Big sigh…why am I like this?
I dipped my toe into the OA waters a couple of months ago and while most men honestly sucked (sorry not sorry), I did hit it off with one guy and we had a good thing going. But it was short lived as I was ghosted. Zero explanation. 🙄🙄🙄
After a hiatus, I’m back where I shouldn’t be. Probably because I’m surprised just how intoxicating it was to have an OAP. A good one. I couldn’t stay away.
I’m 35, on/off sahm (part time job with an irregular schedule), cute, fit but not a model (slightly above average I’d say), into gardening, the outdoors, sports, and damn good books. In your typical good-man-but-roommate situation at home with the H. He’s just a low libido man. Definitely will not risk ruining anything at home so I’d need you to understand my tight OPSEC.
With that said, absolutely am looking to sexual release. I miss passion, flirting, teasing, all of it. But it’ll be with a man (or woman! - more on that in a bit) who seduces my mind first - one who’s intelligent and witty and doesn’t ask for nudes within an hour of talking. Good things come to those who wait, darling. Great, pleasurable things.
Finally, I believe I’m 90% straight, but I’ve had enough lingering curiosity about women (why is F/F porn so much hotter than M/F?) that I’m finally feeling ready to test that online if the chemistry is there. So I’m primarily looking for a man…I think…but for any women interested in shooting your shot, you have my attention. 😉