u/brokenslit

I'm female to male, fully passing as male in my day to day life, but I keep getting dripping wet to this scenario:

Someone guesses that I have a pussy between my legs and starts flirting with me because of it, they seem trustworthy and safe. I don't realise but they're a chaser, I'm easy, and we fuck. When they're slipping their fingers into my wet cunt they slip up and call me a good girl, I can't help but moan a little louder knowing that the moment they knew for sure they saw me as a woman. They push harder and ask what my name was before, and I tell them and they moan it out as they fuck into me. Later on they start casually misgendering me in public, passing it off as slip ups, maybe at a party with a group of friends where everyone might be too drunk to remember. Then they're convincing me to dress more fem for them, be more fem in public, telling me that having a flat chest and body hair doesn't make me a man, slowly convincing me I'm delusional.

Eventually I'm on a waitlist to get some small breast implants, and the surgeon has my dead name. Also, my stomach has been swelling up for months now but you've convinced me not to take a pregnancy test because I'm probably just eating a little too much... you're probably right...

Hey loose pussy lovers! today I was playing with my pussy for the first time in a month or so and worked up from a beer bottle to a large Kong (which I believe is 2.75" at widest diameter), the beer bottle with no warmup was pretty easy to work in, and later I fully took the Kong and birthed it a few times.

This has me wondering; I'm 22 and have been stretching on and off for years n years, but presumably I should be bouncing back pretty fast given my age and inconsistent schedule with training. For context I should mention that in the past I've gone bigger than the Kong with fisting and progressive stretching using socks over dildos, and in the past couple years I've toyed with pushing out, reverse kegels, pumping out my pussy, and perineal stretching. Sometimes it feels like its harder to hold my pee but i think it varies throughout my hormonal cycle.

So what do you think? Is it more likely that my hole is this loose and slack naturally? or is this a semi-permanent or permanent result of my intermittent though pretty extreme waves of stretching obsession? Anyone have a similar experience?