u/exploringworldlife

I am 18M, exploring my sexuality ever since I got the freedom to live by myself. I was always nevous and was a virgin until I let myself loose one night and had a lot of my wild first time experiences.

I was studing one night, and kept having distractive thoughts. Usually resort to porn or sexting, but not acting on it. While chatting with someone online, he mentioned about gay saunas that cities usually have. I got curious and looked for one near where I lived. After contemplating for a long time, I decided to go there. Took an uber and I reached there but still feeling very nervous to step in. The guy who was at front desk saw me standing in the corner while he was walking back after his smoke break and we exchanged smile. I finally thought I'd go in, paid and got myself a room. While going in there I saw a lot of guys walking around, probably mid 30s or 40s. Some of them were making eye contact, but I was too nervous, kept walkng around the maze area where they had swings and gloryhole etc, saw some guys already giving oral. I stayed in there getting all excited watching porn live but when someone tried to come towards me, I panicked and left. I was then at the wet and dry sauna area where the employee who checked me in was walking out after routine cleanup to the front desk. He striked a convestion with him, asked if it was my fist time and I said yes. Then I went on to tell him I had been wanting to bottom for a long time. He explained me about anal douching and cleaning up etc., which I said I am aware of. I asked him how to bear the pain and take it in, he was explaining about not being stressed and breathe and my sphincter will get relaxed. or.. he took out poppers and said inhale this and you'll feel relaxed. I have read about it online and really didn't plan on using it. But he took one out and handed me and said this one is on me.

I was very nervous and decided to try it took, took two sniffs on each nostril. I immediately felt light headedness and feel of my heartbeat. It felt good. I decided to do it again, but then he said to take intervals before trying on again. I asked him jokingly, so now my hole must have opened up an I can put my finger in without geting hurt? He showed me a small virator toy that he had and said buy something like this. I asked him if I could borrow. He looked around, he asked me for my room number. He said go there and wait. I did, and he walked into the room. He turned off the light, and he asked me to lay down on my back. I was only wearing a towel at the time. He took it off and asked me to spread my legs. He complimented my body and said guys would be all over me. He had lube and the vibrator toy with him, it was thin but about 4 to 5 inches long. I felt his fingers grazing around my butt hole, he had some lube on. my butt started clenching immediately. He came closer to my ears and whispered relax. I was breathing hard. This was my first time I had let anyone touch my ass. He asked me to sniff poppers, twice on each nostril. I did and immediately felt the effects and I put my head to rest.

I have only read about how poppers immediately loosens up your sphincter and I thought it wasn't fully true - I felt it right away. he ws trying to push his finger and never have I ever had something inside me go in that smoothly. I started moaning as i felt good, especially I think he was in the prostrate area and that place was so sensitive that was giving a wanting to pee like sensation. He then took him vibrator and inserted inside. I was moaning too hard and kept ocassionally trying poppers, that whole experience was euphoric. He was using the vibrator on me maybe for about 15 minutes. He took it out and asked me if I had fun. I said yes, I wanted him to keep going. but he said his break time is over and has to go to the front. He told me to clean up and leave, and told me to keep practicing until I am ready for a real dick. I asked him if would fuck me, he said he doesn't he is more of a bottom. I thanked him for helping me out.

