Dripping and slapping
It took more than 100 slaps to start whimpering. If it was another person doing it instead of me I would love to keep going with more slaps, but I don't have the mental strength I guess
It took more than 100 slaps to start whimpering. If it was another person doing it instead of me I would love to keep going with more slaps, but I don't have the mental strength I guess
Today is day 9 of my denial, which means I've broken my max. Usually I cum by day 4. But that will not happen anymore because I've surrendered my orgasms (ruins or not) and edges to u/sirRealisticOne for the time being and he really reaaaally knows how to keep me in my place.
You see? I'm greedy. I edge and edge and edge and eventually it is inevitable to cum. How can I control it when it feels so good? Sure, the first days no problem, I can torture my clit and hold back. But... You alone can't go far.
Today I had two edges to enjoy. For the last one he kept me rubbing my clit until I got close to an edge then slapped my pussy and started rubbing my nipples (mmmmm first day of training to edge from nipple play) in different ways.
Close. Slaps. Twist your nipples. Close. Slaps. Rub your nipples. Close. Hold it. Slaps. Slap your tits. Close. And finally the edge.
Tomorrow will be a new day on my denial journey and I can't wait to see what awaits~
It melts me when I get to rub my clamped clit and pulling, twisting... Fuck, I want to do it again π« π«
That last slap really hurt π« π« π« so nice. I feel like my brain is melting with desperation playing with my nipples all day. My pussy is a real mess, I wanna touch it ππ It's hard to be submitted to this, why did I have the idea of having no edges? π
Edit: I got my edges :)) π thank you sir u/sirRealisticone
I've found a new use for my old butt plugs. It's been years since I used them in my butt, they're so small for that. But if I stuff my pussy with them π΅βπ«π΅βπ«π΅βπ«
Did my chores with them and I just wished I had more laundry to make. π€
Since I cannot cum and cannot even edge (sweet, sweet torture...) The best I can do to feel some release is pee when I feel close to an edge
Ngl, it was hard to regain control because it's been a while since the last time I've edged myself. But today... I was dripping. So I spent some time slowly riding my dildo (not really riding, more like humping the tip, moving my hips against the mattress). And when I finally stop and start to touch my clit... Well, see it yourself. I need to slap it so it doesn't cum.
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I've indulged myself lately masturbating and cumming, my pussy needs to get used to the denial again
I piss all over my dildo and fuck myself until the floor gets so wet the dildo can't stay attached. I must admit I got a little dizzy thinking I'm fucking a wet with piss dildo
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I love torturing myself and getting a swollen clit as a reward
I wanted to share my last ruined orgasm, almost two weeks ago, with you all.
Next one I want to ruin it with hard slaps only, so if you wanna help me tell me how many times should I edge before I orgasm