So im searching for a place that gives happy ending for females but i had no luck sadly…
Does anyone have any clue where I could go preferably by a male masseuse.
And the reason I don’t want to go to a “sex” place is bc I like the taboo so it needs to be a normal massage place
Heavy trigger warnings iknow all of this is fucked up but it made me who I am now and idk how to deal with it
When I was younger my stepbrother would assault me
My stepmom would also would act weirdly sexual around me and would make me do weird things but that’s beside the point.
My dad used to be very a b u sive and did weird things
He would tell me I look like my mom or say how he missed my Steph mom and felt like tongue kissing..
He would slap my butt and I remember this time I was sick and he had to wet my face with a towel and went into my shirt and felt my nipple piercings and he pulled my shirt up even tho I told him no…
He would do things like that and I told my stepmom and he would say how dare you think of me like that.
He did more of those things over the years and when it came out of my stepmom and stephbrother he always wanted me to tell the story to him he would joke my stepmom watched too much porn I was and that luckily my stephbrother isn’t my real brother
Iknow this trauma resulted in my kink but now I feel like it’s too late since he wouldn’t dare it now I’m older and “outed” him before…
When I get really depraved it all turns me on ….and I’m ashamed of it I can’t really talk about it with anyone
I kinda want to try him but idk how or if maybe it was in my head idk I really misread
Edit-
I forgot to add my dad is a mayor cheater and always told me all about it even when I was younger he would tell me where he would fuck these other women he would always talk about fucking and that even for his age he is a bull that’s why the young girls want him.
He also doesn’t date above 30+ girls bc that’s too old for him
Like the title says, I have a sex issue… at least I think so?
I’m horny all the time and it’s just never enough. My boyfriend and I have sex once a day, sometimes twice. But he’s very busy with work, the gym, and side hustles… and so am I, but I always make time. I have to.
At work I can get so worked up and wet, and then my mind goes into all these bad scenarios and I feel like I could fuck anything. So I excuse myself to the toilet and go to town on myself, one hand over my mouth and the other deep in my pussy, almost every single time I’m at the office.
When I’m working from home, I’m always plugged up. I can’t even count how many times I cum, and after 2–3 minutes I can go again.
The sex I have with my boyfriend is really good and nasty, just how I like it. But we can’t be too loud because of our current roommate situation, and whenever we’re home alone during the day he’s too conscious of our neighbours… it’s really frustrating and it’s honestly made my horny state even worse.
If you’ve read my previous posts, you’ll understand that I like to fantasise about places I’m at, especially when I’m fucking myself senseless. I don’t actually do anything, but the fantasies alone make me wet.
I know men are very attracted to me and I always get attention when I enter a room, and it just charges my sexual energy. Luckily I love my boyfriend a lot and I never get tempted, I just end up fucking him senseless whenever I can.
Like the last post about the festival and my kink for grabbing, I was fantasising about being grabbed by men, but my boyfriend was all over me because yes, I looked very good. I just ended up enjoying the looks men gave me and the way they tried hitting on me, only to get dragged away by my boyfriend. It made me really horny. I couldn’t even rub my butt on anyone because my boyfriend made sure he protected me while we walked through the crowd (which was a bummer lol). I kind of like the innocence of it, but yeah… best believe I dragged him to the toilet three times. I sucked him deep while rubbing myself hard, and the third time I fucked him.
Sadly, when we got home he couldn’t go anymore while I was at peak horniness, and the whole day had just been building me up…
Then the next morning I woke him up with the best head, but he had to stop me halfway to go pee. Fml… I had to wait until midnight.
At this point, whenever he’s gone, I do everything I need to do and then just bask in my horniness, masturbating and playing with myself. I move so much, get all my toys out, watch porn or read stories, or go deep into my own fantasies and think about situations I’ve been in or could be in.
And the more I cum, the more deprived I become, and the darker my thoughts get.
Every month I seem to have a new fixation. Last time it was my physio, then it was grabbing, or my boyfriend’s friends who are into me running a train on me.
Like I said, I never act on it, but fuck… when I see those people again I get so wet and horny, especially when I notice their lust for me. The funny thing is they would never guess how I feel because I never let anything show.
Anyway, this is my way of coping with all of this.
And I’m curious… is it normal to masturbate this much and crave sex all the time?
Can guys even keep up? Because I know all guys say they could, but could you actually?
I’m going to a festival in Amsterdam this weekend with my boyfriend and two friends (m&f) and I honestly cannot stop thinking about the attention I’m gonna get there.
There’s just something about festivals that makes me feel insanely hot. The outfits, the music, the packed crowds, dancing with people pressed against you, random eye contact with strangers, guys looking you up and down while you walk past them. I already get a lot of male attention normally and festivals make it feel even more intense.
I keep fantasizing about squeezing through crowds and brushing against people “accidentally,” guys touching my waist to pass by, dancing too close to strangers for a second before disappearing back into the crowd. The thought of all those random men wanting me while I’m there with my boyfriend is honestly such a turn on.and whenever I find myself with my fingers deep in my pussy the scenarios turn even darker
I’m not even looking to cheat or anything. I think I’m just addicted to that feeling of being desired and perceived in that environment. It’s like this mix of confidence, adrenaline and sexual tension and lately I can’t stop thinking about it.
But a “accidental” brush against someone’s crotch (which is inevitable tbh sometimes) i definitely want and need that.
I’m going to a festival in Amsterdam this weekend with my boyfriend and two friends (m&f) and I honestly cannot stop thinking about the attention I’m gonna get there.
There’s just something about festivals that makes me feel insanely hot. The outfits, the music, the packed crowds, dancing with people pressed against you, random eye contact with strangers, guys looking you up and down while you walk past them. I already get a lot of male attention normally and festivals make it feel even more intense.
I keep fantasizing about squeezing through crowds and brushing against people “accidentally,” guys touching my waist to pass by, dancing too close to strangers for a second before disappearing back into the crowd. The thought of all those random men wanting me while I’m there with my boyfriend is honestly such a turn on.and whenever I find myself with my fingers deep in my pussy the scenarios turn even darker
I’m not even looking to cheat or anything. I think I’m just addicted to that feeling of being desired and perceived in that environment. It’s like this mix of confidence, adrenaline and sexual tension and lately I can’t stop thinking about it.
But a “accidental” brush against someone’s crotch (which is inevitable tbh sometimes) i definitely want and need that.
I’m not attracted to him but idk it’s a long fantasy of mine and he is younger and fit maybe 30 I’m not sure.
I’m 24 and ofcourse iknow they would never risk their job but fuck iknow I’m very hot and I want to test the waters.
I just have one issue they have a new office and it has a gym and then like doors to the room but they are like glass not see through but not very private either so I lost all home kinda….
And all the massage parlours around me are with females.
I’m just message him and tell him I got pain in my thigh and see what happens.. I just want to feel his hands on me, since now it only has been on my lower legs I want it closer.