I trade nudes with openly gay men while they tell me about their raunchy sex lives!
There is so much that I envy about homoerotic intimacy but most of all, the liberation. Despite me having nsfw socials, I fall into regular cis hetero sexual paradigms as a strong black “straight” man. There is only so much “deviation” I am allowed but wow does a chat get the job done.
For as masculine as I think I am and for as masculine as other people may perceive me, there are so many bottoms out there that can easily take bigger dicks in their hole. I’ve been denied sex with a few women because my girth is too intimidating but I’ve never been under the illusion that the openly gay/bi men couldn’t take me and three other cocks easily.
Grindr. Scruff. sniffies. A few of these bottoms I’ve exchanged numbers with so I can get videos of them getting pounded. It’s so amazing to see how hungry these holes are. Each bottom loves to lie and make me feel special with their lies “I can’t wait to have you daddy”. Oh please, you literally have 50 other “straight” men sending you nudes and 10 of them are coming over in an hour. I feel so replaceable but without the malice that hypergamy gives within heterosexuality.
As I type this, this bottom is telling me how he took an 11 inch cock this weekend and he needs more! You guys are absolutely insatiable and I love to be able to see it safely lol