u/fearofunknown1

I'm sorry I don't even know how to frame this question or where to start as it's such a weird one. So a bit of context. I used to book escorts somewhat frequently when I was living in a big city and had a job making pretty decent money. This was back in late 2020s to 2022. This is the time during which I started meeting escorts and continued for roughly 2 years with a decent frequency.

Anyway I left my job to move to my hometown, which is a very small town, to start a business. Without sharing too much detail, my business requires me to be there physically all the time. That's just the nature of business coupled with the fact that since it's a new business it requires a lot of time. It's growing but well it's a business so it is gonna take time. I'm assuming that it'd easily take 7-8 good years for my business to be successful enough to a point where I can sort of have the luxury to travel and stuff and not be physically present all the time.

Problem is since my business constantly requires to be present and it's a small town I rarely get a chance to go to a big city. This is bad to the point where after 2022 till now I have barely booked escorts 3 times so like 3 times in 4 years. And I feel this is gonna last for 7-8 years and by that time I'd be 40. Coming to the main problem which is the cause of my fear. I'm scared that by the time I'm 40 my sexual drive would have dropped dramatically and I would probably not even enjoy sex as much or even if I do I'd probably not have the urge to have sex as frequently as I do now. It's like losing a few good years that I have left when I actually still have a lot of urge to have sex(it was even more when I was in my early to mid 20s for obvious reason).

It just makes me question is this all worth it? I genuinely enjoy having sex and my time with escorts. Meeting different beautiful escorts and just purely having sex and everything. I have always loved it and never got bored of it.

Anyway I'd appreciate if you all can share their insights on this. Do men in their 40s even have sexual urges like they have in their 20s and 30s? Again apology for such a long post this has been bothering me for months and I don't know who to talk to about this.

I'm sorry I don't even know how to frame this question or where to start as it's such a weird one. So a bit of context. I used to book escorts somewhat frequently when I was living in a big city and had a job making pretty decent money. This was back in late 2020s to 2022. This is the time during which I started meeting escorts and continued for roughly 2 years with a decent frequency.

Anyway I left my job to move to my hometown, which is a very small town, to start a business. Without sharing too much detail, my business requires me to be there physically all the time. That's just the nature of business coupled with the fact that since it's a new business it requires a lot of time. It's growing but well it's a business so it is gonna take time. I'm assuming that it'd easily take 7-8 good years for my business to be successful enough to a point where I can sort of have the luxury to travel and stuff and not be physically present all the time.

Problem is since my business constantly requires to be present and it's a small town I rarely get a chance to go to a big city. This is bad to the point where after 2022 till now I have barely booked escorts 3 times so like 3 times in 4 years. And I feel this is gonna last for 7-8 years and by that time I'd be 40. Coming to the main problem which is the cause of my fear. I'm scared that by the time I'm 40 my sexual drive would have dropped dramatically and I would probably not even enjoy sex as much or even if I do I'd probably not have the urge to have sex as frequently as I do now. It's like losing a few good years that I have left when I actually still have a lot of urge to have sex(it was even more when I was in my early to mid 20s for obvious reason).

It just makes me question is this all worth it? I genuinely enjoy having sex and my time with escorts. Meeting different beautiful escorts and just purely having sex and everything. I have always loved it and never got bored of it.

Anyway I'd appreciate if companions and clients can share their insights on this. Do men in their 40s even have sexual urges like they have in their 20s and 30s? Again apology for such a long post this has been bothering me for months and I don't know who to talk to about this.

So when I was a kid I had this neighbor probably in her early 30s who'd wear these outfits that exposed her midriff. I would usually find her sitting in her balcony during the evening and I'd always find an excuse to come out in our little garden to check her out. I just really found her midriff attractive until I noticed her exposed belly button which felt like the sexiest thing I had ever seen. My heart still starts to beat so fast even when I think about it after so many years.

Anyway this continued for couple of years until I moved to a different city and got busy with studies and stuff until again in college event I noticed a girl wearing again an outfit that exposed her belly button and it got me hooked again later I graduated and started working and hooked up with some women and I really enjoyed just playing with their belly button. Just fingering it, rolling my tongue deep in it, filling it with my spit and all kind of things some women kind of enjoyed it some women just let me do it cause well we were having sex and they didn't care. Anyway after few years I moved back to my hometown and found that that neighbor has moved and well it's a small town so people are conservative and everything.

At this point I just feel I wish I could find a girl who would just allow me to play with her belly button for some time. I don't even care if there's no sex involved but ahh I just want to play with a woman's belly button. I have never shared this with anyone about this fetish except of course with women I hooked up with. And now that there's no option for me to find someone to satisfy my desire that's all I could think of when I'm not working. I just wanted to share this with people who share this interest.

As the title says, is it difficult or awkward to have sex with short men who are 5'5" or below in terms of certain positions or any other difficulty that one never even thinks of? Apart from that do you find it strange in some way having sex with clients who are short?