u/buttercup-84

It’s not even that big, maybe 5 inches. I get so soaked and desperate to be filled that I think it’s going to slip in really easily, but it’s just so tight and overwhelming that I have to inch it in really really slowly until I’m completely stretched out. My poor little pussy always feels so full.

Sometimes I imagine somebody just forcing it in all at once, making me scream. I’m laid here now, with the tip just touching my wet slit, aching for it inside.

I’ve been practicing my ruins. I hate them, it’s so hard to tear my hand away and feel the burning frustration. I’ve been following edging and ruining instructions, and someone suggested trying ice.

I edged for HOURS. I was a hot, dripping mess. When I finally ruined, the hang time was insanely long. The second the first contraction started, I stuck an ice cube right on my swollen clit and held it there through my ruin.

It BURNED. I was clenching over and over, writhing and bucking my hips like I was possessed. I’ve never felt that combination of pleasure and pain before, it was a total mixture of shock, numbness and almost-release. The frustration was unlike anything else I’ve ever experienced. Especially because I was too numb to start edging again straight away. My poor cunt kept twitching for about ten minutes afterwards, just aching with need.

My body is screaming for it. I’ve been cockwarming a dildo at my desk all afternoon. I’ve edged 15+ times so far today. My pathetic, needy little cunt is swollen and completely soaked.

All I think about is when I’ll next be able to convince someone to give me permission to cum. What I’ll have to do to earn it. Whether it will be a ruin, or I’ll actually get to cum.

I’m working from home today, and I’m in the mood to edge my needy pussy. I have virtual meetings all afternoon, and I’m thinking of spending them cockwarming one of my toys. Should I?

I love seeing guys cum so much.

I wanna be tied up, edged, helpless; and made to take load after load after load. Just a play thing. A public service. I want to be filled up, to feel it dripping out of me.

Maybe, if I’m a very very good girl and I beg well enough, I’ll be allowed to cum after everyone is done with me.

I’m so fucking gooned out. In my desperation to get off, I’ve been fucking myself with household objects. My hairbrush is my favourite. It feels so degrading, and it hits my sensitive spots so fucking good.

I let someone convince me to send them a picture of my pussy with the hairbrush stuffed inside, in exchange for a ruin. I can’t believe I did it. This is definitely the most humiliated I’ve been so far.

When I have hours-long edging sessions, I get so gooned out that I have filthy fantasies about all kinds of people in my life that I really shouldn’t. I imagine them pounding me, breeding me, licking me, forcing their cock down my throat.

I wanna know who you goon over that you know you shouldn’t 🤭

I’ve been practicing ruining. I’m getting better at them, but sometimes I’m still getting pleasure out of them. I want to make them worse - make sure I’m just feeling the ache, not feeling good.

What might help? Give me your tips.

I’m not good at ruins. I hate them, they make me ache and whine, and I often mess up and time it wrong. It’s especially hard to do when I’m denying myself. I’m still working on my discipline, so I haven’t denied myself for more than a day or two so far.

A guy I’ve been talking to thinks I should practice ruining. I usually edge to about a 7/10 to stop myself getting too tempted to cum. But, this week, I’ve edged up to a 9/10, then a 9.5/10, getting closer and closer to ruining. The first time I got it right, it was insane. The hang time was so long I thought I’d mis-timed again. I don’t think my pussy has ever clenched so hard. The ache, the throbbing, the feeling of emptiness and the sudden cold air on my cunt. Fuck. It was like torture. But, I’m feeling proud. I’ve done it three times so far.

I had my regular gyno exam last week. It was the nurse I’ve seen before - really pretty, kind, gentle. I had been edging the day before, but tried to hold off on the day so I wouldn’t be embarrassingly wet and swollen. It didn’t matter, the nurse still noticed.

She slid the speculum in. I felt so full. Usually I have to be really careful when I use my dildo, I have to inch it in really slowly. But, she pushed it all the way into me in one go, and I gasped. She said I was doing really well, and said something about there being plenty of lubrication. I blushed like I was on fire. I said yes, sorry, I get like that easily. She smiled at me and said “yeah, I can see that.” She told me that it was natural and healthy. She was spreading me with her fingers, I could practically feel myself throbbing.

She finished up, slid it out of me and told me with a half-smirk that there was tissue paper if I needed to clean up. I could barely look at her. I went home and gooned my pathetic little brains out 🥵

I’ve been messaging someone who has told me I can’t cum for the next 3 hours. I have permission to edge, and to ruin if I can stand it.

I’m hoping someone here will be willing to torment me, make it worse. Tell me how pathetic I am and mock my desperation. Tell me what you’d do to me without letting me find any relief.

I cannot stop thinking about it. How I want one guy to keep my arms locked in place while another takes me. They run a train on me, torment me, edge me. To be helpless and controlled like that 🫠

Every few months, I start making arrangements to fulfil my CNC fantasies. And every time, either something goes wrong or I end up chickening out. But I think about it daily. Even a passing thought about it makes me instantly wet, wherever I am. I’d love for someone to brutally use me and deny my orgasms while they do it. Or, force me to cum on their cock.

Does anyone have any experiences they can share? Should I do it?

I was in my early 20s. My then-boyfriend was throwing a birthday party. We were a very kinky, adventurous couple, and I had agreed that during the party, we’d sneak off so I could suck his cock somewhere in secret as a special birthday gift.

We went to a little room off the kitchen, he leant against the wall and I dropped to my knees. I took my tits out. I was drunk, keen and sloppy. I remember how badly I wanted to taste him.

Then, suddenly, the door opened. My boyfriend tried to slam it shut quickly, but the friend who had opened the door had already seen. We heard him laughing and telling people. I think I felt more embarrassed than my boyfriend did, but we giggled and shrugged and kept going. The door opened a crack, and, when we didn’t close it, it opened a little more. About three or four people gathered to watch me swallow his cum. I was so embarrassed at the time, but now I goon to the memory often.

I’ve been instructed to post this clip of me fucking myself after hours of edging and doing depraved things, so everyone can hear how wet and desperate I am.

https://voca.ro/1bGlqUinia77

It’s so humiliating 😣 please help me to stay edged.

I posted a few weeks ago saying that I’d reached a stage where I can’t cum any more unless someone gives me permission. It’s like a block - when I’m on my own, just trying to get off, it’s like I just can’t tip over the edge. It’s deliciously frustrating. I end up writhing around, furiously rubbing my sore, aching little clit, crying and whining like a bitch in heat.

Well, I’ve been playing around with asking for permission to even touch my clit. Fuck, it’s so hot. Sometimes people are cruel and make me touch everything but. Sometimes they’re kind and let me eventually earn multiple orgasms. But I’m basically addicted to putting my sanity in the hands of online strangers 🫠

I want to suck a cock so fucking badly. It’s been so long. I want to taste it, swirl my tongue around that head. I want to swallow every drop. I want to feel it twitch and pulse all over my tongue. Fuckkkk I’m losing my mind.

I’m dripping wet, with a toy stuffed into my tight cunt and hovering over my clit. I can’t cum without permission any more. I need someone to let me touch my throbbing, achy little clit. Please. I can feel myself clenching around this toy, and I’m getting desperate. At this point, I’ll do anything.