u/craigisnotsatoshi

My wife 28F and I 29M have finally dabbled in the world of mfm and we are both enjoying it. Took a year to convince her to try it but she loves it. This past weekend was our 2nd ever time doing an mfm. Same guy as our first time last month.

This time he forgot to bring a condom… he realized right as the action was heating up. In the heat of the moment I offered him one of mine that have been lying around in the sock drawer for 3 years. Also admittedly it was a size too small for him.

We had a great time. Of course I held on as long as I could but I still came early. This gave him some 1on1 time to take my thick wife to pound town which she loved. I kinda watched once I finished. I noticed the condom broke after a few minutes, and debated internally if I should say something.

She was enjoying it so much that I held off. He made her O too which was awesome to watch. I wasn’t sure if he would finish inside her or not but he also didn’t notice it broke. Sure enough he did.

She noticed right away something was wrong and looked at me lol. Luckily she’s on birth control so no big deal, i don’t care. When he realized he looked at me and said “oh shit, sorry bro” haha i just said “no worries all good”.

I went to the bathroom with her to clean up and it was hot to see it drip down her inner thigh when she walked. Didn’t have the courage to try to clean up myself. Huge milestone in my cuck journey!

This started a few months ago when my husband suggested we try having some wine and watching some porn together. At first I was reluctant, but it was actually very fun and arousing.

We tried it again a couple nights later, and this time he put on some porn involving “BBC” and “BWC”. I had no clue what to expect but as soon as I saw it my jaw hit the floor. I was absolutely mesmerized and got so wet and horny. I had never seen cocks close to that size in my life.

The next day I literally couldn’t stop thinking about it and picturing them in my head. My husband is the biggest I’ve ever been with (maybe 6” ish). I’ve always been very curious about what bigger ones would feel like and it’s been a secret regret of mine that I never tried a big one. As a thick/curvy girl, it’s sometimes a struggle to get deep enough for me.

He noticed how much I was loving the BBC/BWC porn, so we leaned into that more and it was so fun. Luckily my husband is really adventurous and not jealous at all, so was happy to feed into my obsession. I asked him about trying a dildo or something, and he seemed ok with it, so we bought a nice 8” one on amazon.

The first time I tried it was like heaven. I’ve never had such an easy orgasm. Since then, i’ve been using it almost nightly even when my husband isn’t around. I’ve gotten used to the size now and am very curious to try even bigger.

I worry I’m becoming addicted to this, and it’s affecting our sex life negatively since I’m much less interested in his cock than my dildo LOL. I hope I haven’t just ruined my sex life forever.

We live together in an off-campus house along with 1 other girl and 1 other guy. 4 of us in total live together. We all attend the same college.

This all started a couple months ago when my housemate (call him “brandon”) and I were alone for a weekend in the house. One night we were watching tv and I brought out the wine so we could have a “wine night”. Long story short, we both got quite drunk. The conversation started on funny sexual stories and stuff…. eventually Brandon admitted that he had never received a BJ and had only had sex with one girl in his life.

For context, he’s a very very smart engineering student and nerdy type. But hes cute, and I’ve had a secret crush on him. In my drunken state I offered to give him a blowjob just so he could see how it feels. I told him it can be chill, nothing weird, just for fun. I told him I really love giving them and could use some practice haha. He was also drunk and agreed.

We went upstairs to his bedroom and I gave him head… he came in my mouth within 2 minutes. He absolutely loved it and so did I, it was really fun. Surprisingly things didn’t end up being weird after, we both laughed about it and it was fine. I was really surprised at how big he was… and it really turned me on. Unfortunately this was the start of my crush turning into real feelings, but I don’t think Brandon felt the same.

The next night I playfully joked that I’m happy to use him for practice anytime he wants…. And he took me up on that. I gave him another, and another, and another. This basically happened almost every night. We waited for our other roommates to go to bed, then I’d sneak down to his room or he’s sneak up to mine. We never had sex because he thought that would ruin things and make it awkward, but I definitely wanted to.

Anyways, this has gone on for months now and I’ve probably given him 50+ blowjobs. I absolutely love giving them and I try out new tricks and stuff it’s really fun. We’ve almost been caught a couple times, but so far so good.

The problem is that I really want to be his girlfriend and stop hiding, but I don’t think he has feelings for me beyond loving my mouth. We have a fun situation so I don’t want to ruin it, but also it’s probably unsustainable. Just needed to get this off my chest.