I went to the shower area and started clceaning my ass, was thinking to myself how would it feel if I had a real dick. I went back to my room, and when I was about to put on my clothes, I decided to try poppers again. and that was the time I had no idea what gotten in me and I became confident where I decided to leave my towel and walk naked inside the dark maze area. I could immediately feel some hands trying to grab my cock and button, one of them even held my hands. I kept moving around and noticed some guys started following me. I was going thru the gloryhole doors and place was cramped and people were there. a mid 40s guy came behind me and grazed his penis on my butt cheeks. I froze, but I don't know if it was effect of poppers or feeling high rush for all the experience, I grinded on him for a bit. He held onto my waist and leaned in and asked me if I wanted to go to his room. I then kept walking out of that area further into where slings are. I turned around, it was still dark but I looked back and saw his face. I liked him, he was on the older side, tall, beard and no chest hair, about 7 inches. I pointed him towards the sling, and he followed me. I laid down, I told him it was my first time. He promised me he will be gentle. He said he will be back and went to bring in his lube. I assumed he brought his condoms with him too. When he was gone, there was another new guy, large and was trying to initiate conversation with me. but the guy came back and the other guy went further away and started watching us. I sniffed two times each nostril again. I felt his fingers at first, with lube, he was slowly going in and out. I spread my legs even more and told to him I was ready. I started feeling my heartbeat already, and at tthat moment I felt his tip slowly inching inside of me. I realised he didn't have condoms on. I really did not plan on having unprotected sex, but I was feeling all the rush and let him in anyways. He started moaning and I felt his dick inside me within few minutes and that was the best feeling ever. He kept saying I was tight as fuck, and now he believes me that I haven't been fucked before. He didn't last long though, he cummed sooner. he took his cock out and he said he is going to wash up. I did not want to leave. the other guy who was watching us came close to me, I nodded my head and he understood, and came closer, kissed my lips, we made out while he was pushing his dick inside my ass and he didn't have condoms either. At that point I could feel it was already wet because of lube and the previous guy's cum. he kept going for a long time, and I felt good by his every single thrust deep inside me. he was rubbing my cock too, I wasn't hard(which I later realised that poppers can cause that). I am more on the skinnier side, so he managed to left me up from the sling and hold me tight while I had my arms around his neck and he finally cummed in me. he said we should do this again, and asked me for my number. I gave mine, went to the shower, started cleaning my ass, and I feeling euphoric after the experience, get hard and decide to jerk off in the shower.

You can ask me if you have any questions about my experience

I am 18M, exploring my sexuality ever since I got the freedom to live by myself. I was always nevous and was a virgin until I let myself loose one night and had a lot of my wild first time experiences.

I was studing one night, and kept having distractive thoughts. Usually resort to porn or sexting, but not acting on it. While chatting with someone online, he mentioned about gay saunas that cities usually have. I got curious and looked for one near where I lived. After contemplating for a long time, I decided to go there. Took an uber and I reached there but still feeling very nervous to step in. The guy who was at front desk saw me standing in the corner while he was walking back after his smoke break and we exchanged smile. I finally thought I'd go in, paid and got myself a room. While going in there I saw a lot of guys walking around, probably mid 30s or 40s. Some of them were making eye contact, but I was too nervous, kept walkng around the maze area where they had swings and gloryhole etc, saw some guys already giving oral. I stayed in there getting all excited watching porn live but when someone tried to come towards me, I panicked and left. I was then at the wet and dry sauna area where the employee who checked me in was walking out after routine cleanup to the front desk. He striked a convestion with him, asked if it was my fist time and I said yes. Then I went on to tell him I had been wanting to bottom for a long time. He explained me about anal douching and cleaning up etc., which I said I am aware of. I asked him how to bear the pain and take it in, he was explaining about not being stressed and breathe and my sphincter will get relaxed. or.. he took out poppers and said inhale this and you'll feel relaxed. I have read about it online and really didn't plan on using it. But he took one out and handed me and said this one is on me.

I was very nervous and decided to try it took, took two sniffs on each nostril. I immediately felt light headedness and feel of my heartbeat. It felt good. I decided to do it again, but then he said to take intervals before trying on again. I asked him jokingly, so now my hole must have opened up an I can put my finger in without geting hurt? He showed me a small virator toy that he had and said buy something like this. I asked him if I could borrow. He looked around, he asked me for my room number. He said go there and wait. I did, and he walked into the room. He turned off the light, and he asked me to lay down on my back. I was only wearing a towel at the time. He took it off and asked me to spread my legs. He complimented my body and said guys would be all over me. He had lube and the vibrator toy with him, it was thin but about 4 to 5 inches long. I felt his fingers grazing around my butt hole, he had some lube on. my butt started clenching immediately. He came closer to my ears and whispered relax. I was breathing hard. This was my first time I had let anyone touch my ass. He asked me to sniff poppers, twice on each nostril. I did and immediately felt the effects and I put my head to rest.

