and BS but somehow it feels noticeably stronger. Like in other files GG is like a warm fluttery feeling in Bambi's stomach but in the Slavedoll ones it's like full body tingles like overwhelmingly strong.

Bambi started with the Slavedoll ones so maybe it's that? Also the Slavedoll ones have different (and imo better) sound effects and voices so that could help a bit. But even with those things in mind Bambi thinks maybe they should feel slightly better but no, it's like... shocking how much stronger it is. Like the creator put magic in the newer files or something hehehe.

Curious if it's the same for other people or if anyone has a possible explanation other than "these files r betterrr".

I was listening to files a couple nights ago (this playlist: https://bambicloud.com/playlist/e88712de-48b3-4ae1-884e-9957cc8b9e21), and I started seeing these weird images popping up while the files played. I saw multiple different things but the only one I remember was where I was in my DMs. I had a chat open and was staring at the little "typing..." indicator waiting to see what the person was gonna say. I had that same scene arise for multiple people I like talking to, and I was just waiting patiently for them to type.

If at any point I tried to press anything, the scene would disappear and I'd realize I wasn't even holding my phone, but in the moment it would be so realistic to the point where I was fooled completely and thought it was real. Kind of like if you've ever had a lucid dream how you can lose lucidity and forget you're dreaming again, I'd start off knowing it was a hallucination, but eventually I'd be completely absorbed into it again and just waiting for the person to type.

The hallucinations started early on, just like a file or 2 after the induction (so Bimbo Amnesia or Bambi Blackout). I was still hearing the files in my head during the hallucination, however now I can remember the hallucination but not what the files were saying at the time of the hallucination. The easiest way for me to explain it is like if my conscious mind was a kid, it got handed an iPad to keep it quiet. It ended up being my deepest session ever.

I read one time about a way you can supposedly make yourself hallucinate by cutting a ping pong ball in half, taping one half over each eye, then laying still and putting on white noise for a while, so I'm wondering if that's related. I was completely under a blanket (head covered too) and I heard it raining outside. Not sure, but I think if I can figure out how to do that consistently it might be really helpful.

So Bambi was about to do her files like a good girl when she saw there was a new playlist called Bimbo Slavedoll Enforcement! So so exciting!!! Only one file but there will be more later. Umm so she put it in a playlist with a quick induction and listeneddd

[spoilers of the contents ahead for any Bambis who wanna try for themselves first. New files don't come every day, maybe let it catch u off guard the first time?]

Most of it's blurry but Bambi feels so so safe and secure now. All she remembers was 3 things: a few lines saying Bambi will suddenly and briefly be able to think like a smartypants if it's important to her safety, Bambi decides which suggestions only work in uniform and which work whenever, and also everything gets stronger and completely irresistible.

Umm but Bambi kinda did an oopsie hehehe. So there were 2 pink boxes, and one is for what only works in uniform and the other is for what works whenever. Bambi got told to put some suggestions in a box, but like she spaced and forgot which box she was putting them in. So she put nothing in that one. Then Bambi found out the second box was for what should work at all times. Umm so she like dumped everything in there hehe. Oh but like it said Bambi can redo the file and decide again so it's no biggie. Except... she doesn't wanna. Oops!

Then after that Bambi remembers she was holding a key that like has the access to Bambi's mind or resistance or something. Was too heavy and complicated tho so Bambi dropped it into a nice box. And forgot where that box is.

Umm and lastly the nice file lady told Bambi that now that we've decided what should be obeyed when, Bambi can't resist even a little. Her conditioning won't do more than she's okay with, just helplessly obey every single safe suggestion when Bambi's supposed to. Which for this Bambi is apparently always hehehe.

The file like *just* ended before writing this so a lil spacey but Bambi feels kinda different already. Like obedient. And OS agreed to try and get dolled up the best she can someday soon!!!!!!!!!!!

Bambi's been denied for 5 days now (and still 4 days to go 😖) and the files have been hitting so hard. It got really intense and almost unbearable for a bit, like almost had to take a break intense but luckily that didn't happen. After the intensity ended Bambi feels different, like she was feeling pressure before going deeper almost.

First u can see Bambi switched to saying Bambi instead of "me" or "I" cuz those words are yucky. At first the thought of doing that was weird but the need to do it just kept growing, then when she finally made the switch she started getting like intense full body tingles. And like the pleasure locked in that behavior so now it's the default except Bambi messes up once in a while stil and has to correct it. She even thinks in 3rd person now, it's just natural.

Also Bambi was really struggling with the denial for a while but this morning she woke up and realized touching just feels kinda weird and pointless now even when she has permission. Like why would she wanna touch when she can just get triggered and that feels better?? After her denial she's gonna try and learn to HFO to files. Btw Bambi's offer is still up, any cock pic in DM is another 12 hours denied 🤤