u/fizzle-stix

I remember when I was younger, always wondering how a diaper would feel against me. The thoughts slowly faded but every now and then they come back.

I’m not at a stage where I’m ready to try this out and feel the smugness of a diaper against me, and having a care giver guide me and take a little more control.

Would anyone be willing to help me explore and help me get in the mindset of being a little? Maybe like a mini role play just so I can get a better idea? I’m a 38M.

First some background, my girl knows I’m more naturally submissive. I mentioned a few weeks back that it’s nice to let go of control. Conversation drifted and she asked why I like it and how could she help. I was a little embarrassed and feeling vulnerable but it felt so good trying to explain it. She thanked me for sharing and said I had nothing to be embarrassed about.

Fast forward to the other night, I’d had a stressful day. We hadn’t really explored anything and it had not been brought up since we talked. We were laying in bed and I feel her fingers touching my sides. It’s still silent, her hand moves down and is touching my thigh. She then slips her fingers inside my underwear and touches me. She then whispers in my ear, “Who’s my good boy?” Like a soft, sultry whisper. I squirmed and said, “I’m your good boy.” She replied, “Yes you are. And you need to relax.” She continued to play with me and comfort me. It felt so good to take that first step. She truly listened and took control. Since then, there’s been this dynamic between us. She can look at me a certain way and I get those same feels all over again.

Just wanted to share and hope it leads to more opportunities to explore. I’m super happy and glad I can be a good boy for her.

I’m a smaller guy and I feel like I’m naturally submissive. I like being controlled, cuddled, being called cute. It’s a nice release for me and a way to deal with normal stresses of life.

Would anyone help me explore this a little? Maybe just a chat to see if I’d be a good sub for a gentle domme?

Thanks everyone in advance.