I have only read about how poppers immediately loosens up your sphincter and I thought it wasn't fully true - I felt it right away. he ws trying to push his finger and never have I ever had something inside me go in that smoothly. I started moaning as i felt good, especially I think he was in the prostrate area and that place was so sensitive that was giving a wanting to pee like sensation. He then took him vibrator and inserted inside. I was moaning too hard and kept ocassionally trying poppers, that whole experience was euphoric. He was using the vibrator on me maybe for about 15 minutes. He took it out and asked me if I had fun. I said yes, I wanted him to keep going. but he said his break time is over and has to go to the front. He told me to clean up and leave, and told me to keep practicing until I am ready for a real dick. I asked him if would fuck me, he said he doesn't he is more of a bottom. I thanked him for helping me out.

I went to the shower area and started clceaning my ass, was thinking to myself how would it feel if I had a real dick. I went back to my room, and when I was about to put on my clothes, I decided to try poppers again. and that was the time I had no idea what gotten in me and I became confident where I decided to leave my towel and walk naked inside the dark maze area. I could immediately feel some hands trying to grab my cock and button, one of them even held my hands. I kept moving around and noticed some guys started following me. I was going thru the gloryhole doors and place was cramped and people were there. a mid 40s guy came behind me and grazed his penis on my butt cheeks. I froze, but I don't know if it was effect of poppers or feeling high rush for all the experience, I grinded on him for a bit. He held onto my waist and leaned in and asked me if I wanted to go to his room. I then kept walking out of that area further into where slings are. I turned around, it was still dark but I looked back and saw his face. I liked him, he was on the older side, tall, beard and no chest hair, about 7 inches. I pointed him towards the sling, and he followed me. I laid down, I told him it was my first time. He promised me he will be gentle. He said he will be back and went to bring in his lube. I assumed he brought his condoms with him too. When he was gone, there was another new guy, large and was trying to initiate conversation with me. but the guy came back and the other guy went further away and started watching us. I sniffed two times each nostril again. I felt his fingers at first, with lube, he was slowly going in and out. I spread my legs even more and told to him I was ready. I started feeling my heartbeat already, and at tthat moment I felt his tip slowly inching inside of me. I realised he didn't have condoms on. I really did not plan on having unprotected sex, but I was feeling all the rush and let him in anyways. He started moaning and I felt his dick inside me within few minutes and that was the best feeling ever. He kept saying I was tight as fuck, and now he believes me that I haven't been fucked before. He didn't last long though, he cummed sooner. he took his cock out and he said he is going to wash up. I did not want to leave. the other guy who was watching us came close to me, I nodded my head and he understood, and came closer, kissed my lips, we made out while he was pushing his dick inside my ass and he didn't have condoms either. At that point I could feel it was already wet because of lube and the previous guy's cum. he kept going for a long time, and I felt good by his every single thrust deep inside me. he was rubbing my cock too, I wasn't hard(which I later realised that poppers can cause that). I am more on the skinnier side, so he managed to left me up from the sling and hold me tight while I had my arms around his neck and he finally cummed in me. he said we should do this again, and asked me for my number. I gave mine, went to the shower, started cleaning my ass, and I feeling euphoric after the experience, get hard and decide to jerk off in the shower. I leave the place and come back home. I had some headache, but I was trying to hydrate myself and have food as well. It hit me when I realised I had unprotected sex with two guys and started panicking. I found a doctor who prescribed my doxy, and walked me through prep. PS. this happened a month and half ago, and I got myself full sti test during 15 day, 30 day and 45 days and all tests came negative. I have now decided to get into prep and doxy as needed, and play safe going forward. I still canned believe I let myself loose, maybe it was poppers, maybe it was the manly smell all around, or maybe I gathered up some courage to experience myself, but overall it was an experience to remember my whole lifetime.

Hi, I am 18 years old and exploring my sexuality ever since I got the freedom to live by myself. I was always nevous and was a virgin until I let myself loose one night and had a lot of my wild first time experiences.

