u/cowfemboymoo

All it took to turn our sex lives around was being a little less shy and letting our inner perverts out, and now I want it to run wild 😖

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I (femboy 21) have been with my girlfriend (22) for about 3 years now, and for most of that time I have been repressing my sexuality because it seemed way too much for her. She's autistic and a lot of what you or I might think of as foreplay doesn't reach her. She tends to see all kinds of intense kissing and touching as just cuddling. This leaves me so needy that sometimes I've had to jerk off straight after to let it out... it also makes it hard to have the confidence to initiate, because that would basically mean just outright asking for sex.

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...it turns out the solution to this was just to be more pervy 😖

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After some difficult, embarrassing conversations to open up, she says it's so cute hearing how needy I am, and she loves making my brain leak out my dick. She shared a few fantasies of her own:

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She wants to try casual masturbation.

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She wants to lick whipped cream off my body

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She wants me to eat her out (I can't believe I've only done this once)

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We've had sex twice in the two weeks since (up from like, once every two months before) and I'm trying to be brave enough to tell her when I'm gooning to the thought of her. She's given me a boobjob with her huge, soft tits for the second time ever, and got down on her knees to suck me like in porn 😖

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She was also brave enough to admit to her huge breeding kink, which was this super obvious elephant in the room. I've always seen pregnant hentai on her twitter feed and she is so bad at acting normal when the topic comes up in conversation (we all know that feeling, right?) which is adorable. I can't stop thinking about plapping her pussy while she gets super worked up and dorky about how I'm putting a baby inside her 😵‍💫

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I understand if it all sounds pretty vanilla right now, but you have to understand how bad our starting point was, and how painful it has been repressing everything.

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If you have any gooner relationship experience, PLEASE share how you got over the shyness, our sex life is doing a total 180 right now and I just want it to get pervier and pervier.

Per my last post, my girlfriend has been teasing me lately for how she thinks I've lost weight in my tummy, and how it's not fair (hers is very, very soft). This ended in her joking that she needs to feed me more.

I haven't been brave enough to dare ask if she finds that hot, but one of the reasons is that she seems to have mixed feelings about her weight herself. Between her very big boobs and thick body type, she doesn't really embody the fashion aesthetics she likes, and she's expressed jealousy of skinny girls (and me).

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That leads me to the fantasy I bring you today 😖

I'm slowly losing weight right now, but what if, once I cut down some more and saw what that looks like, we made some kind of kinky pact?

She's allowed to feed me however she wants, as long as I only gain 1lb for every 1lb she loses.

Have you ever heard of something like that before? Of course, every diet idea like that has the potential to become unhealthy, but it would be a really hot way to motivate her to lose a little. I bet I could gain for quite a while before it became... a problem 😖

My other post is still up if you'd like to read the situation and give me real advice about how to approach the fetish topic, but I would also love to hear if this fantasy turns you on, or if you've ever encountered anything similar.

My girlfriend is adorably thick, with the cutest belly shape and really big boobs to match. I have no idea how much she must actually weigh, but it is clearly a topic she has mixed feelings on.

She claims she has been bigger in the past, and she has some stretch marks here and there. I kind of understand her frustration, because she often feels nauseous with anxiety and isn't able to eat much anyway, so she might feel that she should be skinnier. Obviously, I try to encourage her to find things she can still eat at those times, because not eating will only make her feel more sick.

(This isn't the point of the post, but are liquid foods like Huel and those Boost mass gainers good for this? Please let me know if you have nausea regularly)

Anyway, yesterday she was making out with my tummy, which she does a lot, and she said I had lost weight and there was less to grab. She already said this last week, but this time she went further and joked that she needs to start feeding me more 😖

I didn't say anything back, because my feelings are kind of too complicated to get out during horny foreplay, but I have a hunch this topic is going to come up again...

I have definitely been gradually losing weight, but I'm not at the lowest weight I've been in the relationship, and the total range is still less than 10kg. I tried tracking what I ate for a little while to get some perspective, and now I just eat based on vibes, with those rough mental calorie ranges in mind.

...I think I would be open to gaining a little back, but I'm waiting to start HRT right now. Do you think I should explain this to her? I've not really talked about HRT, but she knows I'm being tested for intersex conditions, and my body shape is already very feminine, so I doubt she'd react with anything but excitement.