u/cuminkleenex

Thought this might interest some. I'm a pussyfree married beta. Been slowly cut off to where the only sex I get is licking pussy. Otherwise I masturbate. My wife and online alpha both decided I should basically only get to cum in the toilet.

So apart from a couple cums in the winter every single cum my nub has made has been directly squirt into the toilet. My alpha says I have to for the remainder of the year. It's so humiliating to tug on the toilet knowing it won't get better. My wife just sends me there after I lick her

I've started calling the toilet my toilet gf since it's the only thing that accepts my cum. Any other white bois in a relationship like this?

This July I have hit the 4.5 year pussyfree milestone and 3.5 year masturbation only milestone. It's crazy to imagine it has been that long since my nub has been graced by my wife's touch. I've accepted that all my little guy deserves is edging and rare squirts so I'm not really sexually frustrated in my current state, but the denial each time after I lick my wife when she dismisses me to jerk myself, is still humiliating.

The main thing I wanted to share is how sexually powerful milestones are for me now. An Alpha celebrates new sexual conquests, new positions, new experiences. I celebrate denial milestones -- those are the only things my nub can 'succeed' at. And I have to be honest edging for my recent milestones has been so powerful. My little guy has been so aroused and drippy. I'm proud of what I accomplished. I'm proud I'm such a good beta for my wife.

And what am I sexually looking forward to more than anything? My 5 year anniversary! The anniversaries are the most arousing things for a beta like me. Masturbating and then flushing my milestones away!

My online alpha took me to task for failing to cum in my toiletpussy multiple times this year. I've cum down the shower drain three times and once in bed laying next to my wife (on my own belly). Don't worry followers, she never came close to my nub with her body and my squirts got nowhere near her (she leaves the shower when I start to stroke). I'm still a totally renewed virgin masturbator.

But still, I need to do better. I pledge to make 100% of my cums into the toilet the rest of this year. No special privileges even for special occasions. Doesn't matter the day, the toilet is where my filth belongs.

If wifey offers me more I will ask for the lonely humiliation of the toilet and tell her it just feels right for me. Wish me 'luck'!

So wifey and I celebrated our wedding anniversary this last weekend. We did her favorite, which is her riding my face in the shower. She rode me hard and had a big orgasm. I was so hard and horny not having cum since the beginning of the month.

She looked at me and said I could leave the shower and sit on the toilet for my turn. As she enjoyed the rest of her shower I rapidly tugged and squirted so much of my beta cummies into the toilet to be flushed. I lasted under 30 seconds.

Toilet squirts hit harder on special occasions where you'd expect something special sexually, but for me it doesn't matter the occasion. It's me and my hand with a good helping of denial and humiliation.