I was studing one night, and kept having distractive thoughts. Usually resort to porn or sexting, but not acting on it. While chatting with someone online, he mentioned about gay saunas that cities usually have. I got curious and looked for one near where I lived. After contemplating for a long time, I decided to go there. Took an uber and I reached there but still feeling very nervous to step in. The guy who was at front desk saw me standing in the corner while he was walking back after his smoke break and we exchanged smile. I finally thought I'd go in, paid and got myself a room. While going in there I saw a lot of guys walking around, probably mid 30s or 40s. Some of them were making eye contact, but I was too nervous, kept walkng around the maze area where they had swings and gloryhole etc, saw some guys already giving oral. I stayed in there getting all excited watching porn live but when someone tried to come towards me, I panicked and left. I was then at the wet and dry sauna area where the employee who checked me in was walking out after routine cleanup to the front desk. He striked a convestion with him, asked if it was my fist time and I said yes. Then I went on to tell him I had been wanting to bottom for a long time. He explained me about anal douching and cleaning up etc., which I said I am aware of. I asked him how to bear the pain and take it in, he was explaining about not being stressed and breathe and my sphincter will get relaxed. or.. he took out poppers and said inhale this and you'll feel relaxed. I have read about it online and really didn't plan on using it. But he took one out and handed me and said this one is on me.

I was very nervous and decided to try it took, took two sniffs on each nostril. I immediately felt light headedness and feel of my heartbeat. It felt good. I decided to do it again, but then he said to take intervals before trying on again. I asked him jokingly, so now my hole must have opened up an I can put my finger in without geting hurt? He showed me a small virator toy that he had and said buy something like this. I asked him if I could borrow. He looked around, he asked me for my room number. He said go there and wait. I did, and he walked into the room. He turned off the light, and he asked me to lay down on my back. I was only wearing a towel at the time. He took it off and asked me to spread my legs. He complimented my body and said guys would be all over me. He had lube and the vibrator toy with him, it was thin but about 4 to 5 inches long. I felt his fingers grazing around my butt hole, he had some lube on. my butt started clenching immediately. He came closer to my ears and whispered relax. I was breathing hard. This was my first time I had let anyone touch my ass. He asked me to sniff poppers, twice on each nostril. I did and immediately felt the effects and I put my head to rest.

I have only read about how poppers immediately loosens up your sphincter and I thought it wasn't fully true, but oh boy - I felt it right away. he ws trying to push his finger and never have I ever had something inside me go in that smoothly. I started moaning as i felt good, especially I think he was in the prostrate area and that place was so sensitive that was giving a wanting to pee like sensation. He then took him vibrator and inserted inside. I was moaning too hard and kept ocassionally trying poppers, that whole experience was euphoric. He was using the vibrator on me maybe for about 15 minutes. He took it out and asked me if I had fun. I said yes, I wanted him to keep going. but he said his break time is over and has to go to the front. He told me to clean up and leave, and told me to keep practicing until I am ready for a real dick. I asked him if would fuck me, he said he doesn't he is more of a bottom. I thanked him for helping me out.

