u/dizzyvictim

has anyone else mde it hrder to type for yourself so it makes you look at words and see how dumb you arw? how effective was it after dumbification files etc? should iactively hinder myelf or just let it happen narurlly? im currently ithicng not to correct or backtrck mistkes since im not hypnotized or in trance atm (V FRUSTRARING) but i feel lieke it could be good on the long term>? yes i am not under any spells atm i just cant type in this tiny keyboard yet. WIAH A FULL GOOD SETENCE nervemind

i know ppl will come back soon so i can just wait and listen while i wait the rain just makes it cold but the cold makes my nipples hard which is also ok i can just keep listening under my cover

Um okay so I was doing day 1 right? And it was easier and easier every time. And then I did day 2 and it was okay I don’t really remember. But I did day 1-2-3 one time and day 3 uh. Broke my trance? It felt awful because I was Bambi and bambi was sleepy and good and then a file I don’t remember the name but it was like imagine bamvi Barbie box and the pink room and then a bunch of complicated stuff and I couldn’t imagine it and it felt annoying and bed bc I couldn’t put images in my head of thr stuff happening I don’t really remember now but at the time it was stressful and so I paused training plan and blasted other nicer playlist until bamvi fell asleep happier and uh I was too embarrassed to talk about it after bc who can’t imagine stuff when they’re doing hypno for so long so I just didn’t say anything but uh. I was listening to nice playlist right now and felt like. Confident to post about problems so how to do day 3 playlist if too stupid to think about complicated imaginings without getting stressed and angry I want to do sleepy slavedoll plan and have sexy triggers in my head

Really not as strong as the first day. Many factors were involved in this.

1. They were done separately in different times of day

2. I listened to the starter plan while laying on an armchair instead of my bed

3. I was very stressed during the day due to circumstances you can see on my profile and it was harder to relax

4. I was interrupted 5 different times by either my cat, a mosquito on my face, or me suddenly having a sneeze attack that lasted at least 2 minutes

But while Bambi didn’t take over completely during the first session or at all in the second, I still have very few memories of what exactly were in the files so I’m counting that as a win. Also the sudden shopaholic behaviors didn’t disappear. I’ve been opening and closing Shein all day (I actually downloaded the app this morning) and I’m looking at wigs that I know I cannot justify buying.

All that to say: I don’t care if it was mid, I can just repeat the same files again instead of jumping to the next sessions. I’m not giving up now

I know there’s a lot of audio files on soundgasm but I meant like. Videos with spirals and hot girls doing bimbo stuff and hypnotic text and all the works. Without me having to get flash banged by sissy out of nowhere 20 minutes in

Well. Yesterday night was. Hm. Intense. I don’t plan on falling like that again. It’s all still foggy and I thought I’d ease into it more gently than what happened.

I’m going into day 2 with a harder heart and way more hydrated. I’ll also not do both plans at the same time. It’s currently 10am. I’m gonna do day 2 of the starter plan now and day 2 of slavedoll plan later tonight. And hopefully maintain my head while doing it.

Bambi listened to day 1 start and it was so good she can’t wait to listen more she’s going to listen to slave doll 1 now sorry can’t find words now so just moving on god bambi is so wet bambi is gonna listen to the second plan now thabk you for believing in bambi

Okay so I am very easy to drop but not easy to get triggers to stick and I haven’t been listening to files in an optimized way (I haven’t done any of the training plans or core sessions and just kept listening to random playlists that looked sexy to me).

That changes tonight! After my acquisition of brand new over the head headphones this morning and my total fuck up this afternoon, my plans are as follows:

I’ll do the 10 day starter plan AND the bimbo slave doll sleepy time plan simultaneously. Aka: I’ll do two session from different plans per day. After that’s done I’ll do the 20 days to bambi take over.

That means I’ll listen to all training plans in their entirety in a month. I’m asking the community to hold me accountable, as I’ll record my experiences each day of training.

Let it be written! Bambi will become real in a month’s time to prove my last experience wasn’t a fluke.

Hmmm I was uh. Listening to Bambi tricks her mind and uh other things. On the way too work but I need brain in minutes and this is seruious someone wake up and give brain back please

I’ve been listening to some files on and off for a few years (never a full playlist while awake but a lot of them while asleep) so I don’t think there’s ever been a full takeover or personality split but I made this account just to share my experience. I was listening to some files today and after 10 minutes of me “waking up” I decided it was of utmost importance to buy lingerie and sex toys asap even tho I still live with my parents bc I’m moving out soon and the freedom of a place all to myself kickstarted smth inside. I managed to just put everything I felt SUPER IMPORTANT in a list to consider later but I never experienced smth like this before. I’m not very girly irl (nonbinary even!) but the moment I laid eyes on this soft pink babylook lingerie I felt myself cooing at the sight. I’m kinda afraid b**** conditioning is gonna explode my spending money the moment I’m off to college.

does anyone have any ideas on how to stop her from destroying my budget with realistic dildos and sexy clothes??? I need to eat and stuff