u/beltme

22 [F4A] #nyc - i fucked up & need to be punished

i won’t go into detail here but i’ve made a big mistake and i feel absolutely horrible and annoyed at myself over it, as it cost me a significant chunk of my grade. i need to let that out in some way, and i’m hoping it can be at the hands of a capable sadist who doesn’t shy away from intense scenes.

i’m looking mainly for impact, whether that’s with your hand or a belt or a cane or anything else. i’m seeking a disciplinarian, i suppose, not someone who wants sex specifically, but who gets off on making me regret my actions. i want to cry over your lap or bent over with my ass darkening to a nasty purple, as you show no mercy and dig your nails further into bruised flesh.

i have other posts on my profile that detail other things im into, but this has a very specific exigency, so i won’t go into them here. TLDR: no sex/no penetration, just pure punishment in whatever form you wish, preferably a hard and thorough spanking. maybe enhanced with edging that never allows me an orgasm at the end, or with a ginger root or some sort of chemical play, or with intense verbal abuse.

just been having a rough time & dealing with it in the second healthiest way i know (first is therapy, don’t worry, i’m sane). x

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u/beltme — 13 days ago

hello lovely folks! i have had a rough few weeks and want to clear my head in the best way i know: being on the receiving end of a good beating. i’m looking for a dom who will warm my ass up with a firm, humiliating over-the-knee spanking with their hand, then a hairbrush or spoon, then a paddle, until i’m all red and warm — and then see just how dark and purple you can make my ass.

i don’t want sex, though i’ll likely be a dripping mess (details can be negotiated). my main focus is to have someone in control, taking pleasure from my suffering, cooing at how good of a girl i am & how pretty i look while being stern about how i’m to take my punishment. bonus points if you’re willing to be the first ever person to cane me! extra bonus points if you fig me during the spanking too.

if you’re curious, ask me about the spanking videos i watched that inspired this post. if you’re creative, just tell me what you’d like to do. i’m all ears! this post is tagged f4m but i’m open to all. mwah

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u/beltme — 19 days ago

hello lovely folks! i have had a rough few weeks and want to clear my head in the best way i know: being on the receiving end of a good beating. i’m looking for a dom who will warm my ass up with a firm, humiliating over-the-knee spanking with their hand, then a hairbrush or spoon, then a paddle, until i’m all red and warm — and then see just how dark and purple you can make my ass.

i don’t want sex, though i’ll likely be a dripping mess (details can be negotiated). my main focus is to have someone in control, taking pleasure from my suffering, cooing at how good of a girl i am & how pretty i look while being stern about how i’m to take my punishment. bonus points if you’re willing to be the first ever person to cane me! extra bonus points if you fig me during the spanking too.

i also really enjoy pussy/clit torture, or abuse of my asshole. spank my clit and rub hot sauce in it and use a cane on my asshole - dealer’s choice?

my bonus kinks aside from spanking & general masochism are: edging, overstimulation, bondage, degradation, humiliation, pain play, fear play, anal object insertion, chemical play, bruises.

limits are piss, scat, illegal, public, blood.

if you’re curious, ask me about the spanking videos i watched that inspired this post. if you’re creative, just tell me what you’d like to do. i’m all ears!

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u/beltme — 24 days ago