I went to the shower area and started clceaning my ass, was thinking to myself how would it feel if I had a real dick. I went back to my room, and when I was about to put on my clothes, I decided to try poppers again. and that was the time I had no idea what gotten in me and I became confident where I decided to leave my towel and walk naked inside the dark maze area. I could immediately feel some hands trying to grab my cock and button, one of them even held my hands. I kept moving around and noticed some guys started following me. I was going thru the gloryhole doors and place was cramped and people were there. a mid 40s guy came behind me and grazed his penis on my butt cheeks. I froze, but I don't know if it was effect of poppers or feeling high rush for all the experience, I grinded on him for a bit. He held onto my waist and leaned in and asked me if I wanted to go to his room. I then kept walking out of that area further into where slings are. I turned around, it was still dark but I looked back and saw his face. I liked him, he was on the older side, tall, beard and no chest hair, about 7 inches. I pointed him towards the sling, and he followed me. I laid down, I told him it was my first time. He promised me he will be gentle. He said he will be back and went to bring in his lube. I assumed he brought his condoms with him too. When he was gone, there was another new guy, large and was trying to initiate conversation with me. but the guy came back and the other guy went further away and started watching us. I sniffed two times each nostril again. I felt his fingers at first, with lube, he was slowly going in and out. I spread my legs even more and told to him I was ready. I started feeling my heartbeat already, and at tthat moment I felt his tip slowly inching inside of me. I realised he didn't have condoms on. I really did not plan on having unprotected sex, but I was feeling all the rush and let him in anyways. He started moaning and I felt his dick inside me within few minutes and that was the best feeling ever. He kept saying I was tight as fuck, and now he believes me that I haven't been fucked before. He didn't last long though, he cummed sooner. he took his cock out and he said he is going to wash up. I did not want to leave. the other guy who was watching us came close to me, I nodded my head and he understood, and came closer, kissed my lips, we made out while he was pushing his dick inside my ass and he didn't have condoms either. At that point I could feel it was already wet because of lube and the previous guy's cum. he kept going for a long time, and I felt good by his every single thrust deep inside me. he was rubbing my cock too, I wasn't hard(which I later realised that poppers can cause that). I am more on the skinnier side, so he managed to left me up from the sling and hold me tight while I had my arms around his neck and he finally cummed in me. he said we should do this again, and asked me for my number. I gave mine, went to the shower, started cleaning my ass, and I feeling euphoric after the experience, get hard and decide to jerk off in the shower. I leave the place and come back home. I had some headache, but I was trying to hydrate myself and have food as well. It hit me when I realised I had unprotected sex with two guys and started panicking. I found a doctor who prescribed my doxy, and walked me through prep. PS. this happened a month and half ago, and I got myself full sti test during 15 day, 30 day and 45 days and all tests came negative. I have now decided to get into prep and doxy as needed, and play safe going forward. I still canned believe I let myself loose, maybe it was poppers, maybe it was the manly smell all around, or maybe I gathered up some courage to experience myself, but overall it was an experience to remember my whole lifetime.

Hi, I am 18 years old and exploring my sexuality ever since I got the freedom to live by myself. I was always nevous and was a virgin until I let myself loose one night and had a lot of my wild first time experiences.

I was studing one night, and kept having distractive thoughts. Usually resort to porn or sexting, but not acting on it. While chatting with someone online, he mentioned about gay saunas that cities usually have. I got curious and looked for one near where I lived. After contemplating for a long time, I decided to go there. Took an uber and I reached there but still feeling very nervous to step in. The guy who was at front desk saw me standing in the corner while he was walking back after his smoke break and we exchanged smile. I finally thought I'd go in, paid and got myself a room. While going in there I saw a lot of guys walking around, probably mid 30s or 40s. Some of them were making eye contact, but I was too nervous, kept walkng around the maze area where they had swings and gloryhole etc, saw some guys already giving oral. I stayed in there getting all excited watching porn live but when someone tried to come towards me, I panicked and left. I was then at the wet and dry sauna area where the employee who checked me in was walking out after routine cleanup to the front desk. He striked a convestion with him, asked if it was my fist time and I said yes. Then I went on to tell him I had been wanting to bottom for a long time. He explained me about anal douching and cleaning up etc., which I said I am aware of. I asked him how to bear the pain and take it in, he was explaining about not being stressed and breathe and my sphincter will get relaxed. or.. he took out poppers and said inhale this and you'll feel relaxed. I have read about it online and really didn't plan on using it. But he took one out and handed me and said this one is on me.

I was very nervous and decided to try it took, took two sniffs on each nostril. I immediately felt light headedness and feel of my heartbeat. It felt good. I decided to do it again, but then he said to take intervals before trying on again. I asked him jokingly, so now my hole must have opened up an I can put my finger in without geting hurt? He showed me a small virator toy that he had and said buy something like this. I asked him if I could borrow. He looked around, he asked me for my room number. He said go there and wait. I did, and he walked into the room. He turned off the light, and he asked me to lay down on my back. I was only wearing a towel at the time. He took it off and asked me to spread my legs. He complimented my body and said guys would be all over me. He had lube and the vibrator toy with him, it was thin but about 4 to 5 inches long. I felt his fingers grazing around my butt hole, he had some lube on. my butt started clenching immediately. He came closer to my ears and whispered relax. I was breathing hard. This was my first time I had let anyone touch my ass. He asked me to sniff poppers, twice on each nostril. I did and immediately felt the effects and I put my head to rest.

