u/erotic-gem

I’ve fantasised about this for years, even before I met my husband. I love the idea of his “better half” holding power over my everyday life.

I want her to decide so many things about me.

Things like what I’m allowed to eat, when, and how much. Whether I’m allowed to lose weight, maintain, or even gain. She decides what I wear or how I keep my hair and make-up. If my weekly earnings are paid into her bank account or whether I'm a stay at home maid for her. Whether I'm allowed to cum or need permission for basic things like using the bathroom.

If she wants to use me, ignore me, or discard me for the day, I’ll obey. Whatever makes me more entertaining or useful to her.

I imagine my husband being completely on board with anything she chooses. She can be sweet and caring or incredibly cruel. It doesn't matter. He’s so besotted with her that my feelings become irrelevant. And that thought makes me so fucking wet.

I just want to be her plaything while I serve them both, and watch her enjoy what used to be mine and him enjoy more than he did with me. He deserves that.

I can't be the only one who gets turned on by this? I'd love to hear your thoughts so I can expand this fantasy!

I’ve fantasised about this for years, even before I met my husband. I love the idea of his “better half” holding power over my everyday life.

I want her to decide so many things about me.

Things like what I’m allowed to eat, when, and how much. Whether I’m allowed to lose weight, maintain, or even gain. She decides what I wear or how I keep my hair and make-up. If my weekly earnings are paid into her bank account or whether I'm a stay at home maid for her. Whether I'm allowed to cum or need permission for basic things like using the bathroom.

If she wants to use me, ignore me, or discard me for the day, I’ll obey. Whatever makes me more entertaining or useful to her.

I imagine my husband being completely on board with anything she chooses. She can be sweet and caring or incredibly cruel. It doesn't matter. He’s so besotted with her that my feelings become irrelevant. And that thought makes me so fucking wet.

I just want to be her plaything while I serve them both, and watch her enjoy what used to be mine and him enjoy more then he did with me.

I can't be the only one who gets turned on by this? I'd love to hear your thoughts so I can expand this fantasy!

Also Cakes, would you be cruel or kind to me?!

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Hey guys, last month I touched upon my recent unexpected denial journey, explaining how antidepressants completely wrecked my ability to cum properly. I used to edge and deny myself on and off for years, but eventually went back to enjoying having normal orgasms. But from taking the meds, cumming was either impossible or ridiculously weak and unsatisfying. The only thing that felt really good was edging and being in a constant horny state.

I just wanted to let you know how it’s going now. I still haven't cum! It just gets too frustrating and painful trying to. And today I'm really fucking feeling it.

I illustrate erotica and that's been such a fucking tease for me. I've found myself staying in a lot more, either creating or watching porn. I'm constantly distracted.

I’m actually in the middle of drafting a cuckquean fantasy story of mine to illustrate and have found myself here instead, wanting to share how pathetic I am 🙈 I honestly don’t know how I’m going to survive the day being this fucking horny. I'm sitting here naked, supposed to be writing, fucking soaked.

My husband has loved how desperate I've become and currently has me under strict instructions of no touch today and I am feeling incredibly desperate right now. We've been anal only this last 2 weeks too and my pussy is so leaky and swollen right now and I'm finding it really difficult not touching. I feel like a desperate mess just humping the air. I'm so jealous of all the girlies who get to touch but I love feeling this way so much.

I've had a few people message me suggesting I switch antidepressants, but I honestly don't want to. The ones I am on now are literally saving my life mentally. And right now, I'm actually having fun with it. I've read that there's a chance that weakened orgasms, or difficulty orgasming can sometimes continue for months, even after discontinuation and can be a permanent thing, and right now I'm really hoping that happens to me 🙈