I have only read about how poppers immediately loosens up your sphincter and I thought it wasn't fully true, but oh boy - I felt it right away. he ws trying to push his finger and never have I ever had something inside me go in that smoothly. I started moaning as i felt good, especially I think he was in the prostrate area and that place was so sensitive that was giving a wanting to pee like sensation. He then took him vibrator and inserted inside. I was moaning too hard and kept ocassionally trying poppers, that whole experience was euphoric. He was using the vibrator on me maybe for about 15 minutes. He took it out and asked me if I had fun. I said yes, I wanted him to keep going. but he said his break time is over and has to go to the front. He told me to clean up and leave, and told me to keep practicing until I am ready for a real dick. I asked him if would fuck me, he said he doesn't he is more of a bottom. I thanked him for helping me out.

I went to the shower area and started clceaning my ass, was thinking to myself how would it feel if I had a real dick. I went back to my room, and when I was about to put on my clothes, I decided to try poppers again. and that was the time I had no idea what gotten in me and I became confident where I decided to leave my towel and walk naked inside the dark maze area. I could immediately feel some hands trying to grab my cock and button, one of them even held my hands. I kept moving around and noticed some guys started following me. I was going thru the gloryhole doors and place was cramped and people were there. a mid 40s guy came behind me and grazed his penis on my butt cheeks. I froze, but I don't know if it was effect of poppers or feeling high rush for all the experience, I grinded on him for a bit. He held onto my waist and leaned in and asked me if I wanted to go to his room. I then kept walking out of that area further into where slings are. I turned around, it was still dark but I looked back and saw his face. I liked him, he was on the older side, tall, beard and no chest hair, about 7 inches. I pointed him towards the sling, and he followed me. I laid down, I told him it was my first time. He promised me he will be gentle. He said he will be back and went to bring in his lube. I assumed he brought his condoms with him too. When he was gone, there was another new guy, large and was trying to initiate conversation with me. but the guy came back and the other guy went further away and started watching us. I sniffed two times each nostril again. I felt his fingers at first, with lube, he was slowly going in and out. I spread my legs even more and told to him I was ready. I started feeling my heartbeat already, and at tthat moment I felt his tip slowly inching inside of me. I realised he didn't have condoms on. I really did not plan on having unprotected sex, but I was feeling all the rush and let him in anyways. He started moaning and I felt his dick inside me within few minutes and that was the best feeling ever. He kept saying I was tight as fuck, and now he believes me that I haven't been fucked before. He didn't last long though, he cummed sooner. he took his cock out and he said he is going to wash up. I did not want to leave. the other guy who was watching us came close to me, I nodded my head and he understood, and came closer, kissed my lips, we made out while he was pushing his dick inside my ass and he didn't have condoms either. At that point I could feel it was already wet because of lube and the previous guy's cum. he kept going for a long time, and I felt good by his every single thrust deep inside me. he was rubbing my cock too, I wasn't hard(which I later realised that poppers can cause that). I am more on the skinnier side, so he managed to left me up from the sling and hold me tight while I had my arms around his neck and he finally cummed in me. he said we should do this again, and asked me for my number. I gave mine, went to the shower, started cleaning my ass, and I feeling euphoric after the experience, get hard and decide to jerk off in the shower. I leave the place and come back home. I had some headache, but I was trying to hydrate myself and have food as well. It hit me when I realised I had unprotected sex with two guys and started panicking. I found a doctor who prescribed my doxy, and walked me through prep. PS. this happened a month and half ago, and I got myself full sti test during 15 day, 30 day and 45 days and all tests came negative. I have now decided to get into prep and doxy as needed, and play safe going forward. I still canned believe I let myself loose, maybe it was poppers, maybe it was the manly smell all around, or maybe I gathered up some courage to experience myself, but overall it was an experience to remember my whole lifetime.